»k .1.’.”.', • . • s S ® l|e ^ o r t l a n b © b s e ru e r f »-• * • •'< » « >•» e» • *■»*'» • V» . r . •»*•»- • »*'♦*» • & Martin Luther King Jr. Special Edition Jan. 13, 1999 Cl 9 The Castle O f Hatred Waking The Hero Within And Evil B y C lyde W .F ord thus freein g all o f h u m an ity cau g h t W hen M artin L u th er K in g w ro te ab o u t n o n v io len t so cial c h a n g e an d the student lead ers o f th e b lack freedom stru g g le in A m e ric a d u r­ ing the 1960’s, h e p ro u d ly n o ted th e ro le o f p erso n al tra n sfo rm a ­ tion. “ T h ey to o k n o n v io len t re sis­ tan ce,” h e said , “ an d d e v e lo p e d o rig in al form s o f a p p licatio n - sit- ins, freed o m rides, an d w ad e-in s. T o a c c o m p lis h th e se , th e y first tran sfo rm ed th e m se lv e s.” B y this K ing m ean t th at in th eir stru g g le ag ain st racism , th ese y o u n g h e ­ roes had first a w ay o f tra n sfo rm ­ ing th eir v iew o f th e m se lv e s from in the b elly o f the beast. T he sy m b o lism o f this an cien t A frican tale still sp eak s to m e in this m o d e m day; n o t o n ly o f the life o f a m o d e m d ay h ero lik e M ar­ tin L u th er K ing, b u t o f m y o w n life. R eflectin g u p o n K in g ’s life, o r the m y th o f L itu o lo n e, I c an ask o f m yself: W h at is th e m o n ste r th at is co n su m in g m y h u m an ity ? A n u n ac­ cep ta b le social illn ess like racism , v ictim izatio n to em p o w erm en t. H ow d o in d iv id u als an d g ro u p s, p a rtic u la rly A fric a n A m e ric a n s, acco m p lish su ch a tran sfo rm atio n ? A nd h o w m ig h t this h elp u s h eal from the lo n g -stan d in g trau m a and p a in o f racism ? A s a p sy c h o th e ra ­ p ist I k n o w that a tu rn in g p o in t in th e in d iv id u al h ealin g p ro cess do es co m e w h e n “p e rso n al sto rie s” o f trau m a sh ift from litan ies o f v ic ­ tim izatio n to leg en d s o f e m p o w e r­ m en t, th o u g h it is h a rd e r to grasp w hat sim ilar “ so cial sto rie s” m ig h t h elp h eal racism . W h en I lo o k at th e h is­ to r ic a l e x p e r i e n c e o f A frican A m erican s, I see a series o f ep iso d es, one slo w ly d is s o lv in g in to the next: “C a p tu re in A f­ C ly d e IV. F ord ize th at th is series o f ep iso d es re ­ m in d s m e o f the ep ic jo u rn e y o f a h e ro o r h ero in e, an d it is this notio n o f A frican A m e ric a n s’ “h eroic jo u r­ n e y ” th at p o in ts to w ard a w ay o f tran scen d in g v ictim izatio n an d d e ­ nial. A cro ss tim e, a n d th ro u g h o u t the w o rld , th e h ero strid es ou t o f m y th s an d leg en d s as the o n e w h o has v en ­ tu red b ey o n d the k n o w n b o u n d aries o f the d ay , m et an d d efeated sp ec­ ta c u la r forces, th en retu rn ed w ith v io le n c e , p o v e rty , or h o m e le s s n e s s ? T h e im p e rs o n a l d em an d s o f an u n rew ard in g career? T h e e m o t io n a l d r a i n o f a n u n fu lfillin g relatio n sh ip ? T h e p sy ­ chic p ain o f an u n reso lv ed trau m a? T h e e m p tin e ss o f an u n re a liz e d dream ? M o reo v er, 1 m ay p o n d er to w hat h e ro -p art o f m y s e lf I m u s t give b irth to m eet this m o n ster in b attle. C o u ra g e ? F e a rle s s n e s s ? F a ith ? H o p e? A n en d to d en ial? A b e lie f in m y o w n w o rth in ess? A n d th en I m ig h t questio n : A m I p rep ared to en ter the b elly o f m y b east to w rest w h atev er v icto ry is m in e? W h at p arts o f m y s e lf am I w illin g to sac­ rifice in th is life-c h allen g in g e f­ fo rt? A n o u tm o d e d m a n n e r o f th