OREGON CITY COURIER-HERALD. FRIDAY, FEBRUARY 8, 1901. 6 Edward Blake: College Student. IBy Charles M. Sheldon. 'i Continued from last Issue '""Dr. iHoyce, I came In here on pur iTpwe to ask you to allow Mr. Preston '& remain In college If possible. I Suave been graying for hlra all winter '. that he might be saved. A number of other men In the association are doing the -same 'thing. We feel deeply In- ferested In him. lie will be a man of ;great power If the Lord once wins him. t It Is a critical time with Preston, right t now, ; and It may prove the turning r point in his whole life." The president looked at Wheatou Jfclndly. ' "Then you beat' him no grudge for ols share In last night's destruction of ;jrour room." "No, sir; how can I? Are we not toH to love our enemies? Besides, 1 dp not regard Preston as by any means : titte 'worst -of the sot In Hope. I bave : always had a personal drawing toward Mm, and there has not been a night for two years that I have not prayed for Itils conversion." The. president was silent again. Then I be turned to Edward. "Is that what you came to see me : about too?" ''Yes, sir," replied Edward In a low voice. -"That Is, I-to tell the truth, I rfijitvllv knew n.t flrat whnr T jmittia atap for. But I want Willis to stay and ' have another chance. I don't feel quite i- easy about my part. I haven't kept my promise to his mother as I ought." It cost Edward Blake more than the . president could smderstand to say all v that There was really a struggle . going on In him all the time over his -wn duty to Willis. If he pleaded with .the .president not to discharge him from . college, there was Miss Seton, who i and then-his own relations to Willis what could he do more than he had done? The president sat eying the two . young men thoughtfully. "I had fully made up my mind be t fore you came Jn to advise the faculty i that Preston be dismissed once and for sail. .What Mr. Wbeaton has said, illake,' changes my views somewhat. 'What. -you have said changes them -vnore. Of course, you understand I am 'powerless to remit all punishment; Hiat 'would .not be fair. Mr. Preston deserves suspension, at least, for his :promlso this-41mt his case shall be rartfully considered, and, If possible 'without Injustice to others, he shall be tallowed to continue his course." -'.Wbeaton thanked the" president and veoms to go. Edward, knowing bow busy h1m president always v .is, rose also. "Walt a minute, Blnke, please. I "vftlif n word with Tnii".u'Hn Id thn nroal. dent. And Edward sat down again as .Wbeaton wcnt out. "1 want to ask another thing about ;your relations to Preston. You have snot been rooming together now for sev--eral weeks. Do you think you could slielp him by going back and resuming your old relations?" "I might," Edward answered slowly. "Then I would say by nil means go Shack to him." "That Is, supposing he wants me to oome bark." "Of -course," replied the president -quickly. "I do not know how he feels toward you. That Is for you to And out. Hut If tho faculty of the college are to help Preston we must ourselves be helped by any of the students who ' have It In their power to use good In fluence. Besides, you said you felt as If yon hnd not quite kept your promise to his mother." "Yes, sir, 1 said It, and I can't help tflocllng that I might do more." "Whatever that Is, Blake, I rely on : you to do," Raid the president gravely an he turned to his papers on his desk. "Don't forget that the future destiny tf soul may rest with you to deter- mine." And Edward, with this Inst sentence lmnresNed almost painfully on his mind, went out of the olllee. lie walked slowly over to his room, -went in and sat down by his table. He was really having a light over bis per noiial Inclinations and his sense of what he really owed to Willis and bis mother at this particular time. He . really did not cure to room with his v old chum again. He bail come to like vthc quiet of rooming alone. lie had Krave doubts concerning bis Influence over Willis In the matter of drinking, although he was obliged reluctantly to confess that he had probably not ex erted all bis Inlluenee to Us full limit. - Hut all through bis conflict of feeling ' he could not shut out the generous side of Willis' nature, and certain passages 8n Mrs. Preston's letters at different times appealed to hint. At Inst he got up n:ul went out and . crossed over to Iiankin ball. The living room was In great con f fusion, and there was an open trunk i standing near Willis' bedroom door. ISdward did not see any one and at .first thought that Willis was not In. 3ut as' he took a step Into the room a number of articles, Including a hair ' Itrush, a pair of tennis shoes and a inweater. were llurown out ef the bed room toward the trunk. The sweater .and the halrfcrush dropped Inside, but he shoes missed and fell on the other lde of the trunk near a number of .