--OREGON CITY COURIER-HERALD, FRIDAY, JULY 19, 1901 1 HIS STEPS. "What Would Jesus Do?" By OTHRLES M. SHELDON. ICopyriK' ed mid published In book form by the A anoo PubliBhiug Co. ol Uiicago.J "This is a grand idea, Caxton, bnt right hrro is where I find myself hesi tating. I do not deny that the Christian disciple ought to follow Christy Bteps as closely as these here in Raymond hav tried to do, bnt I cannot avoid asking what the result will be if I ask my church in Chicago to do it. I am writing this after feeling the solemn, profound touch of the Spirit's presence, and I confess to you, old friend, that I cannot call up in my church a dozen prominent business or professional men who vould make this trial at the risk of nil that they hold dear. Can you do any bettor in your church ? What are wo to my that the church would not respond to the call, 'Come and suffer?" The mtual results of the pledge as obeyed here in Raymond are enough to make any pastor tremble and at the same time long with yearning tliatthoy might occur in his own parish. Certain ly, never have I seen a church so signal ly blessed by the Spirit as this ono. But am I myself reifdy to take this pVd;;e ? I ask the question honestly, and I tlrend to face an honest answer. 1 know well enough that I would havo to change very much in my life if I under took to follow his stops so closely I biivo cjilcd mysulf a Christian for iminy years. For the past ten years 1 have tnjoyed a life that has had compara tively little Bnfferinjr in it. I am hon ktliy I hay it living at a long distance from municipal problems and the life of tho ijoor, the degraded and the aban doned. What would the obedience to this pledge demand of me ? I hesitate to answer. My church is wealthy, full of well to do, satisfied people. The stand ard of their discipleship is, I am aware, not of a nature to respond to the call to suffering or personal loss. I gay, '1 m aware. I may be mistaken. I may havo erred in not stirring their deeper life. Caxton, my friend, I have spoken my inmost thought to you. Shall I go back to my people next Sunday .and stand np before them In my large city church and say, 'Let ns follow Jesus closer ; let ns walk in his stops, where it will cost us something more than it is costing us now ; let na pledge not to do anything without first asking, What would Jesus do?'. If I should go before them with that message, it would be a strange and startling one to them. But why t Are we not really to follow hiin all the way ? What is it to be a follower of Jesus? What does it mean to imitate him ? What does it mean to walk in his stops?" The Rev. Calvin Bruce, D. D., of tho Nazareth Avenue chnrch, Chicago, let Lis pen fall on the paper. He had come to tho parting of the ways, and his question, he felt snre, was the question of many and many a man in the min istry and in the church. lie went to his window and openod it He was op pressed with the weight of his convic tions, and he felt almost suffocated with the air of the room. He wanted to see tho stars and feel the breath of the world. The night was very still. The dock in the First church was striking mid night. As it finished a clear, strong voice down in the direction of the Roc tangle came floating np to him as if borne on radiant pinions: "Murt Jpuj bear the cross slons And ill world go (root Kol There's a cross (or every one. And there's cros for me." It was the voice of one of Gray's old converts, a uight watchman at tho packing houses, who sometimes solaced tils lonesome hours by a verse or two from soma familiar hymn Tho Rev. Calvin Druco turned away from the window, and after a little hesitation ho kneeled down. "What would Jesus do? What would Jesus do?'" Never hud ho yielded himself so fcijupletoly to tho Spirit's searching re fenling of Jesus, ilo was on his knees a long time Ilo retired and slept fitfully, with many awakenings. He rose before it was clear dnwn and threw open his window again As tho light in tho east grew stronger ho repeated to himself "What would Jesns do? What would fce do? Shall I follow his stops?" . The sun roso and flooded the city With its power. When shall tho dawn of a new discipleship nshor in the con quering triumph of a closer walk with Jesus? When shall Christendom tread move closely the path he made? It U the way the Master trod. Shall not Hie servant trriul It ittllf With this question throbbing through liis whole lieing the Rev Calvin Bruce went back to Chicago, and the