o u g h t? A b u rd en so m e set o f b eliefs? A restric tiv e v iew o f m y o w n p o ­ ten tial in life? In th e s e e s s e n tia l q u e s tio n s , o fte n w ith n o re a d y a n s w e rs , lie th e ro o ts o f p e r s o n a l tr a n s ­ f o r m a tio n . E v e n b e g in n in g to p o n d e r th e m , a ls o b e g in s to fre e us fro m th e sh a c k le s o f o u r p a s t, w h e th e r p e rs o n a l o r s o c ia l, a n d s e ts u s in th e d ir e c tio n o f a n a u th e n tic life liv e d a c c o rd in g to th e d ic t a te s o f o u r o w n c o n s c ie n c e . F o r e ffe c tiv e so c ia l “ He can follow in the footsteps o f all the heroes who have gone before us; their journey can become a meditation in our own life ” rica,” “ M o n stro u s T ra n s­ p o rt T h ro u g h th e M id d le P a ss a g e ,” “ T h e H o rro rs o f S la ­ v ery ,” “ W h isp ers o f R e b ellio n an d R e v o lt,” “ P ro m ise s o f F re e d o m B ro k en ,” “ T h e E n tre n c h m e n t o f R a c i s m ,” a n d “ T h e O n g o in g S tru g g le fo r F reed o m an d Ju s tic e .” It w o u ld be easy to fit th ese e p i­ sodes into an acco u n t o f v ic tim iz a ­ tio n focusing o n the a tro cities o f racism an d o p p ressio n , an d ju s t as ea sy to fit th e m in to a n arrativ e o f d en ial cla im in g that th ese ev en ts h ap p en ed a long tim e ag o an d so sh o u ld n o t a ffect u s now . Y et, w h en I ask m y se lf, “ I f a sin g le p e rs o n liv e d th ro u g h all th ese e x p erien ces, h o w w o u ld I d escrib e th at p e rs o n ’s life?” I real so m e h ard -w o n , p recio u s gift. M ar­ tin L u th er K in g , fo r ex am p le, is su ch a h ero , b u t th en so to o are th e c o u n t­ less h ero es w ith A frican faces w h o se n a m e s w e w ill n e v e r k n o w ; m en an d w o m en w h o su rv iv ed cap tu re in A f­ rica, the h o rrc rs o f slav ery , an d the stru g g le for freed o m an d ju s tic e in d ev o u re d all o f h u m an k in d . It w as an u n ev en co n test, an d th e m o n ster u l­ tim ately sw allo w ed th e hero. B ut L itu o lo n e w as a lion o f a m an and tr a n s fo r m a tio n , d e m a n d s m e a n ­ in g f u l p e rs o n a l tr a n s f o r m a tio n as K in g n o te d . W e c a n fo llo w in th e fo o ts te p s o f a ll th e h e ro e s w h o h a v e g o n e b e fo r e u s ; th e ir jo u r n e y c a n b e c o m e a m e d ita ­ tio n in o u r o w n life . A n d , n o lo n g e r a v ic tim o f th e p a s t o r th e p re s e n t, w e. c a n w a k e th a t h e ro so o n m an ag e d to c u t his w ay out, w ith in u s a ll A m erica. T h e re ’s a w o n d e rfu l tale from so u th ern A frica a b o u t a m y th ic hero n a m e d L itu o lo n e , a n d h is b a ttle ag ain st a fo rm less m o n ster, w h o had B y D r . D ominiqle M arglerite W hen w e hum ans are physically or psychologically threatened or injured in som e way, we often becom e angry. This form o f mental excitation is in­ stinctive and healthy, but it som etim es turns into destructive action and vio­ lence. Alternatively, anger can be re­ pressed, but m ay then build up and eventually burst forth as rage. W hat to do? Carl G. Jung, the Sw iss psychia­ trist, suggests w e begin by cultivating self-knowledge. He w ould have us be­ com e aw are o f and learn to handle both the sunny and dark sides o f our natures. The self-aw are individual will recog­ nize both “how m uch good he can do, and w hat crim es he is capable o f ...” D ream s and fairy tales are the prod­ ucts o f our creative unconscious and reveal basic patterns o f our psycho­ logical dynam ics. T he fam ous G erm an collectors o