-.other tblugs that bad evidently beeu : flung near the middle of the room lu 'fin same way. Suddenly Willis ap- eared Jit his liedromii Un; with an r armful of thing;. A:; lie caught sight ward be pulled r.p in, her hastily, n threw the whole armful In a the trunk. - "What are you doing?" asked Ed- the entire college listened with' an In ward, rather unnecessarily. tense Interest never before shown for Willis laughed boisterously. . any of the previous talks. , "Don't you see? I'm getting ready to "The existence of war in this age of 'abandon Hope,' to quote from Dante, the world," began the president "i I'm going to anticipate being fired by going off before the trigger Is pulled, as the gun said to the little boy who thought It wasn't loaded, Goodby scholars, goodby school, goodby Prexy no, I don't think the rest of it Is right to say. He's always treated me square enough. I'm the one that's been a fool." . Edward walked over to the table and sat down on one corner of it. "I came in to see you about matters generally. I don't think you need to .leave college." "Why, Is Wheaton circulating a peti tion to have me. stay, so he can bave the pleasure of my company?" "Not quite that, but he has begged the president not to dismiss you from the college." "How's that?" asked Willis In evi dent astonishment. Edward told him about the scene In the president's study and what Wheat on had said. Willis listened with In creasing emotion. "Well, Wheaton is square. He's worth a hundred thousand men like Rankin, with his money and his sneak ing, stingy ways. And after we bad pulled bis room to pieces too; seems like a lot of sympathy wasted on the wrong party, though, don't you think? Did you say he was praying for my soul?" Edward repeated Wheaton's words as nearly as he could recall them. "It looks as If his prayers hadn't been heard very much, as far as I'm concerned, doesn't It? But I didn't do ! the work on the tower. I'm not quite o bad as all that." Here Willis con fessed to Edward the truth about his statement that he was the guilty par ty. "Honest, now, I don't want to be kicked out of college Just now. It will Just about kill mother. I don't care for myself, but I hate to deal her the last and hardest blow of all." And, to Edward's surprise, Wllls put bis head down between his knees and gave a sob that was the result of being un nerved generally over the events of the last 24 hours. After an awkward silence of several moments Edward managed to say: "There's another thing I came to see you about. I haven't kept my promise to your mother that I would do any thing I could for you. That was before she went out to San Francisco last falL Do you want me to come back here and room with you?" "Not if you're coming back Just out of pity for me." replied Willis, lifting his head and staring hard'at Edward. "Not pity, but because I want to." "Come on, then," said Willis, his face changing. Then be added: "What's the use? I'm fired, anyway." "No, you're not The president same as said that Wheaton's statement changed the case against you. I tell you, Willis, If you will let drink alone and cut the set you've been going with and steady down to bard work, you can finish your college course with credit." Willis got up from the trunk and began to walk up and down through the room, tramping over the articles scnttered on the floor. "I'll do it!" he exclaimed, excitedly. "I'll turn out a credit to mother and you yet. Since you left me I, haven't given a row of burnt brnss plus whether I went to the devil or not But If you come back, and Prexy lets me off, I'll show you what 1 can do!" he repented, with increasing excitement, as Edward sat silent looking at him. If Wheaton had been present he would probably have said to Willis: "Will you do all this on your own strength? Don't you need divine help to overcome your passions? Aren't you afraid these good resolu tions will fall you when you are se verely tempted?" And most of the boys In college would have called him a crank for saying It. Edward kept still, because be bad no higher standard for moral strength than Willis had. At last Willis quieted down, and Ed ward aud be talked over the whole matter of rooming together ngalu. i Edward finally agreed to come over the next day, anil when he went