great l-risis of bis CJiristinu life in the min istry suddenly broke irresistibly npon CHAPTER IX. SUitor, I will follow tlie whithersoever thou (font. The Saturday matinee at tho Audi torium in Chicago was just over, and tho nsual crowd was struggling to get to its carriage before any ono else. The Auditorium attendant was shouting out tho number of different carriages, and the carriage doors were slamming as f he horses were driven rapidly to the enrb, held there impatient by the drivers, who hud shivered long in the raw f!st wind, and thtn let go to plunge for a few mlnntes into the river of vehicles that tossed under the ele vated railway and finally went whirling off up the nveune. "Now, then, 0'.'4I" shouted the Au ditorium alteiuhiut. "Six hundred and twenty-four I" ho repeated as there dashed np to tho curb a splendid span Zlzlz attach "erria-) having tho monogram "(J. K. s. ' n fjilt letters (in Uiq panel of the door. Two girls stepped out of the crowi" toward the cirringe. Tlie older one ha: entered and taken her scat, and the sit tendant wr.a still holding the drr opti for the younger, who stood besitatin; on tho curb. "Come, F!icia! What are you wait ing for? I shall freeze to death I" callec the voice from the carriage. The girl outside of the carriage hast ily-nnpinned a bunch of English violets from her dress and handed them to a small boy who was standing shivering on the edge of the sidewalk, almost under the horses' feet. He took them with a look of astonishment and a "Thank ye, lady I" and instantly buried a very grimy face in the bunch of per fume. The girl stepped into the car riage, the dooi Bhnt with the incisive bang peculiar to well made carriages of this sort, and in a, few moments the coachman was speeding the horses rap idly np one of the boulevards. "Yon are always doing some queer thing or other. Felicia," eaid the older girl as the carriage whirled on past the great residences already brilliantly lighted. "Am I? What have I done that is qr.eer now, Rose?" asked tho other, looking up suddenly and turning her bead toward her sister. "Oh, giving those violets to that boy I He looked as if ho needed a good hot supper mora than a bunch of violets It's a wonder yon didn't invite him home with its. I thouldn't have been 8nrj-i-: d if you had You r.ro always dointf such queer things, Felicia." "Would it be queer' to invite a boy lika Hint to come to tho house and pet a hot supper?" Felicia asked the ques tion Foftly and almost as if she were alone. "Queer Isn't just the word, of course, " replied Rose indifferently. "It would be what Mine. Limit calls outre decidedly Therefore you will please not invite him or others like him to hot suppers because I enpgetcl it Oh. dear I I'm awfully tired. " She yawned, and Felicia" silently looked out of the window in the door. "The concert was stupid, and the violinist was simply a bore. I don't see how you could sit so still through it ail," Rose exclaimed, a little impa tiently t "I liked the music, " answored Felicia quietly "Yon like anything. I never saw a girl with so little critical taste." Felicia colored slightly, but would not answer. Rose yawned again and then hummed a fragment of a popular hong. Then she exclaimed aLruptly "I'm sick of r.lmost everything. I hopo tho 'Shadow's of London' will be esoitinr; tonight. " " 'The r'hudowH of Chicago I' " mur mured Felicia. " 'Tho Shadows of Chicago I 'The Shadownof London. ' the play, the gr:at drama with its wonderful scenery, the sensation of New York for two months You know we Lave a box with the De lanos tonight " Felicia turned her fnce toward her sister Her f.reat brown eves were very pxpreEEive and not r.ltogether freo from a sparkle of luminous boat. "Anil yet we never weep over the real thing en the actual stage of life What are fun shadows of London on the stage to the shadows of London or Chi cago as they really exist ? Why don't we get excited over tho facts as they aie?" "Because the actual people are dirty mid disagreeable and it's too mrib 1 bother. 