The Clackamas Print Page 6 Wednesday, Feb. 8,1995 FEATURES JCifce expenimw cbtwe Uaiiw K m & ùuul by Jocelyn Gauthier Feature Editor “Where there is no struggle, there is no strength” is the motto lor Katherine Quartz, second-year student and member of the Walker River Pauite tribe in Walker River, Nevada. Quartz was bom in Portland and grew up in Milwaukie when she was adopted at the age of three into a German/Swede family. She started having identity problems and so began a search for her roots in 1978, when she was 16 years of age. At first Quartz thought she “was of Mexican descent,” so she “traveled all the way down to south of the border” and lived a primitive lifestyle in Mexico for six months. She eventually learned that she was not Hispanic and made her way back to America as a Spanish-speaking Indian, but found a lot of opposi­ tion along.the way. A lot of things in her life can­ not be written down because of the “mystique of the oral tradition,” she said. “Though many times were met with opposition, perseverance was the only way to accomplish my personal quest,” Quartz said. Ten years later and with two sons, aged ten and 12, Quartz found the tip she needed. She learned that her home was among the Walker River Pauite tribe in Nevada. “Finding my family of origin (Walker River Pauites) was the key to my personal and profes­ sional success, for going home to the rez (reservation) and meeting my blood relatives was instrumen­ tal in myself becoming who I am today. It was my home, although I’d never been there,” she said. When she found her home, uumhou U Jiiul uktdtftj ing her autobi­ she learned ography pub­ that she was in lished, which is a family line of untitled at this medicine time. The book people and that will deal with they had his­ socio-politics, tory of longev­ her time in ity. For ex­ Mexico and ample, one some deep-roots lived to be 114! things in her “Living in life. As a per­ three cultures, son who grew being raised up in an urban with German lifestyle, and ethics of hard then going to work and con­ the reservation, sistency, then she would like delving into to, if she pur­ the Hispanic sues her culture, open­ Photo by Christi Snavely master’s, write ing a world of Katherine Quartz, student at CCC and a Native American, her thesis on the language and will be having a book published which describes her transition from Mexican cui­ struggles and triumphs. rural reserva­ sine, then fi­ Quartz really believes that, tion life to urban life. nally coming home to a place I’d She also plans to do a pro­ never been before has enabled me had she not gone home, she would to really SEE from the many per­ never have become the person she fessional recording playing the spectives of the paradigm of life,” is today. “I believe in chosen North American Red Cedar Flute. plans...because of the chosen “I just happened to pick that up she said. One of her observations has plan, I have become this sort of because someone told me ‘music is the healing force of the uni­ been the role of women in the dif­ person,” she said. Quartz is working toward her verse.’ It’s kind of fun, too,” she ferent cultures she has lived in. In America, they are semi-equal; degree in International Studies/ said. “It is through healing that in Mexico, they work hard but Linguistic Anthropology and we can properly nurture and care have no status; and in her tribe plans to transfer to Portland State for our fiiture generations. Being and affiliates, they are regarded University. She is .ilready bilin­ a positive role model for today’s as the backbone of society and gual and can speak a little Pauite, youth is a priority,” she said. hold high leadership roles. but hopes to learn Shoshone, “Perhaps through life’s trials “Upon arriving at the rez and Lakota, Din’e (Navajo), French and triumphs, it was revealed that being nominated to be chairper­ and Italian in the next five years. the only real mistakes we make son of the Western Nevada North She would learn her native lan­ are the ones we don’t learn America Group, being catapulted guage, but said “my language is from...being of mixed blood, my in my success in leadership roles, dying...my aunties would get responsibility is to perhaps bridge I have been fortunate to be on state slapped for speaking the Pauite together cultures and to promote and national committees, allow­ language (in their schools). What cultural