December 26,1990 -T h e Portland O b s e rv e r- Page 3 •Portland Observer by Mattie Ann Callier-Spears RELIGION Hoping for a Chance to be Somebody Former Prison Inmate Finds Life Outside Prison Just As Bad As Insidc-Sometimes Worse! At the age o f 41, Patricia Anne Ford believes she is finally getting her life to­ gether. In and out o f prison since 1976, Pat (as she prefers to be called) claims she has m ade the unfortunate decision to temporarily d isa sso c ia te herself from family and friends while she reorganizes her priorities. “ I love my fam ily and I w ant to remain friends with some o f my associates. But right now, I m ust get my ow n life together and a secluded envi­ ronm ent appears to be my best option.” If these are strong words from a family member, one needs only to listen to her reasoning to understand why. Born in Portland to a single parent household, Pat was introduced early in life to the responsibilities o f helping her m other to maintain a family intact. Her mother married when she was eight months old and gave birth to four other children (a girl and three boys).The once blissful marriage between her par­ ents terminated when she was eight years old, and her m other laboring under the strain of a broken marriage and caring for a bom handicapped, entered a life of alcoholism . Thus the burden o f caring for three brothers was thrusted upon Pat at the “ ripe old ag e” of eight years. “ 1 did the cooking, the cleaning, the babysitting, the washing o f clothes, you name it and I did it” , she claim s. ‘ ‘ If ever a family was earm arked for disintegra­ tion, it was mine. But som ehow , with the help o f the good Lord and strong family ties, we made it.” Pal attended Boise grade school but graduated from Highland. She later at­ tended Jefferson High school but admits that the only goal she had was to get out o f school. ‘ ‘ In high school, I began sm ok­ ing ‘w eed’ as a sophomore. A fter the ‘w eed’, cam e Robitussen, and eventu­ ally, a variety o f drugs. I rem em ber at graduation from high school o f the gradu­ ating class was high on som ething” , she claims. A fter school, she worked at a vari­ ety of jobs, eventually ending up at chan­ nel 2 as a receptionist. O ne day a visit by a cousin from Los Angeles, California was enough to convince her that the land of sunshine was the place for her and off she went, quitting her jo b w ithout notice and m oving to the city o f “ glam our.” United Methodist News Shortly after her arrival, she received a leased, 1 put these newly acquired skills call from her mother who informed her to work-m ostly to support my family that she had been accepted by the Job and drug habit.” According to Pat, prison tim e was Corps Program. your own. If you wanted to get involved W hile in Job Corps, she enrolled in in activities, it was available, if not, you a beauticians course but developed asthma could sleep your entire sentence away, due to an allergy to the chem icals. She “ you are out o f your room from 6am dropped out after 1 1/2 years and re­ until 1 1pm, except for the 4:30pm head turned to Portland, working on various count. You could go virtually anyw here jobs. Eventually, she becam e a “ mule, within the walls that you w anted to ,’ ’ she or drug runner for dealers. claims. Eventually, she enrolled in classes to finish some college courses, was as­ signed to work release and worked for the parole board in Salem. She speaks kindly o f form er em ployees Hazel Hayes and Erma Hepburn, w hom she credits with helping her to make a very positive adjustm ent w hile in prison. She speaks unkindly about som e prison officials whom she claim s som etim es treats in­ mates like sub-humans. “ As a drug runner, you become involved in everything,” Pat claims. “ I was running drugs, selling drugs, and using drugs. A fter a while, I becam e my very best customer. And since my prod­ uct was heroin, I was soon in a life o f deprivation. W hen my supply was short or out, I began “ boosting” and forging checks to support my habit. By this time, I was in and out o f jail on various charges and som e how, always appeared before the same judge, who, showing com passion and leniency, always let me off on probation. Finally, in 1979, after years o f stealing and drug use, I stood before the same judge who denounced me for trying to destroy my life, losing the respect o f family and friends, and betraying his trust in my prom ises for rehabilitation. He sentenced me to the Oregon W om en’s Correctional Institute for forgery and burglary and told me to get my life together. Perhaps, if he had sent me to jail on my first or second ap­ pearance before him, my life as a law ­ breaker would have been considerably short.” Pat claim s that it was in prison that she learned how to use her talents as check forger “ go for the big dollar’ ’. “ I was forging small checks individual personal accounts. But male inmates taught me how to use my skills to forge corporate payroll checks,a and others for larger amounts. Everytim e I was re­ MRS C’ s WIGS Wholesale & Retail Hundreds of Wigs She rem em bers with sorrow one friend who died o f brain dam age because prison officials thought she was high on drugs. She blam es the system for showing a lack o f concern for inm ates who upon release are * ‘shown the gate” -many with no way o f getting home. She recalls all too vividly her last trip to prison and getting on her knees and asking G od for the help she could not get in prison. Help to rid her body o f the drug habit-to be accepted by her family once again-the strength to provide love and security for her teenage son. Pat credits God with answ ering her prayers and cites as proof her going direct from prison after com pleting her last sentence to a residence w here she is safe from drugs, alcohol, and a life o f crime. She is extrem ely proud o f her son, a Jefferson High School honor student who will be going to college on scholarship to secure his degree in engineering. She is ever grateful to her mother, who is spite o f many past adversities has rem ained loyal and supportive. Now active in the church, many volunteer activities, helping recovering alcoholics, drug addicts, and former inm ates, she is thankful to G od for an­ swering her prayers and giving her an­ other chance to be somebody. Changes in U.S. regulations to eliminate higher education scholarships based on race would “ undermine years of work and com m itm ent to the em pow ­ erment o f racial ethnic persons thiough higher education, * ‘ die top United M eth­ odist education official said Dec. 14 here. The Rev. Roger W. Ireson, chief stall executive of the nom ination's board of Higher Education and M u i. .u y, mad. the statem ent after a governm ent an nouncemcnt that such scholarships arc discriminatory and would be prohibited. The decision, announced Dec. 12 by Michael L. W illiams, an assistant secre­ tary for civil rights in the U.S. D epart­ ment of Education, touched off a firestorm of protest from education and civil rights leaders. After a week of high-level dis­ cussions reaching to the W hite House, the final decision remained uncertain. Dr. Ireson .aid the Bush administration “ seems to have acted in a way that further limits opportunity...to those who have been underserved in the past.” The Rev. Thom White W olf Fasselt, Board of Church and Society general secre­ tary, called the policy “ racist” and “ i . gressivc” and said it makes a “ m ock­ ery” of the 1964 Civil Rights A ct.” Richard Rosser, formerly president of United M ethodist-related DePauw Uni­ versity, Greencastle, Ind., and n< <■. presi­ dent of the National A ssociation of In­ dependent Colleges and Universities, said “ a number of attorneys belies (Mr. W illiams) to be on thin ice with I legal interpretation.” A campaip.. lor a national “ Bill o f Right-, i or Emplu) ces’ ’ was launched Dec. 18 by the American Civil Liberties Union with endorsem ent by a United M ethodist specialist in economic ju s­ tice. 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M A R A N A T H A Rev Wendell H Watace Senior Pastor C H U R C H Public Service Announcement A Christm as V esper Service under the auspices o f the Cathedral choir will be held at Bethel A.M .E. Church, 5828 N.E. 8th Ave., Pordand, on Sunday, D ecember 30, 1990 at 6:00 p.m. The program will include Christmas music selected by Mrs. Rochelle M cElroy, d i­ rector, and a candle lighting service. A free will offering will be taken. R efresh­ m ents will be provided at the conclusion o f the program . The public is invited. Rev. M ilton G reen, Pastor.