1 suppose, " replied Rose care lessly "Felicia, you never can reform tho world. What's the use? We're not to blamo for the poverty and misery There t.svo always been rich and poor, vnd th"VO alwavs will lm Wh onilit to bo thankful we're rich." "Suppose Christ bad gone on that principle," replied Felicia, with nn usual persistence. "Do you remember Dr Drnce's sermon on that verse a few Sundays ago, 'For ye know the. grace of our Lord Jesus Christ, that, though he was rich, yet for our sakes he be camo poor, that ye through his poverty might become rich ?' " "I remember it well enough." said Rose, with some petulance, "And didn't Pr. Bruce go on to say that there was no blame attached to people who had wealth if they are kind and give to tho needs of the poor? And I am sure the doctor himself is pretty comfortably settled. Ilo never gives up his luxuries just because some people in the city go hungry. What good would it do if he did? I tell yon, Felicia, there will al ways bo poor and rich in spite of all we can do. Ever since Rachel has written about the queer doings in Raymond you have upset the whole family. Feo plo can't live at that concert pitch all the time. Yon see if Rachel doesn't give it up soon. It's a great pity she doesn't come to Chicago and sing in the Auditorium concerts, I heard today she had received an offer. I'm going to write and urge her to como. I'm just dying to kw er sing. " cellcia looked out of tho window and was silent The carriage rolled on past two blocks of magnificent private resi dences and turned into a wido drive way nnder a covered passage, and the sisters hurried into the honsa It was an elegant mansion of graystcme, fur nished like a palace every corner of it warm with the luxury of paintings, sculpture, art and refinement. The owuer of it all. Mr. Charles R. Sterling, stood before an open grate fire smoking a cigar. Ho had made his money in grain speculation and rail road ventures and was reputed to be worth something over two millions. His wife was a sister of Mrs. Winslow of Raymond. She had boon an Invalid for several years. Tho two girls, Rose and Felicia, were the only children. Roso was SI years old. fair, vivacious, educated in a fashionable college, just entering society and already somewhat cynical aud indifferent, a very hard young lady to please, her father eaid (ometluios playfully, sometimes sternly. Felicia was 19, with a tropical beauty' somewhat like her cousin, Rachel Wins low, with warm, generous impulses just waking into Christian feeling, ca pable of all sorts of expression, a puzzle to her father, a source of irritation to her mother and with a great, nnsur veyed territory of thought and action in herself of which she was more than dimly conscious. There was that in Felicia that would easily endure anyJ condition in life if only the liberty to act fully on her conscientious convic tions were granted her. "Here's a letter for you, Felicia," j said Mr. Sterling, taking it out of his pocket. Felicia sat down and instantly opened the letter, saying as she did so, "It's from RacheL" "Well, what's the latest news from Raymond?" asked Mr. Sterling, taking his cigar out of his mouth and looking at Felicia, as he often did, with half shut eyes, as if he were studying her. "Rachel says Dr. Bruce has been studying in Raymond for two Sundays and has seemed very much interested in Mr. Maxwell's pledge in the First church. " "What does Rachel say about her self?" asked Rose, who was lying on a conch almost-buried under half a dozen elegant cushions. ; "She is still singing at the Rectangle. Since the tent meetings closed she sings in an old hall until the new buildings her friend Virginia Page is putting np are completed. " "I must write Rachel to come to Chi cago and visit ua She ought not to throw away her voice in that railroad town npon all those people who don't appreciate her. " Mr. Sterling lighted a new cigar, and Rose exclaimed "Rachel is awfully queer, I think. She might set Chicago wild with her voice if she sang in the Auditorium, and there she goes on, throwing her voice away on people who don't know what they are hearing. " "Rachel won't come here unless she can do it and keep her pledge at the same time, " said Felicia after a pause. "What pledge ?" Mr. Sterling asked the question and then added hastily : "Oh, I know I Yes; a very peculiar thing that. Powers used to be a friend of mine. We learned telegraphy in the same office; made a great sensation when he resigned and handed over that ! evidence to the interstate commerce : commission, and he's back at his te- i legraphy again There have been queer , doings in Raymond during the past year. I wonder what Dr Bruce thinks of it, on the whole. I must have a talk with him about it " "He preaches tomorrow, " said Feli- cia. "Perhaps he will tell us something about it. " ' There was silence for a minute. Then Felicia eaid abruptly, as if she had