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About The west shore. (Portland, Or.) 1875-1891 | View Entire Issue (Aug. 1, 1889)
THE WEST SHORE. lif 0 spring up, and therefrom the Sphinx developed wings, with which the souls of mortal ihoald return to the skies. The evolution of the Sphinx, in short, ii the history of the thought, especially the religious thought, of mankind. And always it is invested with a spirit of melancholy and sadness that inheres in the very existence of humanity." " Hut in a world where there is so much that is beautiful," I said, " such a magnificent field for the highest employment of all our faculties, with an as surance neit to absolute knowledge that this is but the portal of a future still better, why is it, my dear friend, that there should be so much sadness? I question the wisdom of poet, artist or philosopher that dwells so much upon it or gives it such promi nent recognition" Your remark is purely a perfunctory one, my cousin, and you do not speak u the result of much reflection. No one who is at all familiar with the utterances of genius, or who has thought deeply up. on the problems of life, can fail to be profoundly impressed by the universal recognition which human ity accords to grief -not mere personal sorrow, the result of a transient disappointment, but that world wide d1 ootu and passionate melancholy whose solemn undertone is never silent, and which consciously or not forms so large a portion of oar moral nature. It dominates the liible patriarchs; poets in all lands and age have woven it into song; historians have aJmitted its existence ; philosophers have tried to fathom it; the greatest novelists have idealiied it in their best creations; while the toiling multitude who have do time to theorie about their emotions, sim ply Dot the pretence of an inexplicable heart-pain as they follow the dull tread-mill of existence. The cypres vms to be inextricably interwoven with the live of all who wearily or joyously perform their part in the worlds stern struggle. This world is the Sanctuary of Sorrow. PmU, wu pointed out in old rTcrene a the man who bad been in helL The truth U the axe few who figuratively .peaking might Dot enjoy the m deduction; the dtforenc! Mag, that he told in immortal song what he there saw. 80 far from being an evidence of moral weak nets, that rton . emotional md intelWtaal endow menu ar Dot amounted comply to whom the moan. lDg.ea.th. wart of wintry wind, and nature, uni veml melancholy ar. the ton of M Mkao music. Our Ltv. lUr huh w rWihw Ung. Our struggls hen, U to rin tu, J(r r ,v?h.tb wu u,ra Ti f" k "tile i,Z va of Urn. betw two M ' than othen, but each ha. hu d.Uty to f S Ft' early oc m Ut, It must U 0 n, may be very different from what was expected, but no matter. 'Our birth is bat a sleep and a forget ting.' By casting life away we shall find it again." Winthrop spoke in such general terms, and with gnch impersonal application, that I was deceived ai to his true meaning. People often talk of destiny when they only mean that the ordinary trials of life prevent the accomplishment of their special aims; it is only those rarely gifted beings that see in certain events a destiny higher than themselves, which amounts to an absolute command calling for the re nunciation of the ambitions of the world, even to the giving up of life itself. Some such thoughts as these my mind experienced while Winthrop spoke, and then I said " We all have a destiny to f alfilL One is adjudg. ed to toil in the fields, to subdue the material forces of the world; another works with the more subtile elements of nature's laboratory; others, who are ac counted more fortunate, attain honor and seeming great happiness; while still more, like the multitud inous sands upon the seashore, can only say when the day of reckoning comes, Lord, I have suffered much. Your destiny, my friend, is a grander one than all others; it is yours not only to suffer, but to embody in imperishable lineaments the divine elements of beauty and truth, to keep alive in the straggling mass of humanity those lofty principles which serve to keep the human heart pure and its aspirations hear, enward." " Write those words upon your memory in italics," said Winthrop, as he rose to go; "they will return to you ere long clothed with new meaning. But I havs prosed enough; I have work to do before I sleep. Good night, my dear, dear friend." " Cousin, do not go 1" I eiolaimed, still detaining him by the hand; "remain with me, and let us end this eventful day together. Our conversation has drifted into the unfrequented channels of the mind, and that which has struggled to the surface soemi almost M gloomy as this cloudy night" M It will be brighter when we meet again," said inthrop, while a smile " that made me wish to steal away and woep" rested a moment on his handsome face, as he continued: " No, Cousin Arthur, I must P; your words have given me an impulse; I feel that quickening of the spirit which foretells an hour or vital work. The creative artist of whatever kind must be ready at all times to receive those visitations of divine power which work through him as an inbtrn TnV06 000Mhment of great results. I nail finish my work to-night; oome in the morning you shall see it Forgive me for having with ! r , you of P6" in the world, so long, because I place art so high, even above the