Spilyay Tvmoo Warm Springs, Oregon December 10, 1993 PAGES Hie lives n the Avenue icTr - ,'fv1 ' I , - r S 1 ,'' . y L -. ' ' '' ftX v , ) 5,1 ' ; 3-'-..XV'"' .mil . i .i , 4- f IIWMH if if-'-t- ' -1- - . ' 1 .. irr I-' ' lin ' """in Alden "Buzzy" Roberts years ago, " he says. By Larry Campbell Daily News Reporter On a wood slat bench in front of the Sunshine Mall, in the gut of Fourth Avenue, Alden Roberts sat with his shoulders hunched. He looked discarded, like someone who was suDoosed to care about him had had a change of heart. He was bundled in two jackets one he borrowed, one he found somewhere, Just like the cracked leather shoes he wore. He must have combed his black hair at least once earlier that day be cause a part was still there, and the beard stubble wasn't too long Roberts was awake ana starting . to sober up. He was starting to smile a little, which made his onyx eyes squint. Even that sick feeling in his stomach was going away. "Buzzy," as his friends know him, was alive lor another dav and readv for another drink. Make that a lot of drinks. THE SLIDE Roberts is 48, an Eskimo and an alcoholic. He is a minority within a minority. Of the 12,000 or so Natives who call Anchorage home, about 400 are down-and- outers like Roberts, according to the Salvation Army's Clitheroe Center for alcoholism treatment. Those 400 are scattered all over downtown. Mountain View and Spenard, not Just on Fourth Part 2 of a series Artists Respond: A In 1988, the Anchorage Dally News ran a ten-part series of articles describing the bitter social struggles of modern Native Alaskans. Native Alaskan artist Susie Bevins Ericsen was so moved by the series that she created a four-piece Installation that graphically Illustrated her personal response to the issues examined in this se ries. After a solo exhibition at the Anchorage Museum of Natu ral History, Ms. Ericsen con vinced the Visual Arts Center of Alaska to invite native artists in Alaska and Wash ington to respond to the series. The resulting show Artists Respond: A People in Peril" Includes 14 wall hangings, three framed po Aldcn Roberts has lived on the street for 1 7 years. He cats at Dean's Cafe, carves wooden kayaks for pocket money. Mostly he drinks. "I don't know why I'm alive," he says. "Lucky?' sits on a bench along Fourth Avenue. 'Sometimes I think the generation after mine Is better off. . . We had to try to catch up. Some did. Some didn't, like me.' Alden Roberts Avenue, wandering through dark little working man s bars. If he quit drinking, Roberts said, he could probably find a lob, get a real place to live, feel well all the time. But he hasn't quit. So he wan ders the Avenue, sleeps in the woods or a friend's bed, feels sick most of the time. "I used to try to stay away from the booze. There was six, seven months there one time a few years ago," he said, a big grin on his face. "Stayed all winter at the Salvation Army. But that was winter." He coughed hard and laughed. "Summer came, and it was too hot to stay indoors. Gotta get out. Got out and saw my friends down here and I was drinkin' again. Bad habits." He was bom in Unalakleet, but his family moved to Anchorage when he was 14. Roberts' eyes brightened when he talked about his young days the old junior high downtown, hawking newspa pers on the sidewalks of the Av enue when It was a hub for busi- People in Peril ems, 1 1 framed photographs and four sculptures will be featured in the changing exhibits gallery at The Mu seum at Warm Springs from January 15 to March 11. Excerpts from the Pulitzer Prize-winning series are being reprinted with permission from the Anchorage Daily News in order that prospective visitors will understand the purpose and context of the artwork in show. The Warm Springs commu nity is invited to submit their own responses photographs, letters poetry, artwork, etc. for inclusion in a display to be exhibited in conjunction with the show. For more Informa tion, contact Exhibits Coordi nator Roxanne Casey, 553-3331. "I used to try to stay away from the ness and professional offices, stores ana night life. He graduated in 1959 from Anchorage High. The slide into the neck of the bottle really began after that. The Bureau of Indian Affairs told Roberts he could go to a trade school in Chicago and learn draft ing, maybe even become an engi neer. Instead, he waded knee-deep Into the bars and the booze there. Those extracurricular activities shoved school aside and seduced him in Chicago for nine years. He came back to Anchorage, glanced at the Job prospects and kept on drinking. Somehow it made the whole fast-paced