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About Pacific Christian messenger. (Monmouth, Or.) 1877-1881 | View Entire Issue (Feb. 13, 1880)
•: •' -, * = How ’Biny got her Christmas. Reasons. One night after tea, Master Johnnie and ■ I ain’t a little, black, smutty nig, Sue * neither! so there—I ain’t— ain’t— Sat down at the table their problems to do. ain ’ t !” Their task was in Buelid, and just about ‘Biny sat down the pan of potatoes where she was carrying, flung herself on the The cirole they wished t’ inscribe in s lowest cellar stair, and planted both square. little black hands firmly on her knees Both eager began the two lines to draw; while she glared up at her opponent. And when the whole thing little Sue “0 yes, you are!” he cried in the thought she saw, greatest glee, and hopping frem one “My string's in a knot!’’ baby cries with toe to the other at the storm he had a shout. “Quick, Susie, my darling, help clear his raised on the dark little face before snarls out,” him—“you know you are awful Said the mother’s kind voioe; se what black!” could she do “ An’ I am goin’ to have a Christ- But leave mathematics and cope with the mas too, I am! Ma’am Sukey said so shoe. - - herself,” cried the poor child, working .One moment, no more! Then back to her .the small fingers nervously, “just pre- book. sacly like the white folks. Don’t Mis O’er the points onoe gained again she must ter, Jo, spile it—-don't go an’ make look. ’em not give it to me,"—and she got Meantime, unmolested, her dear brother up in her extreme anxiety, and bob John bing her head till every little tail The first problem finished, to the next stood on its own respective end, she plodded on. Quick as flash Susie worked; the circle peered into her tormentor’s face for comfort. “Id shine your shoes real inscribed, And scarcely the new proposition had tried splendid—an’ 1’11 say you didn’t hook When again spoke the mother; “It comes the apples offn Mis’ Peters’ tree that to my mind I saw you do, an’ I’ll fotch an’ carry That Johnnie's bine coat wants a button for you just forever if you’ll only let behind. em’ give me a Christmas, I will!” “He can't go to school without it, you “Give me a Christmas !” screamed know; Jo in the utmost derision, and snap Come Susie, my dear, please let the books ping his fingers in her face till each gel woolly tail vibrated again. “ Santa " ‘Twill take but a second, with fiDgers so Claus don’t came to such black bugs nimble; Then jump up, my child, get your ssisaors as you, Catch him! No, siree! You’ve got to fetch and ca.rry for me, any and thimble. way—and 1 shall tell everybody I oee you don’t want any Christmas, and you can’t have it—you old horn-bug _ you!” This one she made fast; but alas! for the “ I ain’t adiorn-bug neither!” shriek thread ed ’Biny in a perfect howl, every par Just lost in her book, it had slipped from ticle of fear gone at the thought of her head. , her longed-for Christmas vanishing Again she reviewed, worked rapid and from her grasp—“an’ I will have a well, Though oft oalled away; indeed I can't Christmas!” The last was almost lost, in the wail that Master Jo set up, as tell she sprang like a cat and buried both The number of times that this sister Sue Was summoned by all, “little things” to little black paws in his long light hair, repeating at every tweak—“ I do. While uninterrupted, Johnnie sat, feeling will have a Christ-mus,—there!” “ Ow—ow! Take her off—do take sad That a sister so osreless of study he had. her off I” came in shrieks from the Till, his lessons all learned, he sprang dark cellar, and penetrated up the from the table, ' stairs, and all over the house—bring With an air that savored of—“We boys ing a crowd ef astonished rescuers to are able.” ' _ _ see Master Jo and little black, Biny Now the house being still, and the hour spinning around and around on the being late, old brick floor, while the pan of pota Susie studies contented that such is her toes, which had been kicked over be fate. tween them, had rattled out all its When the door opens quick, her father contents, which were racing off for a steps in, good time the Ives. “How conld I let Susie those branches begin! ious goodness sake; “For th ” cried old Ma'am “John's work is accomplished, and he what u Sul^, who was first down the stairs, gone to bed; But you can't give a girl a boy’s