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About The west shore. (Portland, Or.) 1875-1891 | View Entire Issue (Aug. 1, 1889)
THE WEST SHORE. 4(7 the office counter; it was four o'clock. What a freak I had engaged inl I felt aa foolish as one who at midday remembers his fears of an imaginary ghost at twilight I hastened to the door to recall the me. BODgor, but he had turned a corner and was beyond the reaoh of my voice, I looked a moment at the calm nighi There was no moon; a meteor fell slantingly across the northeastern sky; myriads of stars shone from the clear vault of heaven; a heavy freight train toiled slowly up the grade a mile or two away, the en gine's deep pulsations coming in measured swolls on the still air. This peaceful scene calmed my soul and put to flight my fears. I again retired to rest and slept profoundly until a late hour in the morning. As soon as I had breakfasted I sought my cousin's abode. The morning was beautiful in the extreme, and I walked slowly to enjoy the exhilarating effect of sunshine and atmosphere. My cousin mot me at the gate. " I was just going to see you," was his abrupt greeting, as he took my hand and led me toward the house. " dome up stairs at once and tell me what has happened." " Happened? " said I, " I dont understand you." Winthrop dropped my hand and gazed at me with a look of mingled surprise and pain. " Do you mean to say you sent me that strange message in the night time merely as a joke? " " What message? Oh, that note? No, it wasn't intended as a joke, cousin, though I guess we had better let it pass for one and say no more about it. The fact is, I had a troublesome dream, and I acted upon an irresistible impulse. It was silly, I confess; but what did I write?" I had, singularly enough, no memory of the do tails of my dream or of the letter I had so strangoly Bent my cousin. I remembered the bare fact of get ting up in the night and writing something, and that I had sent it to him long before dawn. The reoollec tion at this hour was a very ludicrous one, and I felt inclined to turn it off by a little merriment Win throp looked at me sharply. " You are not in earnest," he said. " Yoo tried to frighten me by a ruse, and now becauso you are ashamed of your folly you pretend to be ignorant of it" " No, indeed," I replied, " I haven't the remotest idea what that letter contained." Winthrop looked at me in dismay. Lifting up a volume of Brownings poems, which was lying on a small table, he took from underneath it a letter. 1 he envelope bore the return card of the hotel. M Read it," he cried, thrusting it into my hand, took i piece of common print paper frora within, up on which I read the following in my own handwriting: To-lUv. My I'M Coi'MX. YYe r owmlng the Mine lirltlmv II n of your fiHtiit. Anxiutulr yours, Annus. Twice I read the mystio linos before I looked at my cousin; and then the attempted smile fled from my faoe aa if in the presence of sudden calamity, for behind thoso enigmatical words was a picture, the horrible pioture of my forgotten dream, whloh now re appeared to me with startling vividness. Royond this the words of warning were at meaningless to me as to Winthrop. They must have boon written in obedi ence to some overpoworing phantasy; certainly they were not the result of reflection or judgment, for in the event of either resuming its funotions I should have regarded my fears as no more to be heeded than the phantasmagoria of a dream. 1 oonfeas my Ina bility to render any explanation of this mysterious presentiment even to this day. I simply narrate the facts as they occurred, and the reader may take them and thoir connection, if any, with my story for just what they are worth. " Well, for my part, I hate dreams," said Win. throp, resuming the conversation. " There Is some thing supernatural about them, something we can not understand However, it can't be any worse to know what it is, so tell me all about it" I recounted the particulars of my dream without any hesitation, because, as one who has always been subject to strange dreams, I was Inclined to pay it bnt little hood I noticed, however, that it produced a deep impression upon my oouiin, so much so that I rallied him on his superstition. Then I proposed a walk, which I knew he enjoyed, and we started forth in the calm, mild, September sun. How delightful it was! Never shall I forget that walk. The early awakening and the strange exoita meut, united with the intoxication of his whole being in a great passion seemed to have rendered Winthrop supersensitive to the influences of the sky, the land sca;e, the empurpling wxle and the odorous winds, which, too faint to blow, fitfully bathed us like the perfumed air of a lady's boudoir. Tosseased of an ardent poetical temperament blch he only half truthfully dicribod m ImperturUble, Winthrop yielded himself unreservedly to the charms of the ocraaion, ami his conversation flowed forth rich and folL lie told me more than ever beforo of his aims iu life, and his devotion to art, his abiding, !u).t unreasoning, faith in humanity. To listen to the outpourings of his enthusiasm, which I knew welled up from a heart as yot unsullied by the vile Uiut of the world's hypocrisy, it smed if we wers tn.lin on tin ll id I'J'Un hmin, Ami limi.n Mt'irt iemlti ln.