OREGON SAFE HUNTER by Mary Anne Radm acher Hersbey ¿unset ’ Oregon Safe Hunter* That s what the embroidered patch read Emblazoned with a nfte a handgun and the three words to become the seal of approval this assortment of thirty twelve year olds were qualified to safely wield a gun Presumably At least in Oregon < D inner tM p iu ¿ « rv e J 4;OO-5i3O paw. ¿ u ru tu y - ¿5^urs4u^. except h o iU u v* Every Thursday mght my Dad would join twenty nine other fathers in dropping me off at the National Rifle Association Club House and Rifle Range The difference between my father and those twenty-nine other fathers is that he was the only one dropping off a girl ASùinut (/runberry ¿luffed Chicken Brean of ¡luffed chicken. baked and topped »uh oranti* cream ¡auce $V 75 This would to be a sociological and cultural awakening of broad impact This class would not only shape how I was to view guns and their attendant ability ,0 take life but i, would open my eyes to some basic differences between men and women (in this setting, boys and girts) G r o u n d ¿ I H o in lender ¡teak. ground and cooled io perfection Served »uh muthroom Madiera tauce $& 75 ¿ o ie a (a AXuyjarrr Twenty nine students registered and were issued "hello my name is" tags with their first names filled in Tom Bill Jerry My badge read "Miss Radmacher* I liked it i d read stories of young ladies addressed as Miss so and so but this was my first real life exposure to the practice It marie me feel different special Boy howdy Was I right1 Fretti Oregon tele ¡teamed and topped with Bay thrimp A iobiter Hollandaue tauce $¡0 25 1 Q o u ry u l^ jn o n lenderknn of beef ¡auleed »uh muthroomt, garlic, and red »ine Totted »uh patta and terved »uh garlic loan $V 50 Several Thursdays of classes passed before the big day came when we actually got to handle the guns We had to study and test on Oregon gun law, safety procedures technical information, hunting etiquette and many other things which have elapsed my memory I paid attention to the instructor instead of sending spitwads and poking my classmates I placed lop in the class of all exercises ¿ e a fo o d h reth teafood tauteed »uh garlic in a th em ed muthroom cream ¡auce $11.75 "Miss Radmacher would be our test leader again this week * This announcement was greeted with groans (in unison) by the third class The response continued every week thereafter The instructor seemed not to hear Boys any of them even the homely ones the ones I knew might not be especially popular in their own sc hools the pimply faced boys didn't sit anywhere near me I consoled myself that I came here to learn how to shoot a gun so I could impress my dad not impress these boys I started coming earlier to class so at least I could be seated wheie l wanted when the class left me swimming in a pool of empty chairs and desks The instructor seemed oblivious to this phenomenon ‘ P ln n rrr Indude toup or salad. choice oj u a rd i, ■veyeuide of the day. and cojjee. Ira. or decaf. ‘ l^rs r’-vutlon» ¿u^jexted ^ W a y f a r e r - < V c u n j r o n t

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Q m non <(|eudi 4 5 6 ' 1108 The night finally came when we were each issued training rifles First we learned Io dismantle it and clean it and reassemble it Next I remember being taught how to walk holding the rifle comfortably facing the sate point - so as not to shoot myself or any of my companion hunters (of which I would m ust always have at least one It was like swimming One must always hunt with a buddy) The Thursday ot first target practice finally rolled around This night the Mrs Instructor was there The instructor announced his "lovely lady" was there in order to assist Miss Radmacher At the time I was puzzled I didn't understand why I needed a special tutor Years later I realized it was my burgeoning breasts that posed a training hazard tor the instructor since successful shoofmg relies heavily on the rifle buff being positioned property on Ihe chesushoulder ( ,<*r JMÌine A Hex k tiretti* PiMl Office Boi 6fl4 Cannon Heath, OR M/1 10 4 )6 -0 /4 4 4 1 6 -0 2 3 ) My instructor handled her rifle with a confidence, skill and gentleness which confounded me She knew something that would take me years to grasp ,0 compete with men especially in a traditionally male enterprise a woman must be superior in skill to even compete as an equal custom designing q u a lity handm ade jew elry SANDPIPI K SQUAMI. PO Box 101 • < am n Baa UPSTAIRS • • » Morthwest by Northwest (m llery 