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About The Lebanon express. (Lebanon, Linn County, Or.) 1887-1898 | View Entire Issue (Feb. 28, 1890)
oil 'LI -.' IlliVsil.l.V STOUT I was born in Clioupsido. almost be iientb the bolls of IW on October 5, In the year of grace 1 being the lift h mid youngest child nt Solomon tUuhcriugioii mid I'rudeut. his wife My father u a cituten uiid glover, a member of I lit Honorable Company of (i lovers, hlsumbi lion being always lo be fleeted before becoming lord mayor, muster of his .i puuy These ambitions are laudable in u citv merchant, yet. altia, they i sre not always attained ami tn my unhappy lather's disc tliey were very fur from being reached, a you shall presently heur There is. I u:u told. some quality in the Iomlou mi which ranseth I lie city. In spite of mucb Unit is foolish as regard cleanliness, to be a hculthy place, und tuvoruble to children that, for my own part, though I wu brought up in the verv ceuler uud heart of ths city, with no green fields to run In. nor any gnrdous save those belonging to the Drapers' com lMiy. t. as wetl an my brother and sis lers, was a healthy and well faring child up to the age of 8. when I, with all my brurhers and testers, wan afflicted with turn scourge of mankind. 8umllox Thin dread fill dinertse. to the unspeakable grief of my parents killed their four eldest children, and spared none but iryself. the yoTiRvat ntid a giri I recovered so far slim, although 1 wus weakly and ailing txi h long tune. I wa not marked by a nuiU'lo spot or any of those ugiy pita, winch sometimes ruin many a woman's iieuiity and thereby rob her of that ehoie est blessing, the love of a husband So different, however, v.as I from the stout and hearty girl before the smallpox, that uiy parents were advised that the lxst chance to save my life this burnt; ("r the time their chief and even their only hope waa to send me into the country, there to live Ui fresh, pure air. running in the sun. and fed on oatmeui porridge, good milt, fat bacon and new laid eggs Then my father bethought him of bis own mother who lived fur away Indeed from Loudon, namely at W ark worth. hi Northumberland And be proposed to ny mot her that they should take this long journey, carrying me with thorn, and leave me for awhile in charge of my grand i:iei ber, which being done, and my health showing signs of amendment, they were enlist rained to go back to their own btisi iiewi. leaving m la good bands, yet with Mirniwful hearts, because they wens going Inline without me And for six or seven s-arv I saw them no more No girl, lo bo sure, had tinder treatment i i..t-fr tnrt n I rrprlt trnvnrnt tlmti mviuilf 51 f crandmotber. Dame Betberington though not lady by birth, but only a farmer's daughter lived hi the bonne which standii outside the town, beyond the bridge, among the trees My grandmother wah wise woman, and reflected that, as I was sent away from Ixiiidon In order to recover my health and grow strong, i was allowed and eucour aged lo run about in the open air as much as possiBle. so that, as this part of I'.ng land In quite wile, and there are here tew gypsies (who mostly may on the other side of Cheviot) nor any robber on the rrrad nor. Indeed any road at all to signify 1 very soon crew to knew the whnlecountry within the 'ach of a hearty girl s feet There i i.ient.y lo nee. ihonch this part of North :.iOcilanil is flat, while the rest is wild ah.! mountainous There are the rums of ihe old castle, alxmt which n Is always nlea.-taiil for a child to run uud climb, or for a grown person lo meditate on the vanity of earthly things, seeing that this pile of ruins was once u i:r-ut and stately castle, and this greensward tras once hidden beneath the feet of fierce soldiers, who now are dust and ashes in the grave yard From the ensile one looks down upon the Coquet, which would ever continue in my eyes the sweetest of rivers even were I to see the far famed Tiber or the silver Thames, or the great fianges or the mysterious Nile, or even the sacred Jordan Higher up the river wa Morwick Mill when Ralph Einbleton lived with his undo Beyond the town, half a mile out to sea. lies the little Island of Coquet llulph once rowed me across the narrow channel, und we explored the dewrt island mul thought of Hobinson Crusoe which be had read and told me But this was belore the time when we took to protending at j In those days, which seem to have been J so happy, and I dare