-¿-i: T he P ortland O bserver • N ovember 16, 1994 P age B3 » ' (Elje |Jortlanb ffîbseruer ¡¡fe», ENTERTAINMENT cDark Patrice Gaines author of “Laughing In The Dark”. Photo Credit: Breton Littlehales, 1994 “For so many years, I thought that the bad choices I’d made, the missteps I'd taken, set me apart from everyone else,’ says Patrice Gaines, author o f Laughing In The Dark: From Colored Girl to Woman o f i Color-A Journey from Prison to Power(Crown Publishers, Septem­ ber 28, 1994). “Now, after years spent reporting on other people’s lives, I see that my experiences are very similar to those o f many wom ­ en, regardless o f their color.” Despite Patrice’s middle-class upbringing and stable nuclear fam­ ily, as a young woman she was lured into a life o f risk-taking and crime by a desire to gain power in a white, male-dominated society. "I would see the thugs and petty criminals hanging out on the streets, doing what they wanted to do and not answering to anyone,” says Patrice. “My fascination with them was part adolescent rebellion, part a response to being a second-class citizen’ be­ cause I was black." With her deci­ sion to ally herself with such men by loving them, Patrice set the course for a life o f violence and abuse. After years spent hustling-and being a victim o f hustlers herself- Patrice was busted for heroin posses­ sion and charged with a felony. While in jail awaiting her trial, she reached a turning point in her life. “ My par­ ents came to visit me, but my daugh­ ter, who was two, was too young to be allowed in. After they left, I looked out my tiny cell window and saw Andrea down in the street, held up on my grandfather's shoulders and wav­ ing bl indly to the mommy she couldn’t see,” remembers Patrice. “ It was a heartbreaking moment, and I real­ ized then that I owed her something- the least I could give her was a mother who was part o f her life.” Vowing to change her ways, Patrice began a rocky climb to redemption, one marked by frequent slides into her old ways. In L aughing In The D ark, Patrice tells how her serendipitous entry into the world o f newspaper reporting marked the birth o f self- confidence and the chance for an honorable kind o f power. Hired as a secretary for the Charlotte O bserv­ er, she was asked to write the em­ ployee newsletter, an assignment she found both difficult and invigo­ rating. “I began trying to teach my­ self all I could about writing,” says Patrice. “My first byline was a ma­ jo r victory, one that led me to where I am in my career today.” Now a nine-year veteran reporter at the W ashington Post, Patrice writes human interest stories for the Metro section. “I spent so much o f my life hating myself, looking for power through any number o f men,” says Patrice. “After years o f struggling to respect myself-both as a woman and as an African-American-1 have finally begun to make my way.” P a tric e G a in e s w as bo rn in 1949 in N ew B ern, N orth C a ro ­ lina. A fter se rv in g ja il tim e in C h a rlo tte , she got a jo b at the C h a rlo tte O b se rv e r and began her c a re e r as a re p o rte r. A fter w orking for tw o y e a rs for the n o w -d efu n ct M iam i N ew s, she got a jo b at the W ashington Post, w here she has been fo r nine years. In 1992, P a tric e won the N atio n al A sso c ia tio n o f B lack Jo u rn a lis ts ' annual “ S alute to E x c e lle n c e ” aw ard for co m m en ­ tary. She has one d a u g h te r, A n­ drea, a g rad u ate o f S pelm an C o l­ lege w ho now w orks for a p u blic re la tio n s firm in Los A ngeles. DIE HAUT Call For Artists: Visual Chronicle Of Portland The Visual Chronicl o f Port­ land is a city-owned archival collec­ tion o f paintings, drawings, prints and photographs depicting city lif. which are purchased annually. The Chronicle is an important and unique portrait not only o f Portland but also o f its artistic vitality and the evolving point o f view o f artists. Artists’ por­ trait not only o f Portland but also o f its artistic vitality and the evolving point o f view o f artists. A rtists’ per­ ceptions o f life in the last decade o f this century will be an important leg­ acy for future generations, and they are encouraged to execute works spe- cifically for submission to the Chron­ icle. Based on Amsterdam's topo­ graphic Atlas, an archival art collec­ tion that spans almost four centuries, Portland’s Visual Chronicle, initiat­ ed in 1984, is a rich visual document o f the changing urban landscape and A Low Down Dirfij Shame available on long-form VHS video tape, featuring some different song Jiv e R e c o rd s/H o