out Willis was soberly picking up his things and straightening out his room. The whole affair In which Willis had figured was settled at last by the summary dismissal from college of three of the worst men In It, against whom It was finally proved that they bad been guilty of the picture paint ing. A few others were suspended. Willis aud half a dozen more were called before the faculty aud severely reprimanded and compelled to make good the furniture aud other articles destroyed In Wheaton's room. Willis himself and one or two others apolo gized to Wheaton personally, and the atmosphere of Hope college cleared up generally with the elimination of some or its worst elements. Then Edward and Willis resumed their old life together. It was not quite the same, however. For awhile Willis attended strictly to his college work and kept good hours, and Ed ward could tlml no fault with him on that score. Hut as the term went on there were many little tilings that an noyed Edward and made Willis' com pany unpleasant. He bore It all silent ly and kept very busy with Ills work. Nevertheless, more than once he wish ed lie was rooming alone and almost repented blni of his own overstrict Interpretation of duty. It was about tills time that Prsl dent Koyce began bis chapel talks on war, which attracted attention out side of the college owing to the Inter est of the world not only In the con flict In the Philippines, but for the war In the Transvaal betweenEugland and iuv cuuu u-fuum-s. i m- nwin tit- bate In the college between Edward and Wilson had also excited a good "' ,ut" presment announced one Friday that he would oegui a cnnpci utiu on war in genera; , reasonable evidence that we are. as a woria, stin cunging io me oaronrous 'Tm getting ready to 'abandon Hope,' to quote from Dante." methods of might, rather than living according to the golden rule or the ser mon on the mount. To quote from one of our American men of letters: "This 1 a mad world "The great church crowded. "The ancient, torn battleflags are hung high on the walls, where the dusty red and yellow raya from the atainetl windows strike them. "The monuments of generals who died fighting took down at the multitude, among whom we see here and there uniformed soldiers from the garri son. "And the priest drones, 'But 1 say unto you yve your enemies; do good to them that hct J u, and whosoever shall smite thee on thy right Sieek turn to him the other also.' "Yet no one amilea but the devil. K. H. Crosby. "Or to quote again from an English newspaper, published in London: "OUR BLOODY WORK IN SOUTH AISl6A. "We are not all mad with the war fever. Some If us are still sane. We see through the mist cf Ilea and know that there ia murder being perpe trated. "When passing along the streets, we read the flaming newspaper posters, 'Brilliant Work,' 'Splendid Cavalry Charge,' 'Boers Cut to Pieces,' and the like headlines; we aee men hurling mis liles of concentrated deatructiveness at ttoir fel low men or rushing at each other thrusting their cold steel into their f el Iowa' quivering, sensitive bodies; we see them falling, lying on the ground, to be trampled underfoot, Weeding to death; we do not aee an; glory. It matters nothing to ua whether the killed and the wounded are British filHIav nw U...H tlAu a !..-...... 'nl1. -f 'Boer treacheryl'' On both sides the'war is tree- wn against humanity. It is all unmitigated ear igery and diabolism, the work of darkmss and delusion. There may be a little more or a little leas military etiquette on this side or on that, but ttiquette does not disguise the. Bav.igery to any one that remains aane. When a nubile from one of our naval guna cornea crashing alon?, it doea Dot stand on ceremonlea. It kills eveibdy with in reach. That is war. From brotherhxl, Lon don, December, 1608. "War Is the argument of the s ivoge, not of the civilized man. It Is hie re: sort of brute force because one fide c the other or both have not -iioiij.h Christianity In them to be ' wlir.pyjt.-i find brotherly ways and uieansVut ;v i a difficulty other than physical force, which Is contrary to God's bigtrr law and always results in euormotA loss ! and misery. "A glance at the cost of wr will give us some Idea of the awful, waste of life and property which this' un christian method of settling human disputes entails. "Take the cost of a war vess. lika j the Oregon, $3,701,777, and that only a small Item to begin with, for the cost of equipment, ammunition, pay tor its officers and crew, cost of moving It or even of letting It lie Idle In any port, is something enormous. The coal bill of Admiral Dewey for one month two years ago was $81,672. During our brief war with Spain In Cuba we spent $17,748,385 for additional vessels to use as transports, ferryboats, supply ships, etc. A Biugle gun with U; i oi"t ensts as high as 80,000, and it jir.i'o to -j seem that Christ's teach iug meant auy fire it each time. The to:;i ( peusvs j tliiu.