THE P eace On lh e Brain ? Margi Curtis Penodieally a formidable pile of ransacked mail becomes stranded on my kitchen counter. Not a pretty sight, these ripped envelopes whose contents lie randomly discarded; perused and forgotten catalogues; unopened requests lor money. 1 take a deep breath and begin to read and sort in order to reclaim my workspace. I sil t through the wreckage ol junk mailings and Christmas cards. In the pile, amidst holiday messages of ‘Peace’, appears a nondescript w hite postcard with very small green type. Save or throw, 1 have to read it to decide. The name at the top is my oldest son’s. The title reads ‘Selective Sen ice Division’. Just a few seconds pass belore 1 realize that 1 am reading the remaining portion ol what, in my youth, was termed a “dralt card’. 1 sit down. My oldest child is now ollicially registered with the Federal Draft Board. My next thought is ol Eighth grade, when a tew ol us brazenly wore black arm bands, painted antiwar signs in the school artroom and marched around the track singing “Give Peace a Chance ". We had older brothers. Never since those y ears has the w ord ‘Lottery’ had a pleasant connotation to me. Next to his name are the numbers 4-10-78. That was the day heaven opened up to me, and shone in the endless brown eyes of my child. Here was the culmination of nine months’ discomfort and 18 hours of mind-numbing pain. This little being was alive next to me on that extraordinary day of birth. 4-10-78 are now the numbers w hich prove this man-child is 18, old enough to go to war tor his country. Old enough to kill or be killed. I have cultiv ated a v ision of myself, cloaked in a dark cape, my sons’ hands in mine, leading them to Canada in the night. Blast this “civilization” , its world wars, police actions, foreign contlicts, mutually assured destruction. This v iolence to attain peace, despite those Christian words; “He who lives by the sword shall die by the sword. 1 have seen their tragic faces, the mothers who stand at the military funeral, next to the casket. Their eyes are drained of life, their expressions are of deadpan resolve as they take the three-comered flag. The government thanks you for the use of your child. As my Vietnam Vet friend says, “It’s a sick world.” He watched those 18 and 19 year old guys die, under his command. For now, I am lucky. T here isn t, currently, a major war in progress. In 5 years my next male child will be on the list. 1 pray, hope and beg lor peace - much more than a word on a Christmas card. Cannon Beach In Coaster Theater Couriyard Established 1977 Featuring Northwest. 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