RHAPSODY TIDE 1992 CLACKAMAS COLLECTION R2 THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS Adam Wagner PUtCe roetry We rescue the embers of summer To help us shiver through the tunnel of winter, Bundles, wrapped and secured in Warm rooms, Mailed across rain and opened glowing by others. We rake lies into piles and store them for later While outside color files itself under layers that yield only brown under brown under more wet brown. We long for the warmer. We forget things like swelter, Sticky. Relentless and bees, And how fast things rot and stink in that much heat. At night holding still, praying for breezes or at the mercy of machines that imitate wind. . we begin to understand the weight blankets have on sleep. But now, we look at photos of summer - we become entire families Happy at picnics Holding babies, playing catch with the less fortunate, Eating pies and just plain laughing back so far into the goddamned night we almost can't live with ourselves. This is what happens in the middle of winter And this is what happens when a prime suspect suddenly becomes a good candidate. In Maybe Praise of Solitude Kathleen L. Mayer Second Place Poerty I wonder sometimes about living alone. All those women Out There Living sanely in houses where They find both slippers, a sense of humor, their scissors. Surely they live alone. What is it like? To be sole owner of quiet dawnings, tranquil evenings, Simple, still, silken serenity. Calenders with fresh and plear complexions And possessions patient In their places. Instead, I've purchased crazy mornings and lunatic nights. All these bodies to pry in and out of beds, Lost homework, lost shoes, lost smiles Drag and prod and goad To get ready and get out the door. It's not till after they've left I realize... I never gave them a hug. I'm the landlord of ear infections, the expert on hurrying. Misplaced bedtimes, last-minute everything. The clutter is eating me alive and I'm In imminent danger from laundry that won’t be domesticated. Today's weather forcast predicted: Overcast with gusty winds The kind that blows umbrellas up And ruffles scanty tempers. Oh where Is there a private isle With soothing satin breezes? Honorable Mention Diane M, Staehnke Poetry THE LOST MUSIC OF PEBBLES AND STONES POETRY Alone in the quiet of the Music Library I count and sort the sheets of music. My timeworn eyes long for rest, and light on colored pebbles and stones embedded in the concrete wall. Their colors are cool blues and greys, ochers and mauves. Snowboarder Robert A. Hibberd Chomp. Chomp. Chomp. Frame of mind is right. Maybe another brew or two. "Ought do. You?" Lift. Think about jumping. Snow, like cocaine. White like me. Once these stones were in concert with their birthplace in the mountains— then they became a riverbed engulfed in the music of flowing water, caressed by the translucent tails offish, and held by the roots of trees smoothed Edge to the wedge. Shred and shred. Killer. Lift. by an emerald veil rippling and speaking to them of ages past a stream in harmony with sands and soft breezes. Now these small stones are removed and confined, and as silent as the sheets of music in their boxes.