say were, Ralph was frse. und could come and go as plenseo him best. uve thut he went every morn ing to the vicar, who taught him Units and Greek, and sometimes remembered but in kindly moderation the advice of Solomon The reason of this freedom was thut his uncle, with whom ho lived loved the lad greatly, and Intended great things for him. even designing thut lie should become a great scholar and go to Cambridge Tor once there was a member of his family who took to learning and rose from being a poor scholar in that university, which bus ever been a kindly nur.iO or foster mother of poor scholars, to be a doctor of divinity and a bishop, hut my Ralph was never to bo a bishop or even a doctor of divinity And a aa-J cbtuigo was to happen at the mill. Every iuly wm our friend In those days, from Mr Cuthbert Caruaby. justice of the peace, and the vicar, down to Sailor Nan und hr lodger. Dun Gedgo. the Btronir Man. Everybody had a kind word for "Ralph, and nobody told me then how wicked it was to run about with a Iwy of such unnatural depravity This, as ymi will see. was to eciino lie was a tall Isiy for his years, and he was six years older than myself, which proves how good ua tured he must have been, for tew boys of 1.1 or Hi cure for the companionship of a girl of U or It) As for bis tm'u. it has al ways been the dourest face In the world to me. uud always vill be. so thut I know not whether other people would call It bundsoniu face His eyes were eager, as if which was the case he always v;ante( to lie up and doing They were blue eyes, because he was a Northumberland lad. yet not soft and dreamy eyes, as Is ! too often the case with the people of the nort h (lis f aiv was oval itnd bis feat ures r!guliir fie carried his head thrown back, and walked erect with Imth hands reudy. as if there was generally a fight to be expected, and It was well to bo pre pared To be sure. Ralph was one of those who love a fight and do not sulk If they are beuteu. but bide a bit uud then ou airaiu When Ralph was nearly 15. a great and terrible misfortune befell him Uls uncle. Mr Humuul nmbletou. though nut an old man. died suddenly After lie was buried It was found that ho had left by will Morwick Mill, and the farm, his household furniture, his IxMiks, which were nut many, and all the money ho had in the world, to Ralph as Ins solo heir This inheritance proved at first the cause of great uuhappiiieks to the poor boy For.uufortuiiately. the will mimed Mat how Humble as iruardian ' und executor, to whom the lestutor devised his best wig and bis best coat, with his Mjcond best ! bed and a gold headed stick Now it j angered Mat hew to think thut be lie i lag also nephew and sister's son of Samuel LUubleiou. of Morwick Mill, was j left no part or portion of this goodly ; heritage It would seem that, knowing j his uncle's design to send Ral ph to Cam bridge, and his hope that he would be come a credit to the family and a pillar of the church, he bud boS'd ami even grown to beliee Gmily and to expect it as a right, that the mill at least, if not the farm, or a portion of It. would be left to him It was. therefore, a bitter blow for him to find that be was left nothing at all except what he could make or save as guardian cf the boir and administrator of J the estate, with free quarters at the mill for six years burely for a man of pro bity aud common sense that would have been considered a great dual He came with his sister, who was as mucb disappointed as himself, in a spirit of rancor, malice and envy He regarded the Innocent boy as a supplanter The first thing he did was to Inform bin) thut be should have do skulking or idleness lie therefore put a stop to the Latin and Greek lessons witb the vicar, and employed the boy about the work of the place, giv ing him the hardest and most disagrees ble tasks on the farm For freedom was substituted servitude, for liberty, re straint; for affection and kindness, baron language and continual Hoggings, while Barbara, with her tongue, that ill gov erned weapon of a woman, made him feel for the first time in bis life bow Idle, bow useless, how greedy a creature be was The boy bore with all. as meekly as was bis duty, for quito two years But be often came to mu or to the fugleman with fists clinched, declaring that be would en flure this ill usage no lunger, and asking in wonder what be had done to deserve it Aud at s;::eb times he would swear lo leave the mill, and run away aud seek