clearer reaching one very black arm she head.” grasped ’Biny, who ducked involunta Sue heard the remark, and she thought a rily, and released her hold on Master reply, But couldn’t quite make it, and good rea Jo’s hair, at her approach—“ Colum bine Seraphina Scott! I reckin you’ll son why. smart for this 1” And with a stride She thought if she queried why John did and a swoop, she hauled her half up not stay, And sew on the buttons buret off in his the stairs in the face of the whole pi«r. fam'dy assembled at the top. Or why baby’s tangles he oonldn't dear “ I—want—a Christ—mus!” came out, in gusts of deBpair from the little black Or help, now and then ia the running mouth —“ eh give me one—do!” about— “ A Christmus!” cried Ma’am Sukey In short if she said all things she oould giving her a cuff that set the whole Woman's rights there would bo, if no array of little tails to trembling so, it other to pay« didn’t seem as if they could ever be Bnt next day at school,’at" be head of |hor still again—“as shore as you’re born, class, -WSB yeu never’ll see a Christmas now!” Ahead of each boy, and ahead of each lass, “You can’t expect,” said the gentle Up stood little 8noi and her points proyed little lady of Ukr house, looking at her as clsar hopeful son staggering up the staifs As though she had studied for mauy a rubbing blindly his aching and tousled year. * head, “to have us do much for you Both shoulders .Johnnie shrugged,] and now. I did intend to, ‘Biny; but you suidjwith a grin: w. “Yet girls are no students; they glance, have been very naughty, and—' “ Ooh—boo—ooh ’’—’Biny flew off and take in . - * The whole of a thema, ere the ‘great in a tangent from Ma’am Sukey’s vio minds' begin.” . lent grasp, and flinging herself down —JGw Northireiit. flat on her face on the floor, gave free -—.... —---- ------ —It is not ’necessary to be happy vent to all ihe disappointment in her about everything. It is only’necessary aching little heart in such howls of to do right, and to know that God is despair, that all the listeners were 4oing everything right with us. He fain to stop their ears and flee. | “ Can’t ye stop yer yelping long ’ - will take care of our happiness. “There, that’s a bright girl! and now run along! But first, be quite sure you fasten it strong.” i . ♦ — PACIFIC CHRISTIAN MESSENGER, FRIDAY, FEB. 13, 1880. 6 •9 « enough for the Missus to talk to yert* cried Ma’am Sukey, dealing her an other generous cufi. “Ye whinning— but ye hain’t no more manners n’ a cat!” Bub the little black figure wailing on, with no signs of stopping, it was presently picked up unceremoniously and thrust up stairs into a dark closet until such a time as her mother should get her dinner off from her hands, with leisure to attend'to her. “ Whicky! won’t she catch it though !’f said Jo. witnessing ’Biny’s disappearance. “ I wouldn’t want old Sukey’s big black paws cttming down on me 1 I guess she won’t say any thing more about Christmas for one spell And when Christmas does come 1’11 get one of those horrid masks down to Joneses, and look through the window and give her a scare.” This so tickled the benevolent Jo seph, that he went off laughing, for getting his smarting head, and also forgetting to tease his small brothers and sisters for at least three quarters of an hour. The night before Christmas came. ’Biny had sobbed herself to sleep long ago. Eyerybody in the house was abed. Even old Marm Sukey, tired with her heavy day’s work getting ready lor the festivities of the morrow when a big dinner was on programme, was snoring heavily in a most delight ful rest. All of a sudden ’Biny started up right into the middle of her little bed in the corner of the dark room. Start ed up so find herself sneezing and sputtering to such a degree that she thought she should choke to death. “Why—what—what is it, I won der?” she stammered, half sleep, and screwing her little black fists into her smarting eyes—“ teehee'! ... I can’t breeve!” Marm Sukey snored on, and on. Suddenly 'Biny flew out of her little bed, dashed out into the hall, and with little fleet footsteps, ran along into the main corridor. Here she turned down an alcove, and rushed precipitately into Mister Jo’s room. For a second she stopped, one foot on the sill. “He’ll get a burnin’,’’ she said, “ an’ he’s so awful bad to me.” Ah ! the One who helps little children saved ’Biny now! Only for a second, The next she was over by the long woolen curtains pulling and snatching with quick, eager hands, to get the long burning shreds down, and stamping meanwhile with bare feet on the smouldering rug where the match had dropped. Oh, how she worked’! The burning curtain sent out a flame that, if any one could have seen, would have lighted up a picture long to be re membered ! The dark little faee, tense and suffering, in which the black, bead-like eyes were set with a pur pose strong as death, looked no more black, but shone even as with heaven ly light. “Wake up ! wake up!” she cried. But Jo tired out with all the fun of the previous day, slept beavi'y on. “Oh, dear! my night-gown’s catch in’!” ‘Biny had a dim, distant notion of how Marm Sukey would scold if any harm befell the little yellow flan nel night-gown, and nerved herself to further exertions. And new the time had come when Jo must wake, up, if ever. The room was so full of stboke, that ’Biny, with all her efforts, could scarcely breathe. She left the burn ing curtains, whose flames were now only smouldering, and, rushing up to i the bed, she gave all her strength to the vigorous shaking of the sleeping boy. “ You’ll be stuff-ocated!’-’ she screak ed in his ear. “Oh, Mister Jo, do wake up!” No need for’Biny to work more! The aroused household, rushing in snatched her up from the floor, where she had fallen, as the greatest treasure the house contained! “I don’t want no Christmus—I don’t*' said 'Biny next day, when conscience-stricken Jo had poured out the whole tide of his remorse to the whole family. " Oh, no, I don’t," she added, raising her little blistered face to the tearful, grateful ones around her. “Why not dear child?” Jo’s mo ther gave her a loving, tender clasp, as she sat in her lap, “ Don’t say no, ’Biny—why not?” “ You shall have—the best Christ mas,” cried Jo, with a gush of gener ous feeling, " that can be bought in this town, ’Biny Soott!” And he gave her such a hug, that ’Biny sat up straight as an arrow, and rubbed her eyes to look at him. “ But I don’t want one,” she insist ed, the amazement a little subsiding. “No, I don’t,” she reiterated, on Jo’s mother repeating her question, “cause I got one already,” and she wriggled her toes, and gave a little squirm of delight at the thought. “Right in here—I feel most awful good in here,” she -finished solemnly, tapping her breast with her little black forefin ger. "Columbine is a good girl, I’ve allers said, ef she is mine,” declared Marm Sukey, at sight of all the atten tion that now fell to ’Biny’s lot, stalk ing out to the kitchen with, such a high step of pride,, that her turban nearly flew off from her head. “ Aw, she’s awful smart, ef I do say it as shouldn’t I foreordain nothin’ but that she’ll have, to be a preacher’s wife some day, I do ef she keeps on !” —Demarest’s Monthly Magazine. “The Solitary.” Last night as I sat by the fireside waiting for M'alter to come, feeling so grateful for home joys and comforts, for the sweetness of wifehood and motherhood the years had brought, my thoughts turned to the multitude of women who, unblessed by ties like mine, know not how full of joy life’s cup may be. I ceuld but pity them for all they have missed ; but, mingled with the feeling, was one of reverent wonder at the work done by some of them, and I questioned, could they have done the same work had they had the varied duties of wife and mother to perform? Did the greatness of their service to others make up for the hunger of their own hearts? There was the gifted sister of Sir William Herschel, who shared his work and midnight vigils with such untiring devotion and zeal, aiding him as no other could; the sister of Wordsworth who was a constant joy and inspiration, and whose influence lent to his poetry depth and purity it would not have had but for her. “A perfect wouaan nobly planned, To warn, to comfort, and command; And yet a spirit still, and bright With something of an angel light.” all for the home joys deniod them. If each of them could have been set in love-blessed homes of their own, oould they not have done just as good work, albeit it might have been widely dif ferent? It seems so sad that they, with their rich, loving natures, should have missed the crowning joy of woman-* hood. Whatever else she may gain, the true womanly heart must yet