-,'. veil lss of lile. rather lima a of the Spanish war lu Cv: '. or t'ir ' reru -t force, to lirnte violence, in or Unlted Stales are c'illieult o .'wicia", j d"r to ;:.iin our ends, but for every day of thai var ;f g v- j "War has changed the history of the eminent paid out fmio.ouo. if e mil ! world more than ail its luvcutious or to that the destructlou uf public aud j private property. It would be safe to say that for every 21 hours during the war In Cuba over !jit;oo,uuo was practi cally consumed. Aud. In addition, for several weeks after the war actually closed this same expenditure wtmt on, owlug to the expenses Which tk war Involved, for sustenance of troops, etc.. which continued Just the sams as If war were lu progress. "The eutire amount of money paid out by the United Stales during March, April, May, June, July aud Aupist of 1808 was $08,000,000. AH this money, remember, was expended to lestroy life and property. No matter wont the cause of a war may be, whether It Is for freedom or rights or auythlig else, the expense Is the same. Aud that is all we are discussing now. A Jauuou fired In defeuse of oue's connt.'y kills t0 equip and maintain Its navies and and destroys Just the same is ouo armies shall be used lu producing food fired lu couquest of tyraiiuy. b ia the aud clothing and the things that bu awful waste of property tint war nianlty ueeds for Its comfort aud prog brings that makes It such a fearful : ress; when the whole earth shall be way of settliug huniau quarreh. The A"1'1' ,,ot the 'glory of war,' fur wars of the world have draliwl it uf the 'glory of war' Is the glory of the vast resources aud left ji ieacy of lowest pit, but with the glory of the pauperism and bankruptcy ami suffer- Lord, who came into this world to lug that ages cannot make good. Na- teach men that they were brethren aud poleon's wars cost ICurope over JiG.Goo,- ; ought to live together In lovo." 000,000 and 1.000.000 lives. Tuc Cti- There was a good deal of discussion mean war of ouly two years tost $1,- over this talk of the president's, and 500,000,000 and 000.000 lives. These the college was divided In Its sentl 000,000 bodies laid side by slil would moots. But there was a growing uum extend In nu uubroUen line from bore ber of students who began to look at to Chicago. The l'tanco-Cernan war CO.St U tilird of till IHWll, I.V.,n.J , m U1K.tl alld disabled, over '.mo 000 lives, aud au expense of $1,500,000,000. "Our civil war. begluulng to IStiO, cost us $2,500,000 a day for tlv yt.ars! it cost us tu actual, direct outlay $U.- 400.000.000. and counting deduction , t0 ,... llorth and south tmnnn. wv.wv wuuiu unruly euvvr I in? cost, U ....... 1 I I. .....It,. sum representing luady oiteiou U ti : witire valuatlou of the United St ue in I iS,;0. single battles In that .rU- eosi )u jVe8 p mo lue thoi;s u.uu. Bull Bun, o.uw, oouon, 24,000; Gettysburg, 55,000, on" both sides; Vlcksburg. 31.'-" 000; the Wilderness. 38.000; Stone's Bun, 37,000. The entire number of northern soldiers killed was not far from 350.000. If every man killed In the civil war naa naa a private runerai, the hearses would bave made a solid line from New Ycrk to San Francisco. Add to these killed all the losses in cidental in the families that were be reaved and beggared find you have only one of the awful chapters which war has always written In the history of a sinful world. In the last century It' Is estimated that Christian nations have destroyed $20,000,000,000 worth of property and killed 5,000,000 men. Put these men In single file and they would make a procession that would stretch clear across the United States from Portland, Me., to Los Angeles, Cal., and It would take them two months to march past a given point, marching day and night without rest These figures have been complied by Hon. Frank A. Vanderllp. assistant secretary of the United States treas ury, and George B. Waldron. "And yet these statistics of war do not begin to tell the story of the brutal education of men made in God's Im age, xne sorrow ana me nnguisn and the havoc wrought by all the long list of succeeding events that follow every war are simply appalling. This re sort to brute force Inevitably leads to horrors that