his fort tine anywhere somewhere in the world It was always in his mind from the first, when Mathew began his ill treatment, that he would run sway and seek his fort- ; une In this design he was strengthened by the example of my father, who left the t village when a boy of 14 to seek his fort ' une. uud found you shall hear presently what he found I dihsuuded him its much as I could, because it wits dreadful for me lo think of being left without him. or of his running about the country helpless uud friendless The fugleman, j who kuew the world and had traveled far, j jKjinted out to hitu very sensibly thut ho would have to eiiiluro this liurdncss for a very short time lunger, that ho was al- ready Hi and us tull us most men. and , could not for very uliume Iks flogged mucb j longer, while as for Barbara's tongue, he J declared that a brave man ought not to ; value what a woman said, let her tongue j run as free as the sergeant at drill of re i cruits. no more than the price of a roX) end. and again, that In Cve years' time, as soon as Ralph wus 21, he would have the fight to turn his cousin out of the mill, which would then become his own prop erty, and a very pretty property, too, where an old friend would expect to Qud a pipe and a glass of Hollands or rum And he promised himself to assist at the ducking in the river which he supposed that Ralph would give his cousin when that huppy day should arrive, as well as at the great feast and rejoicing which he supposed would follow Tho result of these exhortations, to which were added those of my grandmother, was that he remained at home and when Mathew Uumblo cruelly belabored hiru he showed no anger or desire for revengo. and when Barbara smote him with harsh words und found toxts out of the Biblo to taunt him with ho made no reply Nor did he robol even though tiiey treated hirn as if he were a common plowboyaud funn drudge. Instead of the heir lo all I confess, and have long felt sincerely, the wickedness of the thing which at length brought open disgrace upon poor Ralph, and drove him away from us Vet. deserving of blame and punishment as our actions were, I cannot but think that the couduct of Mathew in bringing the chief culprit be knew nothing or iny share or of the fugleman's lief ore his worship, Mr Justice Caruaby, was actuated more by mulice than by an honest desire to bi'tug criminals lo punishment Resides he hail lot Hume months before this been spreading abroad wicked rumors uImiuI Ralph Huyiug umntig uihei false and malicious things that the boy was idle gluttonous, lying aud even thieving in soinuch that the vicar who kuew the uon tnn v and thut the boy was as good a lad as ever walked though fond of merriment and a little headstrong isnly rebuked him tor malice and evil thinking, suyuifj plainly that these things were not so uud that. If they were so Mathew was much o Illume in hluhbiliK I hem about the niiinlrv rather tliali Irving l" oorroct tlie I wd m faults and doing his tsst to bide them from the general knowledge Vet there are some who always believe whut ik spoken to one's dispraise, and sour hsiks and unfriendly tmvx were bestowed upon the boy while my grandmother k wanted not lo allow me to run wild with d lull of so notorious a bad chumi'tet This is all thill I meant when I suul just now Ibut at first all were our Iriemls When Ralph was gone I usik little Joy in anything until I gut uiy first letter from hiui. winch was not foi a very long time Afterward Now. one day. as I was walking sorrow fully home, having sal all the afternoon with the fugleman. I saw bailor Nun iMi'kouiug to me from bur stone outside the door "Child." she said, "where's your sweet heart?" "Aluefc," 1 replied, 'i know not. Sailor Nan ." Young maids." sho went on. "must not puke uud pine because they bear nothing for a while of the lads they love Be of good cheer Why. I read him his fortune myself In his own left hand Did my fortunes ever turn out wrong? As good a tule of luck and fair weut lier as I ever read. Come, child, give me thy hand; lot me read your lines too, " It Is strange bow In the lines of one's hand are depicted beforehand all the cir cumstances of Itfe, easy to be read before bond by those who are wise. Yet Lava I been told that it Is not enough to learn the rules unless you have the gift. "lie will come back." she repeated. "lie wilt come backf ; repealed. after long looking Into the band. Now, your own baud Here Is long tine of life