world Just a bit easier to bear. "Sometimes I think the genera tion after mine Is better off," he said one evening, nursing a cup of scalding coffee. He batted his eyes slowly, like old men do. "I mean, they're more in step with what's going on now, more up to speed, you know what I mean? I mean, people around my age, we weren't used to having so many others around, rushing around all the time. We had to try to catch up. Some did. Some didn't, like me. "I'm an alcoholic. I drink Just too hard. My whole family does. I've been down here 17 years and seen 53 of my friends die, including one of my brothers. I don't know why I'm alive. Lucky?" Roberts said he's been rolled and robbed, sick and dirty. Gashed his arm one time fighting gang of young toughs in an alley. He fell in the urine and mud in the dark and the arm got infected. "Swelled up to look like Popeye's arm." he said. The last time he quit drinking was in 1980, when he spent 18 months In prison for knifing a man. The last real Job he had was in 1979, working in a cannery at Dutch Harbor. MEET ANOTHER DAY But Roberts gets by. Bean's Cafe is always there to hand out meals. He carves sometimes, turning little lumps of wood into kayaks with seal hunters aboard, spears poised. "Good way to make a quarter, instead of panhandling. I would never go on welfare. I don't like asking people for handouts." Other times, he just hangs around his booze. There was six, seven months drinking buddies. Somebody's always got a bottle and is willing to share a little nip in the alleys and alcoves around the downtown malls. Up the Avenue, down the Avenue, all night long. Then he wanders off to sleep somewhere. One night it might be the Brother Francis Shelter, if he isn't too drunk and get there early. Sometimes it's a friend's house in Spenard. Sometimes it's down by Ship Creek, among the willows along the railroad yard. "You don't get cold if you Just keep warm and dry. Just keep away from rusty nails and cuts and Woody on hand for poetry reading Warm Springs author, poet and artist Elizabeth Woody will be on hand for a poetry reading and book-signing on December 1 1 and 12 in the changing exhibits gallery at The Museum at Warm Springs. Woody, whose painting and lithographs are currently featured in The Museum's Tribal Member Tundra Crossing' That school was hundreds of miles Something happened to me away, As I made my way across the tundra. A government school. I started out as a happy Eskimo boy, Living free; hunting, fishing, and The messenger said the government trapping. would I learned how to pick the right greens Take good care of me until I had and berries; finished school, Draw and carve Eskimo legends, Or became old enough that the Gather eggs, government And speak Inupiat. Was not responsible anymore. I had free access to the outdoors. I roamed the land as a nomad, My parents asked the messenger I could live in minus 31 -degree weather "When will we see him again?" With the wind blowing. The messenger's answer, I was free as the wind, with no bound- "The government does not transport aries, children No impact studies, From the school to the village. No surveys, You should be happy. And no disease. Your child will be receiving an education. Then one day, someone came by the Wait until he is finished, village Then you can see him again." And brought a piece of paper Which said that I had to go to school, I stayed at the school for nine years. And If my parents did not send me to I lost all my Native ways. school, Today, as I sit here with my bottle of They would be violating and breaking wine, the law. A derelict, The messenger said that in order for me I say to myself, to grow up "Something happened to me As a law-abiding citizen, acceptable in As I made my way across the tundra." society. Frd Bigjim I must go to school. Seagayuk there one time a few bites. Other human beings bite sometimes. Fights and stuff, you know. "Am I happy? Naw, I'm sick all the time. I'm miserable. I'm a dyin' man. Thought I was gonna die last week. "But I figure, gotta keep on goin'. Meet new people and keep out of trouble. Meet another day." Then Buzzy groped around in the big inside pocket of his long overcoat and pulled out a bottle of Night Train, a cheap wine. He glanced over his shoulder, then wrapped his lips around the bottle neck and snapped his head back. Art Show, has published two volumes of poetry and is featured in several collections, including Talking Leaves" and "Circle of Nations." Poetry readings will begin at 11:30 a.m. and 1:30 p.m. each day. For more information, contact Jeanne Thomas, 553-3331. 4