For your Deck, Cedar Siding, or Log Home... FROM THE L0I1JER LEFT CORNER Uic to r ia S to p p ie llo A Wood Finish that Works in All Kinds o f Weather Sunlight and water rub wood of its natural strength and beauty DEFVs unique water-based formula penetrates deeply to keep wood moisture-free and has powerful sunscreens to block damaging UV rays. This is a Mother's Day g ift for someone I hold most dear. She requested words. This is fo r her: In the long landscape o f time, my days floated by like dandelion parachutes in the August air. As a young man, I scarcely nodded at the crests and valleys o f experience. Now, in the fullness o f the late seasons o f my life, the whispers and rumors o f finitude shape and tint each passing hour. I am like a Japanese diner presented w ith a beautifully arranged meal o f fugu fish. The artistry, colors, textures, and flavors intensify under the shadow o f extinction. I am at last able to recognize those crystalline days o f soft spirit and sublim ity as I live them. The w riter Annie D illard says these insights, these epiphanies, can come to those who wait fo r it, but it is always "a g ift and a total surprise." "I cannot cause light," she writes. "The most I can do is try to put m yself in the path o f its beam." I want to thank you fo r sharing one special day in May with me under that beam o f light. K urt Vonnegut, in his book Timequake. speaks o f his uncle Alex. "M y uncle Alex Vonnegut...taught me something very important. He said that when things were really going well we should be sure to notice it. "He was talking about simple occasions, not great victories: maybe drinking lemonade on a hot afternoon in the shade, or smelling the aroma o f a nearby bakery, or fishing and not caring i f we catch anything or not, or hearing somebody all alone playing a piano really w ell in the house next door. "Uncle Alex urged me to say this out loud during such epiphanies: 'I f this isn't nice, what is?"' Our day together was one o f those occasions when all the Fates conspire, a Prussian blue sky and enchantment afoot in the ether, moments that break the spirit's sleep. And best o f all, I knew it. The events unfolded like the petals o f an orchid, subtle, perfumed w ith emotion. We walked quietly in the Japanese Gardens. You held my hand. N o one has ever done that. We sat in the spring sunlight in front o f the pavilion, a caravanserai fo r lodging dreams. Two fallen petals floated past in a clear stream, swirled and touched, pirouetted together and fused. Later we dined on the foods o f the East: squid, Jasmine rice, curries, coconut m ilk, Thai prawns. A t a concert, the tender voice o f the Islands, the slack-key guitar, sang poems o f a people's hearts. It was the nicest day I ever had, and I knew it. Y.. h M a < r .d iiO i? G ourmet P izz A A selection of OREGON WINES A fine BEERS always on hand. | ?’ W hat I learned on my spring vacation W e awoke to a downpour yesterday morning, a steady spring rain that makes the grass grow, seeds germinate, and slugs proliferate, it felt like a good morning Io have a small fire in the woodstove. Because we recycle all the paper we can, we have a small refuse container in (he kitchen for "bumables" that can't be recycled, and that's what we use to start fires We're getting to the time o f year when w«xxl stove fires are unnecessary, and those small paper bags o f waste have to go in the trash and eventually to the land fill. So, the psychological warmth o f a fire this morning seemed attractive, especially since I'd he able to utilize that little bag of sales slips, butter wrappers, and so forth »— H it the fire. A few minutes later I came hack into the living room and was startled by the warmth emanating from the wixxlstove. You see, we've been away fix three weeks, working on the Central California coast near San Luis Obispo. 'i'ou're probably thinking, quite accurately, that the weather there was warm and dry , w ith spring further along than here, a thousand miles further north. Indeed it was California poppies, bush lupine, ceanothus, and various sages cloaked the hillsides and jierfumed the air. It's true the climate is warmer there, but w hat really made the difference was that we stayed in a passive solar, timber frame and straw bale construction guest house That house didn't get cold, nor did it get hot It was roughly the same nxxlerate temperature all the time, w hether the outside temperature was close to 80 degrees in the afterntxxi. or below 40 at night. And, there was no furnace or wood stove. The cottage interior temperature was very' stable, warmed by the sun striking a concrete floor, and that warmth insulated by the straw bale walls, which provide a minimum o f R-29 insulation, superior to the Washington energy axle's R-21. The point is that I could feel a palpable difference—no cold spots in the house, no hot spots, no drafts. The cottage was designed and built by a couple o f sophisticated architects at the San Luis Obispo Sustainability Croup as an adjunct to their home and offices. Ken Haggard and Polly Cooper's complex has received national attention for its implementation o f solar heating and cooling, solar and low-head hydro electrical generation, straw hale construction, and natural daylighting employing sky I ids, light shelves and other techniques. In other words, we were living in a mixlel of sustainable design for a couple weeks, and now 1 lixik at our wixxlstove differently. As much as I enjoy its dry heat and a>zy tradition, I'm thinking there's got to be a better way, even in this climate with less sun and more rain. I know that in Northern Germany, they're experimenting with transparent insulation—yes, walls that allow light into the house while insulating it far better than our double or triple-pane windows. I know that with new construction, we could have higher levels o f insulation, w hether conventional baits or straw bale, than in our retrofitted 1895 house, which already uscs60T less energy than most new houses built in Washington. I'm also reminded that the oldest building in Nebraska is built o f straw bales covered with stucco, so it's got me thinking. When we left on this "sabbatical," I expected to enjoy the weather, the people, and learn a few things while my husband made some money working with his long time Inends and colleagues at the Sustainability Croup. I didn't expect to come back with an uneasy feeling, a slight dissatisfaction with what we've done so far with our own home. I'm starting to dream o f a passive solar house—yes, it'll work here on the Northwest coast, with just a little help from a wixxlstove—plus a courtyard facing south, protected from our summer northwest winds. And the little creek that sang by the San Luis Obispo cottage, that would be nice too. The Professional Solution For Wood ♦ Highlights the Natural Beauty o f Wood ♦ Will Not Flake or Peel ♦ Easy to Apply and Maintain Sun Country Log Home Store Tim ber and McMinnville, Oregon (800)827-1688 www.TheLogHomeStore.com IL L A M O O k I Ì e L A ù E > O O I< S NELW ^U^ELD B O O K ^ 150 A.VE.U, S l a s i QEL 7 Î7 -Î7 7 7 r- “ Money won’t buy happiness, but it w ill pay the salaries o f a large research staff to study the problem.” B ill Vaughan Come join us for dinner near the pounding surf at Laneda & Carmpl in Manzanita »MARINER MARKET« 503/368-5593. 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