A u g u s t 9 ,2 0 0 0 Page A 4 (Ti^e }JcirUmtb (Observer A rticles do not necessarily reflect or represent the view s o f (Tiff Vortlartfo ODbaeruer The faith of our farmers 1 haven’t a clue regarding the source o f this story, w hich I have revised and retold hundreds o f tim es in hundreds o f speeches all o ver the Free W orld for the past half- century. It’s a story about the pow er o f b elief...o f faith, if you prefer to call it that. People w ho d o n ’t believe in G od, or m uch o f anything else, w ill sc o ff at it..b u t no m atter, because it is ju st a story, after all. People o f faith, w hether in G od or ju st in positive visualization will find it both reassuring and, perhaps, ab it discom forting at the end. A nyw ay, h ere’s how it goes: This had been the w orst drought in an y o n e’s m em ory, and no end was in sight. T he fields w ere parched, the creeks had run dry and the crops w ere literally dying o f thirst. T he en tire ec o n o m y o f this sm all, isolated M idw estern tow n depended on farm ing, and a failed crop spelled nothing short o f disaster for every fam ily in the area.. All possible avenues o f relief had been tried, from airplanes seeding the distant clouds to the divining rods o fh ired dow sers and even, in desperation, a rain dance by the Sham an o f a nearby Indian tribe; but all o f this had been in vain. Clearly, only a m iraclecouldavert the financial ruin facing this ill-starred tow n. As a last resort, the clergym en o f all faiths sum m oned everyone to the Tow n Hall for one final appeal to the A lm ighty for realization o fw hat had becom e descended on the gathering, a silence b o m o f the fact that all the w ords had been said that could be said and additional utterances w ould serve no discernable purpose. So, each o f them , in their own w ords and in their ow n w ays, silently scream ed from the very bottom o f their hearts and souls for the A ct O fG o d w hich they saw as their only hope. M inutes grew to an hour that seem ed like a day to som e and a lifetim e to others, w hile the silence w as broken only occasionally by a wailing child, a m uffled cough, or a sobbing adult. H anging over the congregation, despite their deep-rooted faith, w as a nagging fear that all this w as an exercise in futility, yet they prayed on through the stifling stillness, because n o th in g e ls e c o u ld be done. T hen one m an, w hom they later recalled was reputed to have the best hearing in town, thought he detected the sound o f distant thunder, but he dism issed it as a hopeful figm ent o f his imagination. But he heard it again a few seconds later, this tim e more distinctly...and he saw that a w om an across the aisle seem ed to have heard it, too. Soon there could be no doubt, as a gentle rum bling from above announced that the rain had arrived at last! And this was not a m ere drizzle, nor a destructive cloudburst, but a steady, gentle dow npour that blanketed the fields and quickly turned the dusty M ain Street into welcom ed puddles o f mud. T hey stream ed, all o f them, from the Tow n Hall like unruly kindergarten kids at recess tim e, thrusting their happy a seem ingly im possible dream . A few resisted the idea as a form o f pietistic self-torture. A fter all, people had been praying for m onths in their separate H ouses o f W orship and it had done no good at all...so w hat could this jo in t effort acco m p lish ? A faith-filled m ajority, tho u g h , prevailed and the w hole tow n agreed to participate. Thus it w as that every m an, w om an and child w as in attendance at the prescribed tim e and place. Inside the packed Tow n Hall, the scene w as, arguably, hellish. It w as m id-day and, despite the heroic efforts o f a few fans, the heat in that sm all auditorium w as nearly unbearab le, as an an g ry sun b ro iled u n m e rc ifu lly everything and everybody in its path. After a few formal prayers had been murmured, ecumenical homilies delivered and a couple ofhym ns intoned, silence faces skyw ard, licking blessed raindrops from their lips, stom ping through the puddles, splashing each other w ith m ud and even rolling in it like piglets at play. It w as a scene o f totally unrestrained hilarity, as pent-up tensions were released and the air w as filled w ith shouts o f praise and gratitude to a G od w ho had answ ered their im passioned please. Their faith had, in spectacular fashion, been vindicated. This w as a tim e to throw inhibition to the w inds and celebrate, w hich is exactly w hat they did for several w ild minutes! Then, one by one, they fell silent and stood m otionless, as their eyes encountered one sm all girl who was smiling quietly at the rain... from under her umbrella. Punch Line: She w as the only person in that com m unity o f “believers” w ho had brought one with her to the prayer m eeting at Tow n Hall! by - i or T he (Hlje ^ Jn rtlan b (Ohscrricr USPS 9 5 9 -6 8 0 Established 1970 STAFF E d it o r P C in h ie f , u b l is h e r Charles H. W ashington E d i T o r Larry J. Jackson, Sr. B u s in e s s M anager Gary Ann Taylor C opy E d it o r Joy Ramos J oe K lock . S r . P o r i land O bseryer letter to the editor understatem ent, m an w ith an acid tongue and razor sharp wit. It made m e so sad to visit him after he started becom ing ill and each tim e I saw him seem ed to get w eaker and weaker. T he w eeks w ent by and soon, my u n cle, w ith w h o m he m ade his residence, started to do everything for him , including feed him , w hen he actually could eat, change his bed linens, bathe him and even change his disposable adult undergarm ent. I could tell, since my grandfather had alw ays been very independent, that relying