are Indescribable In their effect upon body and soul. Read the detailed accounts of some of the bat tles recently fought in the Philippines and South Africa, and we are sioff tied by the mere reading. "But some one may say: 'Some wars are surely Justifiable. Those wars that were waged for human freedom, like ur own for independence, and, again. In order to defend the Union these wars must have been necessary and right' "But even If we grant that certain wars like these bave better reason for being waged than other wars, war Itself as a method of settling disputes Is never the Christian way of doing It. In other words, In -any war that the world ever saw, one nation or another, one side or another, was to blame for resorting to war It is easy to see that a nation or a person unjustly as sailing another is more to blame than the one assaulted, and under certain well known and undisputed conditions a nation or an Individual might be 'jUrttlQed in protecting Self against SS- sault, even as we would be Justified In resisting the murderous attack of an Insane man or a mad dog ff we or oe.r dear ones were in danger from their attacks. "But it is doubtful If the Christian nations have ever, done all In their power to avoid war,' even war of the kind that might be called a war of self defense. The more .Christian the nations become the less and less even outward excuse for war can be found. England was too far advanced alonx tue line of Christian knowledge and training to provoke the war with ber colonies. It was an Inexcusable war from her standpoint. England today has no righteous excuse worth naming for carrying on the war In South Afri ca. It is a monstrous proposition to advance that In this age of the world, with all England's Christian knowl edge and training by the Prince of Pea ?e, there was a necessity to precipi tate war In order to settle the compar atively unimportant differences that existed between her and the Dutch re publics. Granting that the Injusticecom plnined of wa..i all It ns lie:n ehiii.i ed. still It could nut Ivy any p:isililiity Justify war in liie si;:l;l of God or men. Can we Imagine Christ exhorting bia disciples to wage wir for such a cause? It is easier for r.s to Imagine him saying ;!aiu ns lie said when on enrth Turn the o'lier cheek ' It would IU arts. It has kept the world back in barbarism and educated It Hi cruelty It has wiped out whole peoples living lu a chosen life of peace. It has carried wrong aud kIu and shame and loss Into countless homes aud hearts. It Is a thing abhorred of God and directly contrary to the teachings of his Sou, the Prince of Peace. To speak and sing and act In Its behalf Is to keep alive a spirit that ought to be no more a part of the civilized life of humanity. God speed the day when the battleship shall rust at the wharf, and the bij guns Blmll be silent so long that the birds shall build their nests In theu,: when the vast armies that stand ns a drain to a country's real need shall be sent home to till the fields ami till the shops of useful industry: when the fabulous sums now spent by the world the subject as the president did. Among those was Edward. There was some thing lu his heart and miud that re sponded with real feeling to the presi dent's presentation. Willis had begun to fall back into his old ways agaiu. There was no excuse for hint. But Edward bore with ev erything up to a certain point with al most Christum patience. Willis had not beguu bis former card playing In the room, but Edward soon learned that he was meeting almost every n'ght either with one of the boys In the upper hall or at the old society rooms down town. He did not seem to be actually drunk when be came in very late from these occasions, but Edward knew be bad been drinking, and the first time he awticed it he spoke to him about It. "You remember. Willis, what you agreed to do if 1 came back? You promised to let tbe stuff alone." "Well, haven't I?" asked Willis, with tome indignation. , "No, you know you've been drinking lately." "Nothing but a little beer," replied Willis doggedly. "You've been drinking," repeated Ed ward slowly. "And you know one con dition of my coming back was that you let every kind of drink alone." Willis went over to the window and began to whistle. Edward boiled up Buddenly, as he did once In a great while. , "If you break your word with me again, you know what I shall do." he exclaimed, and his usually quiet, al most stolid, face fairly blazed with passion. "All right," said Willis briefly, not turning around. Then after a moment of silence he faced Edward