r
O ff com e th e g a rd e n in g g lo v e s
I d lik e to
W o rk»
m y friend has d ied w *h ad vance w a rrin g she had no
vision that she would be struck by lightening a w eek
T h a n k God f o r th e m ig h t o f i t
from tuesday n e *t rather a medical professional
identified a progressed cancer and pronounced she
would (probably) only have a matter o f weeks to Irve
c o n tin u e w e e d in g b u t th is a r tic le does
h a v e a d e a d lin e
W h a t," I w o n d e r, co u ld
p o s s ib ly p ro m p t a pe rso n , lik e m y s e lf to
T h e a r d o r , th e u r g e , t h e d e l i g h t o f it
sp e n d th e w e e k e n d d o in g y a r d w o r k 7
W o rk t h a t s p r in g s f r o m
T h a t is w h a t I do M o n d a y th ro u g h F rid a y
S e tt in g th e b r a in a n d t h e s o u l on
p la y in g in th e d ir t W h y d o I d o w h a t I d o 7
about that
fir e
W h a t m o tiv a te s peo p le to w o r k 7 Fear,
it s about Irvmg with dying sudden death is one thing
rs an anvil that falls on the heads o f m any people
striking them with an overwhelming sense o t loss a
rfriymatic absence death from a degenerative disease
is another kind of blow entirely it provides so much
A n g e la M o r g a n
m o n e y , s o c ie ty , lo v e 7
r
S o m e h o w fe a r does n o t seem to be m y
answ er
th e h e a rt s
d e s ir e .
P u llin g w eeds, t r im m in g th is and th a t,
T h e im age o f m y s e lf c la w in g
f r a n t ic a lly at a p a tch o f h o rs e ta ils , s p ittle
I
could talk about the power ot words talk a h o ^ how
angry I am at professionals ascribing time frames •
protecting a chronology to a human frame but this isn't
time to think to observe and react
a quote i remember...
s h tx jlin g fr o m m y cra ze d m o u th a ll
because th e y ju s t m ig h t ta k e o v e r m y
p re c io u s lilie s , is r e a lly to o e m b a rra s in g
M o n e y 7 Please N u ff said
4 o u t o f S n e ig h b o rs
ha ve y o u h e a r d 7
re c c o m m e n d y o u
y a rd '
S o c ie ty 7 Oh yes.
W riting
Do s o m e th in g a b o u t y o u r
I m a y liv e across th e s tre e t fro m
My thoughts ore tim id deer
grozing nervously
,n the forest of sensotion
Untrusting, they w ill flee
ot the slightest snop of o tw ig
Under the coreless feet of o hunter
Who comes w ith gun in hond
Seeking to possess
o toxidermied trophy
To disploy proudly on o w oll
in the house of words
the b e tte r H om es a nd G a rd e n s Y ard 1993.
b u t I p ro m is e th e re is n o p re s s u re to
c o m p e te
T ha t leaves me w it h
LO VE
A re w o rk
and lo ve s y n o n o m o u s 7 In a c u ltu r e w h e re
e n p lo y m e n t leans to w a rd s m a te ria l gam s,
m o re so th a n sheer s u r v iv a l, th e
a p p re c ia tio n does not a p p e a r m uch b e tte r
th a n it d id d u rin g the in d u s t r ia l b ix im
T h e re is w o rk , and th e n th e re s w o rk
W h a t m a ke s a p a re n t com e h o m e fro m a
te a c h in g |ob. and s till h e lp t h e ir c h ild w ith
e x e rc is e r ig o r o u s ly , fo r h o u rs 7 W h y w ill a
m u s ic ia n p la y a p a r tic u la r passage o v e r
a nd o v e r, u n t il it s r ig h t ’ V an (»ogh w e n t
S a lie ri to o
th e ir w o rk w a s e v id e n t
T h e ir lo v e fo r
One c a n n o t d e n y
th e p le a s u re o f a job w e ll done, e s p e c ia lly
if it h a p p e n s to be th e fo r te o f th a t person
I also am in c lin e d to th in k b o re d o m has
n e v e r be e n a n y o n e s best f r ie n d
(je n te e l
a lw a y s had a p ro te c t, n e e d le w o rk , re a d in g
th e m ost c u r r e n t n o ve ls, flo w e r
a rra n g e m e n t, e tc W h e n a c h ild is b o re d
n o t o u r n a tu re to sit a ro u n d and
n o th in g
i d is c u s s e d th is a ttitu d e w ith a c lie n t last ye a r
w h o h a d re c e n tly lost a frie n d to AID S , i w ro te
fo r her -
"th o s e w h o p e rc e iv e e te rn ity in th e sea
kn o w th e re is no dea th, o n ly c h a n g e
th e re is no lo ss o n ly d iffic u lt gifts
i b e lie v e d th is w h e n i w ro te it i still b e lie v e it
but i vie w e d it w ith a g re a t dea l o f a n g e r a few
w e e ks a g o w h e n i re c e iv e d the n e w s th a t a
d e a r frie n d F ra n k ie K ehl. had p a n c re a tic
ca n c e r and ( p ro fe s s io n a lly sp e a k in g ) w a s not
lo n g e x p e c te d to live
NO L O S S 7 w h at w a s i th in k in g w h e n i
d a re d w rite th a t7 i w o u ld h a ve lo s s lo ss of
her easy la u g h te r lo ss o f her e ffu s iv e spirit,
lo ss of her c o m m u n ity se rvice, lo s s of her
s p o n ta n e o u s p la y fu ln e s s lo ss o f her
z e s tin e s s lo ss of h e r in te re s tin g p h ilo s o p h y
"o n ly d iffic u lt g ifts " o h i re m e m b e r w h a t i
m eant in th is in s ta n c e i h o ld so m a n y g ifts
