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i b Portland Obaerve, Fighting the PMSC 'blacklist’ Behind the wall (Continued from Page 1 Column 6) Then I began to get a twinge of what I disregarded as a sixth sense while at P.M.S.C., the final interview for the job was with the director and his supervisor, who looked vaguely familiar. He had the door to open he sees a reflection of it slowly enters the vein. The liquid been on the board of one of the delegate by Jim Hall »37727 himself in a front window, coat collar begins to turn red. He squeezes the bulb agencies asking P.M.S.C. for more money pulled up. hunched over from the cold and slowly, ever so slowly, until nothing is near the end. Then I was asked to w rite a It's one o'ciork in the morning. He'» the pain in his body. “God. is that me'.’", job description for myself that should left but a tiny speck of blood at the walking down a deserted city street. He he wants to scream in his misery. have been available with the announce bottom of the drqpper. walks with his hands in his pockets and Finally, to his relief, the door opens. No Now his whole body has relaxed, and ment and to spend money as needed. It his shoulders slumped. He is cold. There words are necessary in this house. there is a slightly smile on his face as he could have been the perfect opportunity is a fear in his eyes and a pain in his body They’ve got it down to a constant routine for development if...If the director hadn't sighs, "ahhh.“ He feels warm, secure, that he can feel from head to toe. His always the same quality and quantity been stuck at that level for nine years...if like he's the "Lord of the W orld." and all muscles spasm, his mouth salivates, his of drug, always the same price. This is there had been adequate compensation his subjects worship him. Ah yes, nobody stomach churns. He even feels ugly, like the "shooting gallery." for a sixty hour w eek...if there had been could feel this good, this secure, this a monstrous caricature of a man. He holds As he hands his money to the man he is loved. career ladders and incentives...if there a tw enty dollar bill clutched tightly in his given a small rubber bag in return. He He opens his eyes - time has passed. had been authority to go with my sweaty hand. This trembling bit of heads to the living room where there are He withdraws the needle from his arm, responsibilities...if there had been a bud humanity is a drug addict and he needs always two or three people sitting cleans it, wraps it back up into its plastic get and accounting procedure that I a fix. His bones even hurt. around, eyes closed, listening to soft cocoon, and replaces it in his sock. As he asked for, to plan in by departm ent...if I "Oh God, dear God. let him be home, music, all alone in their own world. prepares to leave the house he catches a didn't smell a set-up when I found out please let him be home.'' he thinks as he He takes a small plastic package from glimpse of himself in the m irror. that the supervisor is "incidentally" the totters down the street. A t times, during his sock. The man has already furnished “W hat the hell," he thinks, a little son-in-law of...Connie McCready. How moments like this, he remembers the him with a glass of water. He makes skinny but that just makes me look more could I feel secure spending money ifood old days before his habit got so preparations - empty bag into spoon, add aesthetic.” He combs his hair and winks without adequate procedures being in heavy. The times when he still had his w ater, stir. He smiles to himself. "It's at his image in the mirror. place, especially after the allegations of car and a nice wardrobe for a good front - almost like cooking a quick meal. A meal As he walks out the door he's still mismanagement against P.M.S.C.? How and a woman that cared about him. But for a king, for a sick junkie." he thinks, wearing that dreamy, contented smile. could I feel that there was a future in that that's all gone now, and all that's left to He pulls his coat closer around himself as he continues his cherished ritual - Bureau for me when a management remind him of it is the healed scars on the and looks thoughtfully up at the dark, match to spoon, cotton in spoon, appraisal that condemned much of what inside of his arm. That, and the ache in needle in cotton. Now he is trembling gray, stormy sky, as he says to himself, was and was not in practice in the Bureau his heart. even more than he was outside. His “Hell, it ’s not so bad out here. I t ’s nicer of Parks and Recreation and drastic f inally he reaches the connection's forehead is beaded with sweat. He ties than when I went inside. This weather reorganization was recommended. This pad. “Thank God. he's here," he sighs as his arm off and places the needle lightly sure can change quick." time, I listened to my twinge and listed he knocks on the door. As he's waiting for against his skin. He U ps the dropper, and the areas of concern, discord and malaise in a letter, turned it in with my resigna tion, and split. collective body and second largest con Observer: But let's get back to To the Editor: We. as inmates, suffer everyday. P oliti centration of Blacks in Oregon, shall not P.M.S.C. How did you get involved in the cally and sensitively. Is it something be intimidated. W e will exhaust our first place? I thought you were politically My name is Woodrow V. Broadnax. I unmentionable that you cannot compre selves politically to curtail violence. W e and philosophically opposed to every am th irty years old. I consider Portland hend we are suffering? O r is the are not racist. W e will embrace those thing P.M.S.C. stood for. Wasn't your my home. I am an inmate at Oregon Observer mainly interested in filling a who embrace us. W e need you, the