with a queer look. "I may not stay in college another year. I've got a plan for' the future that may mean leaving here for good. So I won't bother you very much lon ger." And then, to his great surprise, Wil lis sat down near his table and said:. "Ned, old boy, I have, made a big fool of myself, but. I'm going to turn over a new leaf, and 1 don't want you to go back on me. You won't, will you?" "You've turned over so many new ieaves that I don't have much faith In you." "I don't blame jou, Ned. But honest ginger, I mean it this time. Want to tee what I can do? Just watch me or the rest of the term." Edward made no answer, and Willis ppened his books and began to study. It was after this scene that Edward received a great surprise in1 the shape of a remarkable letter from Mrs. Pres ton. Willis had been even better than his word. He had cut entirely loose from bis fast friends, bad stopped going out nights, and to the real astonish ment of Edward he had applied him self with zeal to his studies. Not a man In all Hope could have excelled Willis at that time for real, downright, hard, faithful study. He was agreea ble, too, so much so that Edward be gan to have a pleasure In anticipating the Intervals between study and reci tation, periods when be could talk with Willis and especially hear him describe events In his short army experience. Willis was a good talker, and when he chose to do so he knew how to make himself very agreeable. The girls, with most of whom Willis was a great favorite, always spoke of his manners as fascinating, and he seemed to be especially gifted in this direction during that short time immediately following his last talk with Edward and his promise of reformation.. . Edward opened Mrs. Preston's let ter to him, expecting a line or two of thanks for his continued Influence over Willis. He had received a long and very gratefully worded letter nt the time he went back to room with Wil lis and one or two short letters since that time. But be bad read only a short dis tance when he was startled by some news that upset him completely: I feel that It ia only right to tell you something of Willis' future Diana, even it he haa not tw flded everything to you. And f am quite 'ure he will forgive me it I speak a word in his behalf. It may be no secret to you that Willis haa al ways thought a great deal of your aister Freeda. Before he Bailed for the Philippines he confessed to me that he loved her and Imped some day to marry her. When he waa at tii-me, after the losfl of his arm, I found this feelitig had undergone no change, unless to become even more emphatic. You know he carried that little volume of poems with him through all the fighting around Manila. There is no question that his feeling tor your sis ter is more than a fancy. It is a real, deep, hon orable feeling that 1 am sure lias helped to keep hiit: from much that ia evil. flow what I am about to say may take you by surprise; but for tlte sake of Willis 1 pray that you will not dismiss it as unworthy ot your lh nghu Willis is determined to leave college this sum mer and enter a business to which his uncle in New York has invited him. It Is really a very good position for a young man, with an assured salary and a prospect of promotion. Willis is competent to do the work required. My brother wants him to become a member of the firm eventually. This la what 1 hesitate to tell you, but it is what I want you to consider calmly. Willis wants your sister to leave college, to marry him and go to New York to live. Foolish aa this sounds at first, as 1 have already told him, there is some thing to be said for it. In the first place, Willia la older than the average college atudent, and so ia your sister. The loss of the college course is a serious thing to consider, but other young people bave occasionally done this, and they have had happy, useful homes. Of course thtre la the mat ter of your sister's feeling. I know nothing about her thought of Willis. Probably you do. My only thought of the matter Is that if she does care enough for my aon to become his wife and leave her college course you will not dissuade her from it. Somehow I feel aa if Willis' future de pended on the wife he has. If he should be dis appointed here, there ia no telling There was a step outside, the door opened, aud Willis entered. "Hello, old man! What are you read ing?" he asked as he noted Edward standing by the window with tbe letter In bis hand. "A letter from your mother. Want to hear It?" asked Edward grimly. "Yes, go ahead," replied Willis, care lessly sitting down at his own table ind putting bis feet up on it, as bis' custom was. A Fireman's Close Call. "I stuck to my enflne, although everv joint ache i and every nerve was racked titb pain," wiites C. W. Bellamy, a lo comotive fiieman, of Burlington, Iowa., "I was weak and pale, wi'bout any ap petite and all run down. As 1 was about lo give up, 1 got a bottle of Elec tric ftitlets, and, alter taking it, I felt a.