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About The daily Astorian. (Astoria, Or.) 1961-current | View Entire Issue (Oct. 25, 2018)
OCTOBER 25, 2018 // 9 “Liar! You knew what William did! You saw it with your eyes.” Nathan couldn’t help but wonder if Ansa was implying that Kyle had had a vision of her captivity. “Ansa …” Kyle started. “Liar!” she said. “You have always been a liar. Now everyone will know.” The boat shifted as the selkie slid across the deck. “They will all know,” she seethed. “But now,” and she smiled a toothsome seal grin equidistant from terrifying and adorable, “I have to go. I have a date with an old lover. Afterward I will need to take a very long, cold bath.” As Ansa breached the gunwale with a splash, both men rushed portside to see if there was anything to see, but all they found was the dark, still waters of Black Lake. Nathan peered into the open fish hold. As his eyes strained to dig through the darkness, he noticed a clump of spotted seal skin in one corner. Did Ansa molt? But it soon became clear this was a pup that hadn’t moved or molted in a long time. “Oh Bill,” he said. “What have you done?” He turned to see if Kyle had heard him, but he was still spellbound by the water. “Nathan,” he said. “You got to see this.” Below the surface of the lake, rib- bons of neon green as effervescent and unnatural as antifreeze began to snake out from the spot where Ansa had dived, cycloning through the opaque water with a gathering speed. The lake began to bloom an unhealthy glow and bubble like a cauldron, though it was a cold boil, like off dry ice. “What’s happening?” Nathan said. “I think we got cursed.” There were times that Nathan would have welcomed a curse if only to explain why he left things in ruin. Now was not one of them. Then things began to float to the top of the lake. Nathan leaped to the stern and scooped his hand in the water. In his palm was his own mother’s wedding ring and a soggy billfold. “Kyle?” he said. “Why did Ansa say you knew what Bill was doing?” “I really don’t know,” he said. “She’s crazy. I mean, she’s like a fish witch or something.” Nathan plunged his hand into the water again and pulled out an antique watch, a silver broach and a credit card with the name Peter Gunderson on it, which was the name of their tenth grade math teacher. “Kyle?” he said again. “Why did Ansa say you knew?” “I don’t know!” he said. “Okay, may- be one night I was driving by the marina and I saw Bill and Ansa slipping below deck and she caught my eye. I mean, hell, she always caught my eye. I didn’t think anything. They were doing their thing. I was doing mine. I mean, I hadn’t even heard she had left yet.” “She never left,” Nathan stated flatly. The water began to cede larger objects as if the glowing lake had refuted gravity — stereo equipment, fishing rods, animals too. Dogs and cats broke the surface, paddling, a parakeet wob- bled into the night sky. “This is impossible,” Kyle said. “None of these things could be here. There’s no way.” Then the smashed front of a Dodge Ram emerged from the sickly water. “Kyle?” Nathan asked. “Why is Cory Hoyt’s old Ram in Black Lake?” “This doesn’t make any sense! I gave it all back!” “Kyle, I’m going to ask you again.” Nathan inhaled a sense of calm that had evaded him all night as he picked up the tuna hook. “Why is— ?” “Because I stole it okay?” Kyle yelled. “Because I could, because it was funny, and because Cory Hoyt was the one that burned me with every damn fishing boat on this port! So, yeah, I stole his damn truck. I crashed it. And then I told him where to find it.” Kyle ran his hand through the water, but didn’t pick anything up. Dogs were yapping like geese. Each item and every animal was an apparition implicating him further, rising from a different dimension — the deep. Nathan didn’t know squat about selkies, but he was beginning to figure you shouldn’t cross a selkie scorned. “So I stole it all,” Kyle mumbled. “But I gave it back.” “Why?” Nathan asked. With the hook in his hand, he backed Kyle towards the bow. “Why?” Kyle snickered. “Why? Because it’s fun. Because I didn’t have a thing like football, like you did. Be- cause my daddy didn’t leave me a boat. Because it’s a rush to get away with it. But you know what the real rush is? The thank-you you get when you show some- one where to find their most precious thing. Then, I guess, after a while—” “No,” Nathan stopped him, gripping the wooden handle of the hook so hard he thought it might splinter. “Why is Char’s Buick floating out there?” “Whoa, Nathan.” Kyle put his hands up as his calves bumped the bow. There had been 3 inches of water at the stern, but here they had reached higher ground. “You had messed her up pretty bad,” Kyle said, shaking his head. “I’d stopped by with a six-pack and you were gone. She wouldn’t stop talking.” Nathan raked the hook starboard. “She was going to call the cops,” he said. “I was just trying to keep you out of trouble.” Why did Kyle have to smirk with only his mustache? “She just wouldn’t stop talking.” “I don’t believe you,” Nathan said, shifting the hook to his left hand so that he could drum Kyle with his dominant, just above his heart, until Kyle’s legs folded, slipping him onto his back. “What did you do to that girl?” Na- than whispered, leaning his knee against Kyle’s lungs as he held the hook to his throat. “What? Who? Sara?” Kyle squirmed. “I didn’t do anything to her, man. She’s like a distant cousin or something.” “Then why the hell are we out here?” Kyle tried to slurp a deep breath but couldn’t. “I thought if we found her, we’d be like famous or something,” he said. “I thought it would change our lives.” Nathan bore into Kyle’s eyes, searching for a shade of BS in his pupils. Outside the boat, a cat yowled as it tried to stay afloat. Nathan and Kyle had always been proximity friends the way countries that share borders are often allies and then not. He thought he had Kyle pegged 100 percent. Now he had no idea how to read him. “How can I trust you?” he said. He punched Kyle in the throat repeat- edly as if expecting him to cough up an answer truer than blood. “I don’t know what’s out here, man,” Kyle gasped. “I keep trying to tell you I’m not a damn psychic.” Nathan then understood that he’d lost track of the fillet knife hung portside as it entered his ribcage and began stirring around in there. Continued on Page 17