work there a contradiction to a strong State Penitentiary »39989. void in its paper while Baker raves of pipeline to the community, to understand self-reliant position for Black people? Presently, it too is my home. There are possible future syndications and his ob emphatically that we are being crushed, Fuller: How indeed. You are right of definitely expectations of Black fellow session to present positive views, at our and need your support. W e need you to course, I did and still feel that the U.S. ship within, that the "Behind the W all" cost, for some egotistic adventure? know the truth about the racism which is Government offered a carrot in the “W ar column's purpose is to expose injustices The sum total of the population here is inherent within this institution. on Poverty." O .E.O . and later C.S.A., and views of Blacks incarcerated at 1,500. I t is overcrowded and w ith The negative, in response to our prob “community-based programs", to literally O.S.P. Yet. M r. Baker chooses to lems are positive steps to inform the summer near tensions are beginning to make jack asses of the Black community stereotype these views as negative and overload. W e Black, as well as other community and keep them aware of what as they chased that carrot; to skim the cares to exploit the column with what he is really going on "Behind the W all." ethnic groups do not total fifty percent of most “m ilitant” off the streets and turn refers to as positive news. Which doe» the population. Which means that the We are not satisfied with M r. Baker's rhetoric without a plan into the same ol’ not concern or benefit our position in this performance. No we do not have any caucasion is the m ajority over all. Both white plan tation by pulling the cart of institution or on the streets. dislike for M r. Baker, we feel he should Black and whites are suffering, which white supremacy a little longer. This I ask. M r. Baker, is the “Behind the breeds confusion. embrace our position and set aside his meant that those who came off the street, W ail" column of the people or the other ambitions. W e are foremost. And Some confusion is in regards to the then had a stake in exploiting other Black administration? W e do not care to have the tru th is our major concern. L et me M atrix System, which in itself is faulty. It people on behalf of the Euro-American the column cluttered with news such as. reiterate, we are suffering. I t is tim e you encompasses double jeopardy, it sets “system" they had been trained to func John Aikens carrying a Bible, when Ira ridiculous maximum sentences. A man is began to work with us to better our tion within. I could blame those who call Blalock constantly states obacentities on sentenced by the court and if enough condition. themselves radical Black leaders (the our beliefs and goals, yet he demands aggravation is involved can be re-sen It is your condition, we are of the militant Integrationists; Panthers, and time with little care toward our rehabili tenced by the parole board, that is double community we will eventually return to the separatists: Nationalists) for not tat ion. If it ts of the people then express jeopardy and an infringement on proper the community. having their own alternative plan to and champion the peoples' cause. jurisprudence. Can you embrace us dehumanized, direct the Black community as did G ar I a«k the Portland O bserver to keep Another negative factor which exists is stagnated as you go forward? vey or the Muslims. The Poverty positivity as a factor as it pertains to the racism and expectations of racial vio Programs, however, with all their faults inmates and not so much the adm inistra lence. Let me say once again we are the W e need your Solidarity and Support did provide opportunity to many, to learn tion and our incarcerators. W e are minority here. This is another breeder of Woodrow V. Broadnax organizational and administrative skills. suffering. This is the negative and the confusion and fear. How we as a people have used those UHURU roots of some of the problems. It is not a rare occurence for a Black to 2805 State Street opportunities for our development is be denied even the right to eat where he Salem, Oregon 97310 another m atter. W ith so much work to be desires in the chow hall. W e. as a done, there should never be unemploy ment if we work just to meet our needs, as a people. I could blame them, but that to comprehend the rhetorics associated large. Should the recipient of such would not be fair, because no one was with constructive change or individual material become incapable of accepting prepared for the “spontaneous combus progress. the contents as valid or factual, whether tion" of the sixties. Yet, our present Regardless of race, creed or nationality it be w ritten , voiced or opinionated, it is condition of enslavement is clear when there is always an existing minority not only the right of the people, but their Black people still have to seek employ compelled through lack of incentive or appointed duty to question the validity of ment, a house, food or clothing from the initiative to topple the apple cart leading refutable or questionable statements. children of slave owners. T hat is the towards constructive creativeness, as a However, because of idiosyncrasy ne statement of fact that makes a joke ot whole, or. on an individual basis; how cessitated in the realms of jealousy, envy Black self reliance talk, and yet I am even ever, those talented, knowledgeable or pride the w rite r instead of the more certain that that is where we must enough, who are motivated by a set goal, material/inform ation is challenged. This begin to organize ourselves if we are to will not with head bent low in shame or within itself could be a solid step in the survive, as