- well s I ever did in my life " Weak, s ckly, run down people a!aggnin new life, stiengtb and vigor fiom their use. 1'iv them. SSatisfaciou (juaraoleed by 50 cents. " CHAPTER XII. Edward began the reading of Mr;. Preston's letter In a low voice, but , '1'a I good deal of excitement. He was deeply roused by what she had writ ten and tremendously angry with "Wil lis, although if he had been asked to tell exactly why, he might not have been able to tell very clearly. v He read the letter entirely through without once looking up, and Willis listened In silence without changing his position. When Edward finished and looked over at him, he was evi dently angrier than ever, for he sud denly walked over to Willis and ex claimed harshly: "What business have you to be think ing of such a thing as this?" "Hcito. old man. what are you readinnT" Willis took hift f?ct dojvn from the ta ble and looker m Edward quietly. His answer parti.,' calmed Edward, who never remained angry .or excited very long at a time. "I have no business to be thinking of it If I have no business to care for a girl whom 1 bave always honored In my thought" "You have not honored her in your thought. If you had, you would have stopped drinking and going with the fast crowd all this time." Willis turned pale, and for a mo ment Edward thought he was going to strike him with bis clinched fist 1'hen he turned bis face away and re marked In a low voice: "That's true enough. At the same time, I've said the same thing to my self. I know this is true also. If I bave ever had a good thought for the last two years, it is due to her. That much, at least Is to be said of my feel ing for her." "At the same time, this is impossi ble," continued Edward, striking the letter with his hand. "I don't know whether it is or not It depends altogether on your sister to say." "I shall have something to sayabouJL It," retorted Edward, his passion ris ing again. "You will not have anything to "say If she actually cares enough to go with me." "She doesn't care for you, and never will!" said Edward almost savagely. "You don't know," replied Willis quietly. Edward was silent a moment He did not know anything about Freeda's feelings in tbe matter. Since bis own unexpected feeling for Miss Seton he bad come to learn that in cases of love people could not always determine with mathematical certainty Just what a person might do under certain condi tions. On the point of Freeda's proba ble action he was really Jn doubt Only ! it seemed like a monstrous proposition for Willis to entertain or for Freeda to : consider for a moment. I "There is one way you can find out," ! Edward ventured to say. "Yes, and I Intend to find out pretty soon too." "1 can't wish you success," replied Edward, as be walked back to bis own table. As be sat down he added lu a milder tone: ; "Willis, of course I don't need to say that I believe It would be a calamity for my sister to marry you. She has been brought up in an entirely different world. She is poor; you are rich. She is a church member; you nre not. She . has a perfect horror, as I have, for all the vices that are familiar to you. You could not make ber happy." "I could, If she loved me as I love her." "It's impossible. You are too far apart even to sympathize with each other. Besides, she never will care for you as long as 'you continue to drink and gamble." "But I've quit all that. Haven't I shown you that I can master myself? Haven't I lived all straight enough lately? And all for ber sake too?" Edward did not reply. He had little faltb in the spasms of Willis' reform. "Can't I live down the past all right? Is your sister never going to marry any one but au out and out saint? There are mighty few of 'em among the men." "I don't think it does auy good to talk about It. 1 have my opinion, and It wou't change. One thing I'm very confident of. and that is that Freeda will never care anything for you. She Is here in college to get an education. She Is uot old enough to get married. She is the last person in the world to think of such a thing. It is all as ab surd as it can be." To be continupd. Rev Sh:ldons famous story, ''In His Steps" will soon appear in this paper