from F ra n k ie s 's life to m in e a nd th o s e g ifts
c o n tin u e to g ive
But sometimes they ore found in cleorings,
frolicking w ith smoll dirt-stoined children
Who bring them g ifts
of tender grosses
And smooth the hoir
behind their eors
And seek in whispers to leom their secrets
And do not corry guns
w o m e n o f o ld . th o u g h in a s ta le o f lu iu r y ,
th e y in e v it a b ly f in d s o m e th in g to do
d e e p ly im p a c te d a n d n ew ly a c q u a in te d w ith
th e p ro c e s s o f so m e o n e clo se to m e d y in g i
th o u g h t th is w a s an e x c e lle n t re m in d e r do
w h at you ca n fo r th o s e you lo ve w h ile th e y are
w ith you o v e r the ye a rs the re a lity of d e a th
h a s in v ite d its e lf to my p a rty m any tim e s now
le ss fe a rfu l of th is visito r, i com e to see d e a th
as a very p e rv a s iv e part o f life th e re are
d e a th s e n d in g s of so rts ab o u t e a c h o f us
e v e ry day
My deer thoughts run free
through the forest
Following hidden poths thot
hunters connot see
Keen of sight ond heoring,
constontly sconning the scents
of plonts, woter, wind,
ond opprooching predotors
They connot eosily be trocked
h o m e w o r k 7 W h a t m akes an a th le te
c ra z y o v e r it
re a d in g al 16 ye a rs of a ge m a c o lle c tio n of
p o e try o n frie n d s h ip w as w ritte n by R od
M cK uen-
M y frie n d lay d y in g I said
"L ift yo u r he a d a little and I w ill show
y o u S p am "
I jn n o n Heat h O H ‘I ’ I 10
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do
N o w a d a ys, a p e rso n u ltim a te ly
chooses to w o rk a s p e c ific |ob n o t because
th e y are fo rc e d to, b u t fo r som e reason
th e y fe e l th e y need o r w a n t to
i rem e m be r m a kin g an a s s ig n m e n t to fra n k ie
as she s e rv e d on th e e n e rg y c o n s e rv a tio n
p ro je ct "n o w d o n 't fe e l o b lig a te d to d o th is ," i
sta rte d
Morino Trommell
Not to
fo rg e t o ne p e rs o n s w o r k is a n o th e r
I t *
p e rs o n s p le a s u re
"o b lig a te d 7 o h h o n ey, let m e te ll yo u " she
sa id "o b lig a tio n has n o th in g to d o w ith it i
d o n 't get o u t o f bed e v e ry W ednesday m o rn in g
to be at 8 am m e e tin g s b e c a u s e o f o b lig a tio n
i d o th is b e c a u s e i w a n t to b e c a u s e it's rig h t
fo r m e o b lig a tio n is fo r th e b ird s i do stuff
b e c a u s e i w a n t to, not b e c a u s e i ha ve to "
F o rtu n a te ly , w e h a v e a co p io u s v a r ie t y of
a v e n u e s to choose fro m w h e re w o rk is
c o n c e rn e d
P eople are c re a tin g
la b o r at e v e r y t u r n
ta ilo re d
I f in d it t h r illin g to be
a b le to c o n s tru c t s o m e th in g th a t p u ts a
s m ile on m y soul
W h ic h is w h y I d o n t
m in d w o r k in g fo r h o u rs in m y y a rd , so th a t
F ra n k ie 's w o rd s ru b b e d in to m e o v e r tim e
a n o th e r tim e i a s k e d F ra n k ie a b o u t th e "w h o le
o b lig a tio n th in g "
I m a y be s u rro u n d e d b y c o lo r and
fra g ra n c e , o r in som e o n e else s y a r d so th a t
th e y m ig h t be too
So lo n g as a p e rs o n does s o m e th in g th e y
W illiam Ferrell
can be p ro u d of, th a t is a ll th a t m a tte rs ,
For Jill
b eca use as F lo ry n c e K e n n e d y once p u t it.
T h e b ig g e st sin is s ittin g o n y o u r ass'
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is s tra n g e ly re v e rs e d fo r now m y frie n d lay
d y in g a n d she sa id to m e "ra is e y o u r h e a d a
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all d ie w e e n d th is p a rt sto p s th e p o in t tru ly
is to m a xim ize th e q u a lity o f m y o w n life to
m a ke su re i striv e fo r life w ith n o re g re t m ake
m y d e c is io n s v ia b ly w ith in te n tio n live on
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"o u g h t to s " a n d sp o ke of her co m m itm e n t now
to a sim p le life a life w h e re she acte d w ith
in te n tio n , fo r th in g s w h ic h h e ld v a lu e and
m e a n in g fo r e x a m p le s o rtin g th ro u g h p a p e rs
at the p o st o ffic e to re c y c le w h a t w o u ld o th e r
w ise be th ro w n a w ay she e x p la in e d that
sa v in g tre e s by re c y c lin g w a s im p o rta n t to her
a n d it w a s s o m e th in g she co u ld do
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The City of Cannon Beach has a memorial
tree planting program An individual can
donate a shrub or tree to he planted
anywhere on city property The city will
care fo r the tree o r shrub and plate a
marker near the memorial planting The
cost fo r th is service is between 420 & $10
contact Joe Balden at City Hall for more
information 436 1441