on som eone else m ade him v ery u n co m fo rta b le. H e w as on Dear Editor C r e a t iv e D ir e c t o r Shawn Strahan 4 7 4 7 NE Martin Luther King, Jr. Blvd. Portland, OR 9 7 2 1 1 5 03 -2 8 8 -0 0 3 3 Fax 5 0 3 -2 8 8 -0 0 1 5 In light o f the upcom ing W orld Conference on A ssisted D ying Sept. 1-3, in Boston, I w anted to bring attention to w hat I feel is a greatly important cause. M y nam e is Erica Hanlin and I am a 20-year-old col lege student from Illinois. I w ould like to say thank you for supporting a cause, w hich I have been adam ant about for quite awhile now. In 1992, m y paternal grandfather, w hom I w as very close to, com m itted suicide after a battle w ith em physem a and cancer. My g ra n d fa th e r h ad alw a y s b een a spunky, and th a t is an e-mail news@portlandobserver.com subscdpUon@portlandobserverxam P ostmaster : Send address changes to Portland Observer PO Box 3 1 3 7 Portland, OR 9 7 2 0 8 Periodical Postage paid in Portland, OR Subscriptions are $6 0 .0 0 per year d e a d l in e s FOR ALL SUBMITTED MATERIALS: ARTICLES: Monday by 5 p . m . ADS: Friday by noon The Port land ObsCTverweltomcs freelance su b m ission s. 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Losing his dignity was n ot an option and around m idnight on a night in A ugust 1992, my grandfather put a gun to his head and pulled the trigger. H e m ade a choice that I know any one o f his sons w ould have m ade in order not to see their father suffer. A gain, I w ould like to say thank you for all o f your dedication to this cause and I know I speak for m any o f those w ho have seen the suffering o f family m em bers or friends with terminal illnesses when I say G od bless you all. Black eye for black leaders in Mississippi hanging It’s hard to see how m any other official probes it w ill take before Jesse Jackson and black leaders accept the bitter truth that black M ississippi teen Raynard Johnson was not lynched but com m itted suicide. T he latest to com e to that conclusion is M ichael Baden. T he w orld-renow ned forensic expert visited Jo h n so n ’s hom e and thoroughly review ed two autopsy reports one o f w hich w as privately com m issioned by Jo h n so n ’s family. He found no solid evidence that Johnson w as the victim o f racist violence. B aden’s findings w ere m ade public by the com m ander o f the M ississippi H ighw ay Patrol, an A frican-A m erican. But even this probably isn ’t enough to persuade Jackson and other black leaders that w hite racists d id n ’t m urder Johnson. N ot surprisingly, Jack- son w hen told o f the latest result did not return phone calls from reporters for com m ent. H opefully, M ississippi’s governor w o n ’t hold his breath w aiting for Jackson and o ther black leaders to heed his call to apologize for sm earing the state. T h ere’s a reason w hy Jackson can easily fuel the flam es o f racial paranoia about Johnson’s death. The civil rights m eltdow n, assaults on affirm ative action, racial profiling, the w ave o f police shootings in black com m unities, the grim econom ic plight o f m any young black m ales, the grotesque disparities in the prison and crim inal ju stice system , has m ade m ore and m ore blacks convinced that terrible atrocities are being planned for them. T hat w as painfully evident to m e recently w hen I spoke to a large group o f A frican-A m ericans. D uring the question and answ er period the issue o f the burning o f black churches cam e up. I pointed out that nearly one- third o f the more than 100 arrests m ade by the FBI and Bureau o f A lcohol and T obacco Force agents in the burning o f over 200 churches w ere o f blacks. W hile in som e cases there was strong evidence o f a loose conspiracy by a disjointed group o f racist w hites to b u m these churches, this should not let the blacks that burned their ow n churches o ff the hook. There was nothing racial about their m otives. T hey burned their churches out of: revenge, anger, to conceal thefts or to perpetuate insurance fraud. T hey w ere crim inals and no one should try to excuse or ju stify their sham eful and debased acts. D isappointingly, several blacks did. They im m ediately angrily shouted, “H ow do w e know that they actually burned the churches? The only thing w e have to go by is the w hite m an ’s w ord.” T heir blindness to reality was the ultim ate in collective racial denial. Tim e and again when an A frican-A m erican winds up in front o f a court bench m ore titan a few blacks w ill shout that they are victim s o f a racist conspiracy. It is a good, ifn o t well-w orn, ploy that som e black personalities have raised to a state-of-the-art enterprise w hen they are accused of, or nailed for, sexual hijinks, bribery, corruption, drug dealing, and possibly even murder. H ere’s som e tragic exam ples o f this. R everend H enry Lyons, president o f the N ational Baptist Convention USA, the co untry’s biggest and m ost influential black religious organization w as convicted ofracketeering and grand theft in 1999. The evidence w as overw helm ing that Lyons was a crook. Y et even after Lyons adm itted his guilt m any black m inisters still w ailed that he was the victim o f a w hite conspiracy. Even m ore dam aging w hen Jackson and other black leaders claim racial plots, as in Johnson’s death, with little o r no evidence to back them up, they lay them selves w ide open to the charge that black leaders are m ore interested in snatching racial one-upm anship than in prom oting racial harm ony and achieving tangible racial gains. This is ju st the kind o fch arg e that gives them, blacks, and w orst o f all tragic cases such as Jo h n so n ’s a black eye.