yet not as long as my own. Here Is the line of marriage a good line; a happy marriage; a fortun girl yet there will be trooblo Is it an old man? 1 cannot rightly read. Something Is In the way Trouble, and even grievous trouble. But ail to come right In the end " "Is my fortune." I asked, "connected with the fortune of Ralph?" Khe laughed her rough, bourse sea laugh. "If il is au old man. of if it is a young man. say bim nay Bide your old love. If he press or if he threaten, say him nay Bide your old sweetheart "There irn an old mini enm over the lea, Ilci-lio! lint I won't nave "un; Came over tti leu, A-cuurtln' to me, ( Wl' bis old gray (ward Juki, newly iliaon." She crooned out the words In a cracked aud rusty vol -a. and pushed my bund away roughly Thou she replaced her pipe in her mouth, and went on smoking the tohucco, which was her chief food and her chief solace, and took no further heed of mo. CHAPTER V. A SECOND WUITTIN0T05. Tho sunimor aud tho autumn passed but no sign or letter camo from Ralph. The people In tho town ceased, after the manner of mankind, to think of the boy. lie was gone mid forgotten, yet there were two or three of us who spoke and thought of him continually First, thoro was tho fugleman, who found his life dull without the boy to tulk with IIo prom ised to make a collection of birds' eggs in the spriug as a present for bim when he should return. Then there was the old woman, tiuilor Nun. who kept Ms uiomory preen Lastly, there were my grand mother and myself We knew not, how ever, where he was or anything about lilm, nor conld we guess what be was do ing or whither he had gone Twico In tho yeur, namely at Christmas or tho New Vear, and at midsummer, I hud hitlers from my parents, to which I duly replied It wo in May when Ralph ran owuy, so thut they hud three letters from me thut yeur When my Christmas letters arrived there was mention of our boy. but so strange a tule that we could not uiiiierstmid what lo believe or what the thing might iiieuu The letter told us that .Ralph reach oil at a cn .III ' - f London safely hi. four or five weeks after leaving us. Iiuvlng walked all the way. save for such trifling lifts snrt helps us might be had for nothing on the roiut, he found out my lather's shop he gave Mm the letter he slept tn the liniisu, und was hospitably inilert allied In the morning he was taken by my fat lint In the iust IiuIium company's grout ti-iusu ui Coriiliill. ,iinl Ion there by him to tall; with a eit lleiiiau ulHiiit the obtaining of u post In tliutr service, that, the conversation (hi ished, being dismissed by the gentleman with whom he had taken counsel, lutlpll left the olllee Then be disappeared, uud was seen no more Nor to the Inquiries made whs there any answer given or any news of bun ascertained 'So wicked Is tins unhappy town, " wrote my mother. that men are capable of murdering even 'in iiinoceiii lad from the country fur the sake ol the sliver buckles, m tho very oat upon his back Yet lliore are other ways in winch he luuy have Usui drawn way He loved not the thought of city lite be limy have taken the recruiting stirgeuiit s shilling, or he nitty have been pressed for a sailor and sent to sou, or, which heaven forbid. h limy have been doeoyed Into bad company, and now be In the company of rogue Whatever the cause, he Imlb disappeared and mudo no sign. Vet lis seemed a good and honest lad " So perplexed wore wo with the atrange and untuielllgihle intelligence that, after turning it about In talk fur a wnuk, it was resolved that wo would consult Mr Cur mi by in the niattur It would porhups have been better if wo had kept the thing to ourselves For this gentleman, though he kindly considered the case, could do nothing to remove the dreadful doubt under which we lay, except thut bo re commended us to patience and re-si-ua tloii. virtues of which. Ileuvnn knows! we women who stay at home must needs con tluuully practice We should. I say . have done better hud we held our tongues. Is cause Mr Curuuby told tho barls-r, who told the townsfolk one by nno. and then II was whispered about thai Ralph hud joined the gypsies, according to some, ot been pressed aud sent to sua, according to others, or had enlisted, according te others; witb wild stories told In addition, born of Imagination. Idle or nialignnnt, as that be bad Joined a company of common rogues and robbers, or but I scorn to re peat these things Everybody, howevur, at this juncture, remembered