diversity. ing another voice to be heard. As good is Pauite in this area?” “Walking above the ground, Quartz, a single mother, ha's not knowing where your roots are, indigenous people, we need to empower ourselves and create our supported her family for nine can be devastating. Today I know own destiny. Education and ex­ years with her floral design busi­ where my roots are,” she said. perience are the keys to knowl­ ness, “Designs by Katherine.” Quartz has been back in Oregon edge and power,” Quartz said. She is also in the process of hav­ for a year and five months and said that “when the time comes, I’ll go back (to the reservation).’” Growing up, Quartz saw the world through her adopted family’s eyes. Now she sees through many perspectives, but especially feels closest to that of a poem called “Noble Redman, Redman Dying,” written by her friend, Tomm Eagle. The poem represents an ur­ ban Indian perspective when “all the ritual and ceremonial mecha­ nisms for achieving spiritual di­ rection are taken away...the fol­ lowing poem, while primarily re­ flecting the urban Indian’s posi­ tion of alienation, is not unlike the rupture and estrangement found in the larger mainstream society.” Noble Redman, Redman Dying Noble Redman, Redman dying, with tentative hands and downcast eyes, your shuffling feet and stained clothes entreat the purposeful passerby. Noble Redman, Redman dying, the sameness of your defeated dialogue makes you invisible and collective conscience oblivious to your derelict disguise. Noble Redman, Redman dying, you are the contradiction of a continent as you assemble in doorways, on park benches, in cast-off shoes and secondhand clothes; you have become the un­ wanted. Noble Redman, Redman dying, now destined to a heritage of humiliation, outside the fringe of dignity, you exist in monotony on the margins of humanity... you are a question without an answer. CofCege Cwwewafioi« to dbciuw awpiw owiul ctuKpui by Jocelyn Gauthier . Feature Editor ' ! Yon\eprobabtyseenafew “artsy” flyers, and brochure’s aronndcampusadvertising for the Entre Amigos (the Spanish Club),drawn byBradZinn, sec­ ond-year student, ; ' ' This is Zinn’s first year tn Spanish, and he plans to mate it W mint» when W transfers to the University of Oregon, where he will, major in psychbl* ' He is “very io volved in the \ Spanish Club,” hesaid. Zinn, started (foing ariw|Bi “by accident. I w just goofing at^iM.tM^dayandshpwed [toe ^awjng|to my Spanish teacher, andshe>st^)solotely loved it” hesaid. ' “Ifsafunthingfor me/It’s more of a hobby;* he said; by Anjanette Booth News Editor “College Conversations,” an informal luncheon for CCC stu­ dents, will be held with President John Keyser, administrators, fac­ ulty and staff on Friday, Feb. 10 in the Forum building. A special invitation is given to all students involved in Phi Theta Kappa, honors and leader­ ship classes, student government, print staff, scholarship nominees, and internships to join in the con­ versation; however, it is open to all students. The main topic for this term’s conversation will be ways to strengthen academic and leader­ ship opportunities at CCC. If other issues about the college come up, they will also be dis­ cussed. “One of the school’s visions was to increase dialogue between students, administration and staff,” said Becky Carnahan, col­ lege conversation coordinator. Camahan was faced with the challenge of helping to meet this goal two years ago. A represen­ tative from ASG and Carnahan came up with the idea of an in­ formal lunch and conversation joining together the college presi­ dent, faculty, staff and students. The first “College Conversa­ tion” was held in the fall of 1993, with John Keyser speaking oh the state of the college. Other topics ímum that could be discussed are the wait list, the book store, the reg­ istration process, graduation, ad­ vising and educational planning. “I think we have a lot to of­ fer in all these areas but a lot of students don’t even know that they are there,” Carnahan said. AFFORDABLE PAGING SERVICE MOTOROLA (VUId Whan Activated with Clackamas Paging) Only $6So. SISTANT ACTIVATION NO CREDIT CHECK 4 Pager Accessories ♦ Voice Mail 4 Prepaid CaUng Cards. ADVANCED VOICE MAIL CLACKAMAS PAGING 650-1270 J < B0RDER//ne IMV ZZWZV/MS- IS “IM j /E ft NICE F 95 LIFESTYLE»... ¿y/orm ARENDT M ine SNft," K ôku < ht PERSONALITY U/lO- A WISE I iour . F ortune Vv/ift-r you make . 15