a people. I say all this in the fear back away; instead of fleeing they direction of communication provided of face of Black obsolescence in the “labor will utilize these assaults as fuel for their course it was presented in its proper market", forced sterilizations and a whole vehicle needed in what has proven to be form, but when solicited in a derogatory host of signals of impending genocide OPEN LETTER already a rough ride. Granted, criticism, manner with verbal threats and/or abuse planned for us. constructively applied is not only accept I believe that is then the tim e we should Having given my position, my introduc Fellow Humans: ed. but for most greatly appreciated in all stop for a moment and consider what a tion to P.M.S.C. began on strictly survi their struggle of obtaining their perspec heavy Black Brother by the name of val issues for myself and family after I Jealousy, envy and pride are but three tive goal! Many even go as far as opening Curtis Mayfield meant when he said returned from Nigeria. As an educator I of the many diseases mankind through means and requesting rebuttals of their "W hy Don’t You Check Out Your Mind!” had taken a leave for one year from ignorance must endure in his endeavors subject m atter from the community at It is my contention that when a Portland Public Schools and found that it columnist is employed through or by a took one year to get the visa and tickets reputable newspaper, magazine, periodi processed under the old Gowon Regime. I cal...etc., avenues automatically become had become the head of a fine arts available for rebuttals or constructive department in Nigeria and liked admini critique. stration, so that is what I looked for in the I truly urge all readers or concerned way of work. The critical point here is persons who should from tim e to time that without a degree or experience in become outraged by certain articles or administration I could not hope to get in topics which appear in the column "Be the door of Private Industry and Public hind The W all" to remember first that Education was trying to find ways to this section is dedicated to the prisoners gracefully let staff go across the nation. I and others at O.S.P , thus, if a discre then saw the advertisement for a com pancy (in your opinion) should appear, munity relation^ specialist at P.M.S.C. utilize your energy, energy generally But when interviewed, Gil offerred me wasted in the useless cultivation of the position oi deputy and that was to be jealousy, envy and or pride, not to the the best and most intense "education" of columnist per se but rather with support my life, short of Officer Candidate School able facts and information, exercise your in the Navy, and that was really training. right to a rebuttal. In this manner COMPLETE COOPERATION Observer: You say “education” as constructive production, changes for the ON ALL though there is a difference between that better, for understanding towards a DENTAL INSURANCE CLAIMS and "training". W hat did you learn? cohesive and productive community can Fuller: I learned a lot about pressure, and will be ours. management tactics, politics and above all procedure. Things the one year of law WE HANDLE ALL THE DETAILS OF Thank You, school and my two degrees did not teach COMPLETING YOUR CLAIM FORMS Julius D. Snowden »38013 and years on (he street didn’t touch. As I Poetry Editor for "Behind the W all" put it into perspective now, the most important lesson was timing; an inner sense of what my next move should be. I NO APPOINTMENT NEEDED Interested in current books about did not pay attention to it or I would have African Liberation? Come in at your convenience gotten out in May of 1977. That was before Gil announced his retirem ent, and PARK FREE-Any Park n Shop Lot I had been getting very concerned about Larry Baker »35021, O.S.P. Correa tondent Phil U n e »39520 Aaat. Correa.tondent Juliua I». Snowden »38013, Poetry Editor . . . UNION OR COMPANY being that close to the top, yet not being as prepared as I knew I had to be; seeing the pressure on Gil. The Board meetings that were becom ing more and more bizarre; and the Board Chairman's resignation. If there is a mistake I made it, not resigning on three specific occasions. The first was when Mrs. Benson was ejected physically from the Board meeting, the second was when the new chairman was elected and resign ed. and the last was when the Board Chairman, Bob Rogers, sat in on a staff meeting. A t each event, there was some reason to believe that I was doing a greater service for the community in, “nothing personal ”, as I was told later. (Shades of the Godfather.) It never is when there is political power involved. All I thought I had to do was run a tight ship fiscally and build bridges with the community by providing the services and advocacy needed. But let me be very candid, I had a family to support and little time to look for another job while trying to learn that one The process had worked you see, and I actually felt “responsible", M y real “education" began just before Gil left and continues to this day. when I try to put these pieces in order. I will take those lessons to Africa or wherever I go. Oregon and this sophisticated Euro-American slave sy stem that supports white supremacy around the world has not finished with me, I ’m sure, nor I with them. than I could do out of community action, if given the chance, and I had begun to believe that it was a personal matter involving Gil. There was of course. 5 SHOP |ll IENOWS K Sr ■ • • • • • • Friendliest FOR B R A N D S you know R V A R IE T IE S y o u lik e SIZES yo u w a n * 6411 S .l M il w a u k ie • i 4*ts A S .l. M o r ris o n 5 5 t h A East B u m t id « • 3 J rd A N . f . 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