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Wins Sears
Outdoor Photo
Contest
Letting Go: Resolving Past Issues
BY ULLYSSES TUCKER, JR.
Relationships are difficult to estab­
lish and m aintain these days when you
consider certain social and economic
conditions that exist, but when you add
in a few past pains from old relation­
ships or encounters, it only gets more
com plicated. How many people do you
know who have lost their ability to trust,
bond, take risks, love, or believe in
another (m aybe you?) human being
because o f a bad (or several) experi­
ences? Are you that type o f person?
N eedless to say, we are all that person at
som e stage o f developm ent in our lives
and if positive personal growth is to
occur, it is imperative that we all learn
to let go.
Now, w hat type o f circumstance
would cause someone to resist, deny, or
reject the love o f another human being
with good intentions? Sadly, you can
look as close as your immediate family
or your last relationship to potentially
answ er that question. Rightfully so,
people do not enjoy being used or hurt
for that m atter and when it does happen
to them, usually they vow to never al­
low the situation to develop again. A
defensive posture is established and the
battle is started. The battle to avoid
being hurt again. In the process of this
internal struggle, a person can truly
miss out on wonderful experiences or a
great human being because o f such in­
tense paranoia. Some of the methods
people use to cope with unsettling or
unresolved past experiences are totally
dysfunctional. These issues arc woven
so deep into the fabric o f people’s per­
sonalities that it lim its their view o f the
world around them and about others.
Everything they think, feel, and do is/
may be colored in some way by old pain
or unfinished business from the past.
W hether you suffered losses as a child
or were neglected by your parents, re­
jected by your lover, abused verbally by
your peers/friends, or hurt j n any other
way, did you not find the strength or
make attem pts to get on with your life in
spite of the pain and dark m oments?
You did what you had to do, but in the
process o f getting on with your life, did
you let go or create anger within?
Let us explore some o f the person­
ality types that need to take a long hard
look at them selves and the relationships
in which they might be involved. The
“ intimidator” is the emotionally guarded
and suspicious type. Constantly on the
lookout for signs that other people are
going to use or abandon them, they usu­
ally attem pt to get the first blow, one
which shocks the recipient because he/
she never sees it com ing. A total shock.
Convinced that they can counton no one
but self, the “ intim idator” needs to see
him self as strong and independent.
Next, we sec the type o f person who
walks through life feeling that they are
the “ v ictim ,” and this can be a self
esteem issue more than anything. If you
operate from this stance, you cannot
imagine why someone would be inter­
ested in som eone as hopeless and help­
less as you perceive yourself to be. Only
someone who is not good enough to at­
tract anyone better would choose you,
you think, and the relationship never
gets off the ground. Poised for rejection,
you are easily hurt and offended. The
more you whine and moan, the more
lonely you will be. Chill out.
There are other types like the
“ footloose escape artist,” who has a
deep fear o f com m itm ent and feeling
suffocated. G enuine intimacy is som e­
thing he or she fears because it exposes
the real person and y o u ’ll dance away
before that happens.
You also have those from dysfunc­
tional families and the “ desperately
seeking” type who gets involved in re­
lationships for the sake o f a relationship
for all the wrong reasons. You do all the
giving and make great attem pts to fulfill
your m ates every need. Balance is im ­
portant for this type.
W hatever the reasons for your ina­
bility to let go o f past pains or reasons
that prevent you from functioning prop­
erly in a relationship, you need to just do
it. It will definitely enhance your self
esteem, and relationships with family
and friends. Maybe then you’ll be able
to see clearly the love that’s been there
all the time.
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