f folk and fairy tales, the Brothers G rim m , tell the story o f the Tw o Travelers. It illustrates, albeit not explicitly, the opposing forces o f good and evil in the hum an psyche. The trav­ elers are a good-spirited tailor and a sour-tem pered shoem aker. T he shoe­ m aker succum bs to his dark nature and perpetrates all sorts o f violence on the tailor, w ithholding food, blinding, aban­ d onm ent in the forest, a typically graphic set o f G rim m horrors. The tailor struggles on, blind and alone, neither helped by, nor doing harm to, a host o f anim als (and potential m eals) that fall w ithin his grasp. A t last he m akes it to a city, only to find that his old travel com panion is now shoe­ m aker to the king. Fearing revenge the shoem aker convinces the king to give the tailor an im possible task, to find the king’s lost crown. T he tailor succeeds w ith the help o f a duck w hose neck he earlier had not wrung. M ore trials fol­ low, and in each the tailor is helped by a forest creature w hom he had spared while he had suffered, lost in w ilder­ ness. His eventual trium ph com es with delivering a son and heir to the king w ith the help o f a storic In our daily confrontations w ith an­ ger, w e m ay expect such help from ? », A ». 5< 3 B irm in g h a m , M a y 1 9 6 3 w ithin if w e follow Jung’s advice to understand the dual nature o f the forces w ithin ourselves. Jung says the “it is often tragic to see how blatantly a man bungles his ow n life and the lives o f others yet rem ains totally incapable o f seeing how m uch the w hole tragedy originates in himself, and how he con­ tinually feeds it and keeps it going. N ot consciously, o f course, for consciously he is engaged in bewailing and cursing a faithless w orld that recedes farther and further into the distance.” Jung further adm onished us not to succum b to either the good or evil o f our psy­ c h o lo g ic a l m akeup. T h ro u g h se lf know ledge, w e can find strength to help us suffer through hard times, with a balanced psyche intact, to arrive on is acts o f violence, cruelty, torture. These parts o f ourselves, despised and rejected, are relegated to the uncon­ scious, ideally at an early age. A s chil­ better times w ith joy. The inhum anity o f the shoem aker is possible for each o f us. The potential for evil lies in our unconscious: greed, love o f pow er, murderous thoughts, or the ability to act unethically. In the depth o f the psyche ofhum ankind lurks absolute evil, the expression o f which m odem life, w e also choose scape­ goats to purge ourselves o f anger. T hey m ay be individuals, places, cir­ cum stances, even entire races. R ollo M ay, hum anist psychologist, perhaps said it best: “L ife consists o f achiev­ ing good not apart from evil but in dren, w e quickly adjust to our environ­ m ent, to particular form s o f family and culture. It is a necessary aspect o f b e­ com ing a socialized individual. B ut the potential for evil does not go away. M ore im portantly, negative aspects o f the psyche can take on a life o f their ow n if w e do not confront and deal w ith them. Som etim es, w hat w e cannot adm it in ourselves, w e see in others. In ancient H ebrew society, the people sacrificed o r sent out into the w ilderness tw o specially chosen goats, that they m ight sym bolically bear aw ay the sins and faults o f hum ankind. In spite o f it.” "We are prone to judge success by the index of our salaries or the size of our automobiles, rather than by the quality of our service and relationship I to humanity”. -M a rtin Luther King Jr. (v /v S. ' • S /A w 4Q Regence BlueCross BlueShield o f Oregon t - - W S