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20 Wednesday, December 14, 2016 The Nugget Newspaper, Sisters, Oregon Commentary... Cancer and me By Jim Williams Guest Columnist The words “you have cancer” are life-altering. If you’re me, you’ve heard it three times. Once would have been enough. I am currently recovering from radiation and chemo- therapy for a stage two anal cancer, which I was diag- nosed with in September of this year. But before I get too far along here, let me give you a brief history of my previous adventures in cancer. In March of 1998, my then-wife and I, and our baby daughter moved to Sisters from the Portland area. In August of that same year I was diagnosed with early stage colorectal cancer. I was 41 years old. You’re not supposed to get cancer at 41, I was told. Not only did I have cancer, I had two tumors, one in my rectum, and one in my large colon. Both were early stage as it turned out, and after surgery, eight days in the hospital, and a course of radiation and chemo, I was deemed, cured. Woohoo, yay me! I tolerated the treatments pretty well, and at my age didn’t worry too much about a recurrence. The doctors got it all, and the follow-up treatments took care of any sinister cancer cells that still may have been lurking. Even though I tolerated treatment well, it wasn’t like I didn’t have side effects to deal with. Although I didn’t lose any hair I did deal with the usual nausea, and was very fatigued for months afterward. But, all in all, I moved on with my life, didn’t have much in the way of lifestyle changes, and basically tried not to worry about it. The worst thing you can do is live in fear that it may come back. Now, based on staging, sometimes there is higher risk of recurrence with later stage cancers than the one I had, but I also had the medical professionals telling me that if I made it two years, that I was prob- ably free and clear. Two years later I had no recurrence, and my check- ups were extended to every couple of years from the every six months that I had previously been doing. Life was good. In 2004, I had a career change and was in a train- ing program with Deschutes County, to become a build- ing inspector. My stomach had been bothering me a bit, was gassy, and having bouts of diarrhea, but I didn’t think too much of it. Then one evening I had this little jabbing pain in my stomach which I thought was just going to be another diarrhea episode. Well it was, except I filled the toilet bowl with blood. I had hemorrhaged, and needless to say was scared that something was terribly wrong. I tried to somehow rationalize that it was something I ate and that it would pass. Still, I called my now ex-wife and told her what happened. She ended up taking me to St. Charles, in Bend. We went directly to emergency where they asked what the emergency was. I told them I was hemorrhag- ing from my butt. Funny, but when I told them that, I was immediately whisked away and taken in the back to see an emergency room doctor. I was questioned about my health history, they ran a few tests, and I was kept overnight for observa- tion. Things calmed down and I had no further epi- sodes. I met with a doctor the next morning and had a colonoscopy scheduled for that day. The gastroenter- ologist was fairly certain it wasn’t a tumor, as tumors don’t usually behave that way. Whew! sigh of relief I thought. Well, sure enough I had the colonoscopy, and sure enough, I had cancer again. This time I was 46 years old. This of course puzzled my crack cancer-care team of five years ago. One doctor Old-School BARBER SHOP Veterans Discounts & Hot Shaves! DON’T MISS OUT on this week’s inserts in The Nugget: BI-MART: Outdoor Holiday Decor is 25% off (stock on hand)... 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I wonder, if I survive this, what other cancer waits for me in the future? It sucks to know how you’re probably going to die. Not a burden I would wish on anyone. So, 12 years later, here I am again. This time I’m in Oregon City, happily remar- ried, dealing with cancer once again, and longing to be back “home,” in Sisters. More on all of that in our next installment. Large organic produce selection Larger & improved natural selection storewide Meat cut & ground fresh daily Huge bulk-foods department Weekly 10 lbs. or more meat & produce sale All your favorite local brands & items Only 20 minutes from Sisters Try our newly expanded breakfast menu! 541-549-RIBS sisterssaloon.net though — in the understate- ment of the decade — declared, “Your colon is not your friend.” “Well no …” I thought, so now what, genius? Well, after some more tests, it was determined that my particu- lar form of colon cancer was genetic. 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