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Street Roots • May 8-14, 2015 News Page 5 BEGINNING, fro m page 4 Hooper Nursing Manager Deb Malsom knows the situation well. “Everybody is looking at their own mortality when they are trying to come into detox.” Her staff monitors them through sometimes painful and life-threatening withdrawals, making sure their vitals remain stable and that they’re eating food and drinking water. She says Rodriguez detoxed at Hooper seven times over the years and, despite being at some of the lowest points in his life, “he was just a complete gentleman every time.” Malsom says it can be humiliating for addicts when they return to Hooper again and again. “It’s like admitting defeat,” she says. When Rodriguez was arrested in January 2009, he was 36, addicted to alcohol and heavy drugs, he was homeless and suffering from depression - and he had not been legitimately employed once in his entire life. Facing another prison stint for delivery of a controlled substance, Rodriguez says he caught a break. “The judge already knew when he look at my record that all my problems (were) drug related,” he says. “He told me, ‘I’m going to give you a chance. I’m going to try something different with you this time, I want you to go to treatment.’” After serving 90 days in jail and then spending the summer months avoiding the inevitable, he gave in and entered a treatment program at Central City Concern’s Eastside Campus called Puentes. The program name is Spanish for “bridges.” When he began treatment, he was still using. He had unsuccessfully attempted treatment before, but this time it was different. For one, he says, the program “was in my language.” But he was different too. After 15 years of struggling to survive a life of addiction and crime in a foreign country, he says, “I was tired. I was done.” Rodriguez had to commit a full year of his life to his recovery program at Puentes, becoming heavily involved and immersing himself in the course material. His right now about what you’re doing, and treatment program ran the gamut - from that’s worse.” mental health counseling for his depression Rodriguez had overcome his addictions, to anger management and drug and alcohol but he still needed work. He couldn’t go treatment back to selling drugs “I wish I have and now, at 37, he still words that I can had no work history " I try to encourage people to express how grateful I go to treatm ent, to recovery, to to put on an am to Puentes,” he employment the steps? to the boohs« I a l says. “To society, I application. was a drug addict and ways te ll people? 'w h a t is lost Is Puentes helped ex con, a drug dealer, lost? yon know, b u t tom orrow Is him land a six-month a criminal, and when I a new s t a r t /" janitorial gig with got to Puentes, I was Clean and Safe in treated as a human downtown Portland, being, and I was and after that he treated as a person for — really - who I am. bounced around between temporary jobs for I was treated with respect, love. It was the a couple years. It was during that time he first time, I would say, in my life. There found love and brought a handsome and were people willing to do things for me, brighteyed little boy, Geovani Jr., into the unconditionally.” world. When he graduated, Rodriguez didn’t When Rodriguez graduated from Puentes, want to sever his ties to Puentes. he assumed his days at the Hooper Detox “When it was over, I was empty handed,” were over, but in October 2013, he once he says. “While you’re in treatment, you again found himself walking through the become part of that treatment. When you doors of the clinic. really want to get clean and you want to change your life, that’s your everything. But treatment (typically) is three to six months, “I didn’t believe it was really happening,”; after that you feel like you are alone.” he remembers thinking when he walked in. . That’s why, he says, he and a few of his He had worked diligently to stay clean in the classmates decided to organize a Puentes years since his repeated bouts with defeat alumni group. while detoxing at the clinic. For Hie past four years, the group has But this time was different. Hooper had met once per month, and its members moved to a new location on North Williams, mentor students in Puentes’ treatment and Rodriguez was a new man. He wasn’t programs. “We keep guiding the newcomers there to writhe in the anguishof withdrawal; in recovery so they still feel part of he wasthere.to help something,” he says. He was hired as on-call support and after The Puentes alumni group is unique. two weeks of training he began work as a Often in Latino culture, there’s a stigma subacute technician (SAT). He was offered a attached to receiving drug and alcohol or mental health treatment. It’s seen as “a kind union position within the month, and has worked there ever since. of weakness” says Rodriguez. The alumni Malsom, who remembers him from his group works to help change that perception visits as a patient, is now his supervisor. She in Portland’s Latino community. Rodriguez says he carries that piece of empathy and says he explains to people in recovery that compassion that she looks for in her SATs. this cultural stigma, “It’s a myth.” “When you’re withdrawing from any kind A common complaint is that participating of substance, you know the story, they’re in treatment will ruin a person’s reputation, irritable,” says Malsom. “When you can have to that he tells them, “You are just thinking an SAT that can share their experiences to of what people are going to think about you. But yoh don’t think what people are thinking help get somebody through that, I think it’s Better health here for you - Delivering physical, bebayorral health and dehtal health care for over 23$;00p children, beneficial.” Rodriguez often works graveyard and swing shifts, helping to monitor and assist patients occupying the clinic’s 65 beds. “This is hard work. It isn’t easy by any means,” says Malsom. But you wouldn’t know that from speaking with Rodriguez. “When you enjoy the job, there is not a day of work,” he says, beaming. Malsom says she admires Rodriguez’s soul and compassion. “I’ve seen him offer support, and I’ve seen him go the extra mile and help patients and encourage them, as much as he can in his role,” she says. Rodriguez knows exactly what his patients are going through. “When you get to a point where you are in a bed in a detox clinic,” he says, “most of the time, you (have) lost everything. That’s your last stop and from there, it’s a new beginning. And what I try to do is encourage people to go to treatment, to recovery, to the steps, to the books. I always tell people, ‘What is lost is lost, you know. But tomorrow is a new start.’” For Rodriguez, tomorrow has come and gone. He’s lives life today as a dedicated family man, living with his girlfriend and their son in Southeast Portland. Most important now, he says, “My son’s education. Being an example for my son.” “I have fun with my family. We go to restaurants, to movies - every weekend we have something to do as a family. That’s how I live my life these days,” he says, “Right now, nothing scares me.” ■; H e ’s a ls o r e ig n ite d h is c h i l d h o o d p a s s i o n for fishing, only now he fishes ja r sturgeon off the Bonneville Dam rather than for big- game tropical fish off the coast of Havana. This summer he’s looking forward to teaching Geovani Jr. to fish for the first time. He’s also getting ready to further his own education. Maybe, he says, he will study to be a drug and alcohol counselor, but nothing’s been decided yet. “He is one of my favorite stories,” says Puentes Director Daniel Garcia, remembering Rodriguez fondly. “A true story of success.” em ily@ streetroots. o rg experiencing risk of becoming homeless? or at fam iliesand individuals on the Oregon Health Plan in the Portland Tri-County area Together we are health www.heahhsharepregon.org Transition Projects Please call 855.425.5544 or visit 650 NW Irving Street