the wicked things said of the boy by bis cousin As for Mathew himself, overjoyed at tbo wel come nows, which be received oimui mouthed, so to RM-ak. lie wont about call lug all bis acquaintances to witness that be had long since prophesied ruin and dis aster to the buy, which, Indeed, to the fullest extent, a tad so depraved aa to horsewhip hit own guardian, richly de served. As fur coming back, he said that was not llkoly, and indeed, impossible because be was already knocked on tho bead Mathew was quite convinced of this In some midnight brawl, or at least fallen so low that be would never dare to return among reapectablo people, These things we could not believe, yet they sank into our hearts and mado us uneasy. For whore could the boy be, and why did he not send us one letter, at least, to tell us what he had done, aud how ho had fared? "Child, said my grandmother, "it is certain that Mathew does not wish his cousin to return Ho bears ualico in his heart against tho boy, and he roinotiibor that should he never gut hack tho mill will Is) his own " Already he began to give himself the airs of the master, and to talk of selling a Held here aud a hold there, and of Improving the proixirty. a; If all was his "He will come buck." Bald tho fugle man. "Brave hearts and lusty legs do not get killed Maybe ho hath enlisted Then lie may have gouu a-soldierlng t America, or somewhere in the world, uu.l no doubt will got promotion ay. corporal first, sergeant next, uud perhaps bu niinic fugleman Or may be. as your lady mother says, he hath been pressed, and Is now ut sea. so thut lie cannot write. But, wherever he is, bu sure he is doing wuli. . Where fore, heart up!" Well, to shorten the story, wo g'ot no news ut all. and could never discover, for many yearn, what hud become of the boy When four years hud passed by w ithout a word or line from him, Mathew grow horribly afraid. Isfcause Ralph's one-mid twentieth birthday drew near, and ho thought the time wus come whim tho heir would appear and claim his own. Whut preparations ho mado tn receive liim I know not Perhaps a blinuloi'hiiHH and ii cup of poison But the tiny pas..ed. aud there was no sign of Ralph Then. Indeed, Mathew hecanieqiiitocoi'tuiii thut ho would no more ho di.sturled and that tlio mill was his own As for myself, I sat nt homo chiefly with my grandinnt her. who was now bu ginning to grow old, yet brisk uud ttota blu still There wus a great deal to bo done, and the days pass swiftly to Indus trious bauds, yet not oiiu so busy and not one so swift but I could find time to think and to pray for Ralph. JSt.ill the fngelniuii kept up my lieurt. arid Sailor Nun swore, as If slut was still cuptum of the forntop, l hut hi) would come homo snfe I was young, happily, and youth is tho time for hope Aud about the end of tlio sixth yeur I had cause lo think uhout other things, because my own misfortunes began I bad long observed III the letters cif rny dear parents a certain dilTcroneo, which cnnai.itnt.ly caused doubt und questioning, for my mother exhorted mo continually. In every letter, to the practice of frugal Ity, thrift, simple living, und tho ucquisi lion of housewifely knowledge, und. in short, all those virtues which especially adorn the condition of poverty Shu also j imvor failed to bid tno rellnet upon the ttti enrtuinty of hiimuu affairs und Mie Insta bility of fortniio; and cvory lettor fin iiislmd examples of rich men become poor, and grout ladles reduced tn beg tlmlr bread My grandmother bade ms lay these things to heart, and I per felved that she wus disttirlmd, and she would hava writ ton to my father to ask If things were going III. but for two reasons Th Hrst wus that she could neither read nor writo, those arts not hav ing bcon taught her In her childhood; and I testify t hat sho was none the worse for want of them, but her nat ural shrewdness even Increased, because she hud to dtqiend upon herself, and could not still bo run ning to a book fur guldunco The second reason was that the letters of my fathor. both to bur and to myself, were full of glorious anticipation and cotilhlonce Yes, while my inotlior wroto In sudncss he wrote In triumph, when she bade mi Icurn to scour pots he commanded me to ntudy tho fashions, when sho prophesied disaster he proclaimed good fortune. Thus ho ordered that I was to Imi taught whatever could be leu rued In so remote a towu as Wark worth, and thut espiwlul caro was to be takun In my