OPINION Page 6 n THE ASIAN REPORTER March 19, 2018 Volume 28 Number 6 March 19, 2018 ISSN: 1094-9453 The Asian Reporter is published on the first and third Monday each month. Please send all correspondence to: The Asian Reporter 922 N Killingsworth Street, Suite 2D, Portland, OR 97217 Phone: (503) 283-4440, Fax: (503) 283-4445 News Department e-mail: news@asianreporter.com Advertising Department e-mail: ads@asianreporter.com General e-mail: info@asianreporter.com Website: www.asianreporter.com Please send reader feedback, Asian-related press releases, and community interest ideas/stories to the addresses listed above. Please include a contact phone number. Advertising information available upon request. Publisher Jaime Lim Contributing Editors Ronault L.S. Catalani (Polo), Jeff Wenger Correspondents Ian Blazina, Josephine Bridges, Pamela Ellgen, Maileen Hamto, Edward J. Han, A.P. 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Back issues of The Asian Reporter may be ordered by mail at the following rates: First copy: $1.50 Additional copies ordered at the same time: $1.00 each Send orders to: Asian Reporter Back Issues, 922 N. Killingsworth St., Portland, OR 97217-2220 The Asian Reporter welcomes reader response and participation. If you have a comment on a story we have printed, or have an Asian-related personal or community focus idea, please contact us. Please include a contact name, address, and phone number on all correspondence. Thank you. or years, I believed my mother. When I was a percent from Polynesia. I’m actually AAPI, not just child, she said my great-grandmother Ida AA! Smaller percentages of my DNA are from Mae Tutor was one-quarter Cherokee. It Scandinavia, Ireland, Scotland, Wales, and Eastern seemed plausible. My father’s side of the family Europe. But I also have ancestry from Central and lived in Tahlequah, Oklahoma, the tragic end point South Asia as well as the Iberian Peninsula. My of the Trail of Tears, when thousands of Native DNA map includes areas around the world. The Americans died during a forced march in 1838 and results also showed that the white side of my family 1839. line settled in Mississippi and I remember asking my Louisiana as well as the South grandmother when I was a in general. teenager about her part- So what does this all mean? Cherokee mother and seeing I’ve lived in Oregon since I was her shocked face as she 10 years old. Being fervently denied any of her interrogated about my entire relatives would be “Indian.” family line whenever I My grandparents were very mentioned to strangers that racist, and my grandmother I’m biracial became my norm. especially didn’t treat her Pictured is a screenshot image of an AncestryDNA I’ve had people, both white and Taiwanese daughter-in-law report generated for Dmae Roberts. Asian, deny my ethnicity on with anything kinder than judgemental tolerance. the spot, right to my face. As a creative defense My grandmother’s denial was so emphatic, so mechanism to the microaggression and frank emotional, I thought for certain it must have been rudeness of some people, I wrote and produced the truth, one seated deeply in shame about our documentaries and essays about being a “Secret family history. Asian Woman.” It’s taken decades to not just It was a point of pride for me that I could in some embrace my own ethnicity, but to be vocal about it small way be part Cherokee. Many years later, I and defy people’s expectations of their perception of was drawn to finding out if the golden nugget of what Asian American means to them. family lore was indeed true. With the results from the test, I now have proof As a biracial Asian American who grew up in that I really am more Asian (and Pacific Islander) mostly white Oregon, I also wanted to prove myself than white. I feel a measure of vindication. It’s to all the people who denied my Asian-ness. A while almost like I received my “race card” of approval, back, I completed a DNA test through the National and all the doubters and naysayers can just open Geographic Genographic Project. The results didn’t their minds a little more to embrace what it means tell me much, though, except that 10,000 years ago to be AAPI. my ancestors split off from Africa and turned more There are many DNA tests available out there. I right toward Asia than left to Europe. chose AncestryDNA because they offered a dis- Two months ago, I took the AncestryDNA test at count. (How Asian is that?!?) Another website, ancestry.com. It was more detailed — and 23andMe.com, costs a little more but might possibly surprising. It turns out my mother lied to me. But reveal more detailed information for AAPIs. that wasn’t the most surprising part of the test. I Generally I was pleased with the test results, but suspect my mom, who had much friction with my I believe AncestryDNA provided vague results for grandmother, wanted to tease her by telling me she the AAPI part of me. While the breakdown for the was part Cherokee. Perhaps she wanted to European side is very detailed, “Asia East” can obliterate my grandmother’s belief in the “purity” of encompass Russia, China, North Korea, South her whiteness. Whatever her reasoning, my family Korea, Mongolia, Myanmar (Burma), Japan, mythology has been forever altered. I have no Taiwan, the Philippines, Indonesia, Thailand, Laos, Native-American roots. Cambodia, Vietnam, Singapore, Brunei, and Palau. However, contrary to what many people think That’s much too general, in my opinion. But as more when they see my face, I am more Asian than white. AAPIs participate in these DNA tests, the sample My ethnic origins are 44 percent from Asia East, 31 pool will enlarge and hopefully results will become percent Great Britain, eight percent western more specific. I still feel validated in many ways, Europe, and — what surprised me most — four and I’m happy I checked into my ancestry. F Opinions expressed in this newspaper are those of the authors and not necessarily those of this publication.