feel. “A woman’s crown of glory Is a sinless little child.” “ I know I must be all my life a lonely woman, with no home, no fire side to be wholly my own,” writes one from the depth of a life-long sorrow, one whose cup Qf happiness, sparkling to the very brim,-fell from her eager lips ere she could fully taste its sweet ness. Oh, the pathos of her words! We question why it must be, and she, grown strong and trustful though much suffering, makes answer, “ Per haps. He saw this was the only way to lead me to Him, before I had never been drawn half so near as now,” adding, “If earthly happiness had made me careless of the heavenly, had made me an idol worshiper, andjffier ing has drawn me nearer the o^y one I ought to worship, would I wish to change?”!** Brave heart! thus to find “ sweetness in the Marah cups.” Yet, why need earthlyJjappiness draw any away from Him who is the “ giver of all good gifts?” It is better to come to Him through suffering than not at all, but earthly parents like not that their children sbould think of them only when trouble comes, and the All Father must be glad when increases our love for Him. Too often "Lips say, ‘God be pitiful,' Which ne’er said 'God bo praised.' ” The flowery path, as well as the briar- strewn one, should lead us heaven ward. How true it is that man’s best work is done through the inspiration of woman’s love and trust, whether she be wife, mother, sister or friend. Though in the love which we may not J \ fathom, God leaves some women with no home to be wholly their own, yet He “ hath set the solitary in families” and gives to each some noble work' It is not always best that our little plans should be fulfilled. Often He destroys what we have so carefully builded, that ha may build in a larger way for us. Often at some gate where we had not thought to enter, duty stands with the inexorable command g “There is the way; walk ye in it” Tie The voice seems stern to us then, but in after years, we find it to have been but the sternness of love which would not let us choose any but the best and surest way. Miss Muloch says, most truly, “We must meet things as they are without perplexing ourselves about what they might have been; for, if we believe in an over ruling providence at all, there can be no such possibility as ' might have been.”’ Though the roser be gone, violets and daisies still blossom along the life-path, and many there are who when the nightingale’s song, is hushed yet hear the sweet notes of the lark dropping from above the clouds. No matter what sweetness a life may have missed, if it leads straight on in findWay °f nght aQd duty’ U « to And poor Mary Lamb who, despite the cloud which bung over her life, gave back measure for measure of her brother’s self-sacrificing devotion, and made him feel that the giving up of his cherished dream for her sake was not without its rich reward. But lately gone from our midst was Ca therine Beecher who, turning from the broken hopes of her early womanhood gave herself bo earnestly bo duty that when, in the “ fullness of time,” she was called to higher work, her broth “One by one the dreary pUoes er, out of the love he bore her, gave Glow with beauty and gush with lithe her memory this beautiful tribute: One by one God’s finger traces Moon and stars upon the night.” “Herself motherless, she became a mother to all; homeless, she helped to And if this be true of life here how uplift and make better all homes much more it is true of the other life around her.” Alice and Phebe Cary, r .droam'are too, were without home-ties, and many ! 7 adde.d. ftnd preciousneas others whose well-used talents have | None need be homeless there, or lonp made the world richer and better. in vain for companionship. room and love for all, and all m ” Realizing the richness and extent come if they wilL—E abwest i„ 7 of the work such women do, is it pre thur ’ s Home Magazine. ' J sumptuous to pity them for what they have missed? Though honor and fame —There are in Pittsburg and came to them in full measure, their immediate vicinity seventv fi ,ltg g,g* hearts must sometimes have ached fot works, twenty fouV of whieV the sweetness of the vanished dreams, ble ware, twenty four wind maket®' eight fruit jars, ten ^1°* and no doubt, to each pf them came glass bottles and phS d. moments when they would have given (chimneys, ’ an^ nine f 1