gone on with a spoken thought to some invisible hearer. "And - what if he should propose the same pledge to the Nazareth Avenue church ?" ; "Who? What are you talking about?" asked her father, a little sharply. "About Dr Bruce. I say what if he should propose to our chnrch what Mr. Maxwell proposed to his and ask for volunteers who would pledge themselves to do everything after asking the qnes- tion, 'What would Jesus do?" "' "There's no danger of it. " said Rose, rising suddenly from the couch as the tea bell rang . "It's a very impracticable movement to my mind. " said Mr. Sterling sharply, I understand from Rachel's letter that the church in Raymond is going to make an attempt to extend the idea of the pledge to the other churches. If they succeed, they will certainly make great changes in the churches and in people's lives," said Felicia. "Oh, well, lrt'a have some tea first, " eaid Rose, walking into the dining room. Her father and Felicia followed, and the meal proeeoaea in silence. Mrs. Sterling had her meals served in her room. Mr Sterling was preoccupied. He ate very little and excused himself early, and, although it was Saturday night, he remarked as he went out that he would be down town late on some special business. "Don't yon think father looks very much disturbed lately?" asked Felicia a little while after ho had gone out. "Oh, I don't know I I hadn't noticed anything unusual, " replied Rose. After a silence she said "Are you going to tho play tonight, Felicia? Mrs. Delano will be here at half past 7 I think yon ought to go She will feel hurt if yon refuse. " "I'll go. 1 don 'i care about it. lean see shadows enough without going to the play. " "That's a doleful remark for a girl 10 years old to make," replied Rose, "but then you're queer in your ideas anyhow, Felicia If yon 're-going up to see mother, tell her I'll run in after the play if she is still awake " Felicia went np to see her mother and remain with her until the Delano carriage came. Mrs. Sterling was wor ried about her husband. She talked in cessantly and was irritated by every re mark Felicia made. She would not list en to Felicia's attempts to read even a part of Rachel's letter, and when Fe licia offered to stay with her for the evening she refused the offer with a good deal of positive sharpness. So Felicia started off to the play not very happy, but she was familiar with that feeling, only sometimes she was more unhappy than at other times. Her feeling expressed itself tonight by a withdrawal into herself. When the company was seated in the box and the asked Felicia after awhile. She had re enrtain was up, Felicia was back of mained in front of the drawing room the others and remained for the even-1 fire. ing by herself. Mrs. Delano as chaperon "No, " rerAied Rose from the other for a half dozen young ladies under - ... . .1 t,.i:..I. 1. X. A sioou r euvia weu rnougu w kuow wai she was "queer. " as Rose so often said. an 1 she made no attempt to draw her out of the corner, and so Felicia really experienced that uight by herself one of the feelings that .added to the mo mentum that was increasing the coining on of her great crisis. The play was an English melodrama j full of -startling situations, realistic , scenery and unexpected climaxes. There was one scene in the third act that im- j pressed even Rose Sterling. It was midnight on Blackfriars bridge. The Thames flowed dark and forbidding below St Paul's rose ' through the dim light, imposing, its dome seeming to float above the build j ings surrounding it. The figure of a child came upon the bridge and stood there for a moment, peering about as j if looking for some one. Several persons j were crossing the bridge, bnt in one of the recesses about midway of the river a woman stood, leaning out over the parapet with a strained agony of face and figure that told plainly of her in tentions. Just as she was stealthily mounting the parapet to throw herself into the river the child caught sight of her, ran forward, with a shrill cry more animal than human, and. seizing the woman's dress, dragged back upon it with all her little strength Then there came suddenly upon the scene two other characters who had already figured in the play, a tall, handsome, athletic gen tleman dressed in the fashion, attended by a slim figured lad, who was as re fined in dress and appearance as the lit tle girl clinging to her mother was mournfully hideous in her rags and re pulsive poverty These two, the