2 3 9 N o r t h H e m lo c k C annon B eech O re g o n 9 7 1 10 P O B ox 1021 5 0 3 /4 3 6 - 0 7 4 1 J O Y C E L IN C O L N . D i r e c t o r P aa fit 5lorth »est Contemporary A r id Craft Celebrating *th Year in Cannon Beach e ? { I f I I f I 11«SU LA U LK IC H l i t I D TILES A ID STEPP IBC STOIES The wood butt pressed into my fleshy shoulder and my hands tentatively grasped Ihe cold metal She taught me to view the whole target how to sight how to breathe out before polling the trigger and how not to pull up on the barrel In short, she taught me to accurately shoot any targe, Miss Radmacher posted top on these exercises as well Each week Ihe three top targets were posted with the shooter's name I, was a thrill ,0 see my targe, sheet walked from ihe end of Ihe range and posted on the results board ’ In your jacket pocket sir You folded them and "Miss Radmacher. I said you were mistaken * Initially I was confused by his apparent lack of memory But as he turned on his heels and headed into the crowd of boys I understood there was no memory loss here None at all I walked over to Thomas who was being cheered and patted and slapped by twenty-eight mad for-victory against that girt boys ’ Boy showed her. didn't you' "Yea Maybe she can do tests okay bu, she sure cant shoo, better'n a boy' "That’s tor sure * I, was clear,y no, a happy victory for this boy He wanted ,0 be good and approvixf 0, as much as I did He had his own father ,0 impress "Well Mr Speenng * I addressed him The room wen, uncomfortably quiet His jaw was tight his hands clenched anticipating a confrontation "Wha, a ya wan,7" he spoke sharply I knew 1, was tear Fear a, being humiliated in front of all these boys I looked a, him and though, swiftly o, the weeks of humiliation I hat, jus, walked through with these same boys I knew I was an Oregon Sate Hunter - with my lesutts posted or no, I knew I had won Thomas Speenng knew 1, ,00 Besides. 1, was the adut, in the room tha, deserved my anger It was the instructor who had deceived the two 0, us All 0, us In tha, moment, wholly self possessed I giew up a great deal "You're a good shot Mi Speenng * With grateful acknowledgment o, this unexpected mercy he addiessed me for the firs, time "Mary Anne you are ,00 “ Dumtounded and a little contused a, the marked absence of a fight - twenty-eight boys shuffled ,0 fhe cars of waiting fathers Only three people were no, confused aboul wha, happened tha, nigh, And we weren't talking about 1, I didn't even tell my father After a brie, report while on the long road ou, ot the club property, his only response was "Second place your shot?" Geez, sis Wha, happened ,0 Second The one who almost won ! was satisfied with my performance lha, night All the way around Tha, spring my hunting "buddy", my dad. and I wen, on our firs, hunting tnp After a few miles we spotted our firs, deer 'Take it. sis It s all yours * my Dad whispered I did everything ngh, My sigh, was set. position was perfect I was reatty ,0 breathe before my logger pull The animal turned its side positioned flank and looked straight in our direction I saw its face I saw its eyes I didn't take much o, an imaginative jump ,0 sense impending death Death a, my will I choked Literally I, tel, like both sides 0, my throa, me, in the middle and cu, of, all my air All fhe noise spooked our targe, the deer disappeared 111,0 the close o, brush I have my Oregon Sate Hunter badge in a little box which contains other memorabilia from my childhood I look a, it's round embroidery sometimes and ponder many things wha, 1, means ,0 be fhe best, fitting in. fhe price o, recognition and the cos, o, seeking approval The following Thursdays blurted My increasing ostracism was largely overshadowed by my growing skill as a shooter Clearly there was only one Oregon Safe Hunter who might nval my chance for being top of the class - best marksman ( take note marksman Miss Radmacher) That was Thomas Speenng No one will ever be able ,0 dispute or prove my ranking as second in tha, final Thursday competition I know I hit more zone than Thomas So did he His hateful glances at the conclusion of our rounds confirmed his knowledge Bui this final night the instructor did not walk the targets forward and post them He folded them up and slipped them into his pocket Disappointed and disbelieving at being announced second I asked ,0 see my target WniteSird »09 N HamtCKt M Cwvwwi B b m X (>•»<«, tri 18 W W U M ! 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