July 25, 1990 The Portland Observer Page 5 i & Portland Observer ENTERTAINMENT Ben Vereen Recalls Years of Drug Abuse BEN VEREEN Stage and film star Ben Vereen, who had previously acknowledged that he turned to drugs for solace when his daughter, Naja, was killed in an auto accident in 1987, has revealed that he was no stranger to drugs at the time. Vereen, who now lectures young­ sters around the country aginst drug abuse, said in an interview to be pub­ lished this Sunday in PARADE that he had been involved with drugs since the ’60s. “ It seemed like everybody was doing them, at least in my crowd,” he recalled. “ We live in a society that says 5 o ’clock is happy hour. 'Y ou really look like you need a drink or a joint,’ “ he mimicked. “ But sometimes what people re­ ally need is a good hug, so they know they are loved. We didn’t understand love. Instead, we bought into drugs.” For years, Vereen said, “ I told myself, 'I can handle it. It’s not han­ dling me.’ Then Naja died. Y oudon’t want to face the loss. The addictive me said, ' I ’m going to need some MAJOR drugs to hide the pain.’ But the pain just seeped away anyway.” Describing his lowest point, Ver­ een said, “ You see yourself crawling on the floor. You smell yourself, and you don’t smell good, and you don’t care. I had hit skid row in my life, meaning I had given up. You could have walked in and wiped me out, and I wouldn’t have cared. Thoughts of death danced through my mind.” Vereen, who has four other chil­ dren, said his older daughter, Malaika, 20, finally made him realize what he was doing to himself. “ She came bursting into my room one day, when I was in the heap of destruction, and started screaming at me, 'Y o u ’ve been like this for four months now, and Naja wouldn’t have wanted this!” ’ Admitting that he needed help, Vereen went to a psychiatrist and then placed himself in adrug-treatment cen­ ter. “ I reconnected with my spiritual­ ity,” he said. “ I realized that it had never turned from me. I had turned from i t It motivated me and became my rock.” “ I felt I wasn’t enough,” he con­ tinued. “ And I am enough. If I had loved me, I wouldn’t have gone through all those years of substance abuse. If you don’t love yourself, you have noth­ ing to hold onto.” Vereen said he still grieves and finds it hard to smile. “ Now, when I have a problem and find myself feeling anxious, a voice inside me says, This too will pass.’ When I’m going through trauma, the voice says, 'Y o u ’ve suf­ fered greater loss. This is nothing. Get up. 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