carriage and demeanor, begging my grandmother to observe tho diiMirtment of Mr Car imhy, and to bid me copy her as an exum plu, for. he said, a city heiress nut uncom monly nuii-riod with a gentleman of good family, though Impoverished fortunes; that some city heiresses hud of lute mar ried noblemen, thut as iio hud tin son. .lor any othor child but myself. I would In herit the whole of his vast fortune (1 thought how I could give it al. to Ralph), und. therefore, t must study how to main tain myself lu the position which 1 should shortly ovcupy He desired me inpuclully lo pay very particular att Mti.l in not to nee ui quite rusica! and countr? bred, and to remember that tho conimou sjsweh of Northumberland would raise a laugh In 1uidou With much aiora to the same ellect. I say not thut my father wrote U this In a single hitler, but la several; so that all these things became Implanted lu my mind, and bulb my grandmother and my elf wore. In spite of my mother's letters, firmly porsuudud that we were already very rich and considerable people, and that my futlmr was a ' nien huut of the greatest renown already a ftinuuon coun cilman, aud shortly to bo alderman, sheriff and lord mayor lu tbo city of Lon don. This belief Was also held by our nulghliors and friends, and It gave my grandmother, who was. liesides, a lady of dignified manners, more consideration than sho would otherwise have obtained, with the title of madam, which was uruly due to the mother of so great aud nccessful a man. Now the truth wus this: My father was the most sanguine of men. and the most ready to deceive himself He lived con tluuully (if I may presume to say so with out breaking tho fifth commandment) in a foul's paradise When be was a boy nothing would do for him but be must go to Loudon, refusing to till the acres which would afterward be his own. because be was ambitious, and ardently desired to be mother Whlttington. 8 the dangers of tho common chap btsika. In which he had read tlio story of this great lord muyorl Ilu so fur resembled Whittingtun that he went up to Unidon (by wagon from New .untie) with little lu his pocket, except a luttor of recommendation from the then vicur of Wark worth to his brother, at the time a jlover In Clieapsido. How ho liecamo apprentice like Whlttington to this glover, how he fell lu love like Whitting tun with his muster's dnughter, how ho murrled her like Whlttington and In herited the business, stock, capital, gwsl will and all. uiuy here only bu thus brielly told, but by the denth of his master ho hecumu actual und sole owner of a London, shop, whereupon, my oor father's bruiu suing always full of visions, ho wus In flamed with tho cotiliiletico that now. In deed, he hud nothing to look for but the making of nn immense fortune Worse tliim tills, ho thought that the fortune would come of its own accord. How a man living In tho city of London could omke so prodigious a mistake, I know not. Therefore ho left tho whole cure of tho business to his wlfo and his apprentice, Mid for his owu part sMmt the duy In colToe houses or on Vhungu, or wherever iner- jhutitsfttid traders mint together. This mudo him full of great tulk. and he pres nntly proceeded to Imngine thut ho hini olf was concorniid lu tbo great ventures aud enterprises of which ho heard so much, or perhaps, liecuuso ho could not actually have thought himself a merchant adventurer, ho believed that before long he also should be embarking .cargoes to tho Fast uud Wont Ratios, running under convoy of frigates sufo through the ene my's privateers It wus out of tlio prolUa of these Imaginary cargoes thut ho was to obtain that vast wealth of which ho con tinually thought ttud tulkud until, in tho end. he believed that .he possessed it. Meantime his poor wife, my mother, loft lu chai-;;e of thu whop, und with her house hold cures ns well, found, to her dismay, thut the respectable business which her father hud made Was quickly falling from thorn, us thuir old frUmda diud, one by one, or retired from tmdu, and no now ones coming in thoir places; foras 1 huvo ' been credibly Informed, the business of a trudomiiitii or morchunt lu London is so precurious und uncertuin thut, unless it bo coiiHtuntly watched, pushed, nursed, mieourugod, coaxed, fed and fluttered. It ' presently withers away mid porlshos. (Til UK (UlNTtNt'KII. j The amount of shortage of Ceh!r I.ounshury of tho New York postoffue, who suicided, him been found to roach $40,000. A