gentle man and the lad, prevented the at tempted suioide, and after a tableau on the bridge where the audience learned that the man and woman were brother pnd sister the scene was transferred to. the interior of one of the. slum tene ments in the east side of London. Here the scene painter and carpenter had done their utmost to produce an exact copy of a famous court and alley well known to the poor creatures who make up a part of the outcast London hu manity The rags, the crowding, the vileness, the broken furniture, the hor rible animal existence rorcea upon creatures made in God's image, were so skillfully shown in this scene that more than one elegant woman in the theater,' Bested, like Rose Sterling, in a sump tuous box, surrounded with Bilk hang ings and velvet covered railing, caught herself shrinking back a little, as if contamination were possible from the nearness of this piece of painted canvas. It was almost too realistic, and yet it bad a horrible fascination for Felicia M sh.e there alone buried back in a cnsnionea seal aosorDea in tnougnts wax went far beyond the dialogue on the 8ta8a From the tenement scene the play shifted to the interior of a nobleman's palace, and almost a sigh of relief went np all over the house at the sight of the accustomed luxury of the upper classes The ' contrast was startling, a was brought about by a clever piece of stag- Ing that allowed only a few minutes to elapse between the slum and the palace scenes The dialogue continued, the actors came and went in their various roles, bnt npon Felicia the play made but one distinct impression. In reality the scenes on the bridge and in the slum were only incidents in the etory of "e play, but Felicia found herself living those scenes over and over. She had never philosophized about the causes of human misery. She was not old enough. She had not the tempera- ment that philosophizes. But she felt intensely, and this was not the first 'ime 81)6 bad felt the contrast thrust into her feeling between the upper and be lower conditions of human life It had been growing upon her until it had made her what Rose called "queer" and the other people in her circle of wealthy acquaintances called "very unusual It was simply the human problem in its extremes of riches and poverty, its refinement ana us vileness, wnicn was, in spite of her unconscious attempts to Btruggle against the facts, burning into her life the impression that would in the end transform her into either a woman of rare love and self sacrifice for the world or a miserable enigma to herself and all who knew her "Come. Felicia1 Aren't you going home?' said Rose The play was over, the curtain down, and people were go ing noisily out. laughing and gossiping, as if "The Shadows of London" was simply good diversion, as it was put on the stage so effectively Felicia rose and went out with the rest quietly and with the absorbed feel ing that had actually left her in her seat oblivious of the play's ending She was never absentminded. bnt often thought lierself into a condition that left her alone in the midst of a crowd.. "Well, what did you think of it?' isked Rose when the sisters had reached home and were in the drawing room. Rose really had considerable respect for Felicia's judgment of a play "I thought it was a pretty picture of real life " . "I mean the acting. " said Rose, an noyed "The bridge scene was well acted, especially the woman's part I thought the man overdid the sentiment a little. " "Dil yon? I enjoyed that And wasn't the scene between the two cous ins funny when they first learned that they were related ? But the slum scene was horrible I think they ought not to show such things in a play They are too painful "They must be painful in real life too, " replied Felicia. "Yes, but we don't have to look at the real thing Jt's bad enough at the theater, where we pay for it " Rose went into the drawing room and began to eat from a plate of fruit and cakes on tha sideboard. "Are you going up to see mother?" 1 room; "I won't trouble her tonight If .... - you go in, tell her 1 am too tired to be agreeable." So Felicia turned into her mother's room. As she went np the great stair case and down the npper hall the light Was burning there, and the servant who always waited on Mrs. Sterling was beckoning Felicia to come in. Time, now Place, J.M. Price's For Bargains Masonic Building POPE & CO. HEADQUARTERS FOR Hardware, Stoves. 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