lly w o o d selections and performances from Records announce the release o f their the CD. C ave's involvement with Die joint venture soundtrack for the new Hau, dates back to the European Keenen Ivory Wayans movie A Low releases B untin' the Ice, (1983) and down Dirts Shame starring Keenen ‘88’s headless Body in a Topless Ivory Wayans, Jada Pinkett, and Sal­ Bar. M eanw hile, DH drum m er T h­ ly Richardson. The soundtrack also hosts tracks om as W ydler has long been a m ainstay in C a v e ’s group the Bad from Keith Murray, Fu-Schnickents, S eed s, and, along w ith C ave, will O rg an ized K onfusion, S m ooth. be p a rtic ip a tin g in th is su m m e r's UGKz, Extra Prolific. Mz. Kilo, Hi- L o lla p a lo o z a to u r. C ave is jo in e d Five, Changing Faces. on Sw eat by o th e r long-tim e Die H au t c o h o rts --L y d ia L unch, Blixa B argeld, kid "C o n g o " Pow ­ ers, and A nita L ane. The B e rlin -b a se d q u a rte t Die H aut issued th e ir first d o m esti- c a lly -a v a ila b le re le a se , head On, in w in ter, 1993 on T rip le X. The instru m en tal b a n d —w hose nam e tra n sla te s to ‘the S k in ’—chose to flesh out th e ir so ngs by e n listin g the a ssista n c e o f v a rio u s guest v o c a lists. T he re su lt w as an in­ sp ire d c o lla b o ra tio n betw een the band and a v e rita b le w h o ’s who o f le ft-o f-th e -d ia l rock singers, such as S onic Y o u th 's Kim G o r­ d o n , G un C lu b 's J e ffre y Lee P ierce, D ebbie harry o f B londie fam e, B lix a B a r g e ld of E in s tu e rz e n d e N e u b a u te n . the e v e r-b u sy L y d ia L inch, K id C o n ­ go P ow ers (w h o played a lo n g ­ side B argeld in N ick C a v e 's Bad S e e d s and P ie rc e in the Gun C lu b ), so lo a rtis t A nita Lane, S u ic id e ’s A lan V ega, and C ristina from New Y ork underground sen­ sation B oss H og. It pro v ed to be a form idable S tatesid e in tro d u c tio n to a band th at a lre a d y had a decad e-lo n g histo ry beh in d them in Europe life o f P ortend as it moves into the 21st Century. Two aspects o f Am­ sterdam ’s historical Topographical Atlas that are especially appropriate to Portland’s Visual Chronicle are the quality o f its artistic execution and the breadth o f its aesthetic per­ spective. The S electio n C o m m ittee is seek in g artw o rk that is to p ic a l, co n te m p o ra ry and e x c itin g and w hich p o rtra y s a sense o f the p r e s e n t. T h e C o m m itte e has draw n up a list o f to p ic s w hich should serve as a guide to a rtists and not c o n stra in them from a p ­ p ro a c h in g o th e r su b je c ts w ith w hich they m ight fu lfill the se­ lection c rite ria . Suggestions include: •how changes in the physical, or built, environment affect economic, social and cultural aspects o f neigh- borhoods/com m unities (e.g., the Disney/Caravan Pictures will host four screenings and parties. Start­ ing in Atlanta on November 9th show­ casing the talent o f Raja-Nee and Go Hollow r eighl'orhood which is being affected by construction o f the new MAX line and renewal and (tevelopment in the neighborhoods o f the Albina community). • social issues and their impact on Portland (e.g., AIDS crisis, home­ lessness, labor issues) • the lives o f children in Portland • the music scene • parks and special events unique to Portland. This year the committee is espe­ cially encouraging submissions of paintings, drawings, and prints al­ though all submissions will be con­ sidered that meet the selection crite­ ria. Applications due in MAC office by January 10, 1995, 5:00 p.m. (this is not a postmark deadline) For further information, call Peggy Kendellen, Public Art Project Coordinator, 503-823-4196. Silk; then if so nto Washington, D.C. on November 15th where the Fu- Schnickens will join Raja-Nee and Silk Music Millennium 32nd & E. Burnside 231-8926 (L to Ft) Joschen Arbeit-guitar: Christoph Dreher-bass: Rainer Lingk-guitar; Thomas Wydler-drums Following their stateside debut las, year. Die Haut is back with an­ other set o f their expansive guitar rock Entitled Sweat, it follows in the style o f previous release Head On in that it features the band alongside a group o f some o f the best singers in modern rock, led this time by influ­ ential vocalist Nick Cave. Sweat is Die H au l’s firs, live recording, tracked during a pair o f Dutch con­ cert performances, and will also be 23rd & NW Johnson 248-0163 for BEST MU‘ ShovWfh Portland Civic Auditorium OPENS TUESDAY! ------------ W S S Ü S 5 7 ( H4RGI-BY-PHO>1 (5 0 3 ) 2 2 4 -4 4 0 0 Group Discounts (5 0 3 )2 9 9 -4 0 9 5 A ^A 5 ’i*