Sail on brother Jesse... Portland Obaarvar April TO. 1M0 Paga S By Nyewust Askari J Railroad Depot t Appliance Sales * Tonight is such an inadequate time tor me. Another Black man is dead, trim m ed, gone from this earth Kene...and a cold, bitter, A p ril rain beat against my kitchen window pane ■ w Jesse. Jesse HOURS WtMdo« S lo iS d A p ril 1980; there is rain, I com­ plain. but even a 1936 West German mud ca n't stop Jesse’ s feet from ‘bursting us into the select pages o f World History. Feet don 'tfa il him now. Jesse...a special Black man. Owens...a Black history maker, brought to me first by ABC . Something is very wrong here; a Black history maker on ABC racing against a horse! Feet don 'tfa il him now! On this day, ABC is H ilte r 1936, the horse is a 1936 German sprinter and we are 1936 fans cheering them on. How many are cheering fo r the horse? How many for Jesse? Feenie meenie my-nee moe You 'll never catch Jesse by his toe Feet d on ’t fa d him now! Oh Allah! forgive me for my trans­ gressions. For too many years, A B C /N B C /C B S educated me to dislike this great Black man. It was all about images; images o f a Black history maker reduced to racing against horses, against commericals, against pale faced, dog eat dog TV directors, and people like me who thought the 60s educated us to pass logical judgement against those whose Blackness we considered null and void. Allah! please let me know that you understand what I'm tryin g to ex­ press! W hat did I know? 1 d id n ’ t know anything about 1936, or what brother Jesse went through just to live thiough it all; Hilter, West Germany, and the thousands o f whites who had been told by Hilter that Jesse and his kind were “ Baboons” and the “ dregs” o f all humanity. I confess my ignorance. Times were hard then as now, but much harder then. A Black m an’ s chances o f survival against the Hitters o f the world were almost nil. So, what do I, a product o f the 60s understand about Jesse, a product o f 1936? We k ill our heroes too easily w ith in ­ tellectual bullshit. 1 was born in 1945, but it took until the late 60s fo r me to even realize that 1 was Black. Brother Jesse knew it back in 1936. A ll he wanted to do was run. A ll sister Rosie Parks wanted to do was sit at the front o f the bus; brother H. Rap Brow n ju st wanted justice ; M artin wanted justice for all; sweet Jimmy Lee just wanted a jo b so he could provide fo r his fam ily...Black history makers, tired o f walking, tired o f ta lkin g, tired o f standing while others o f a d iffe re n t c o lo r were allow ed to sit; ju st w anted to be B lack, understood and treated equally; just wanted to be known as dignified men and women and ended up being history makers. What do I know? I have yet to help write our h isto ry o r do som ething w orth remembering. Brother Jesse did both, on the up and down stroke. He just wanted to run, have some fun and win Gold Medals. As he so often said, “ at the time, 1 didn’t know anything about politics.” A t least he was honest. It would have been hard tor me to admit a lack o f political in­ sight. But, what do we really know about the politics o f haters, when we spend so much time trying to love? 1 confess my ignorance. The politics o f haters are the miseries o f lovers o f hum anity and brother Jesse never defined h im self otherwise. Never­ theless, me and others like myself, tried...oh how we tried! On any given day Jesse was this that and the other, but never a brother, never a history maker worth honoring. Allah forgive me for my transgressions. T o my parents, Jesse was the Muhummad A li o f 1936. A different kind o f A li, but a A li all the same. He was the firs t Black man to w hip Hilter. He didn’ t care about H ilte r’s madness, wasn’t afraid o f it at all, yet, here I am in 1980, experiencing deep fear whenever a police car drive slowspeed past my house, in the night time. There is knowledge to be learned here. Feet d o n ’t fa il me now. I see the sun now...feel strong...feel a strange breeze touching my face; feel love surging through my body; feel the need to claim this Black man and I w ill. I shall, fro m now on, honor our Black history makers, no matter the gap in time, no matter the difference in political paths. There is no way I could ever feel what brother Owens felt back in 1936 or in 1980. I will never really know the depth o f his trib u la tio n s , his loneliness, o r his yearning fo r a little understanding from brothers like myself. 728 N.E. KILLINGSWORTH 284-0906 1010 5 Rent to own New washer & dryer ALL THE NEWEST FEATURES m u lt i eye»» » w«W «"P*«“ ”« •actione • A u t o m a t ic w m l n a M o " 1 I d ry in g . 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