WWW JU STOUT COM PROFILE Taking a Stand A Portland Air Force veteran recoils living under "Don't ask. d on 't te ll’’ BY JEREMY KRUSE Coventry' Cycle (V Works Recumbent Bikes & Trikes Folding Bikes ...and More! The Garden o f Paradise In n er-C ity European Style Vacation Resort 602 SE 38™ Ave. Portland, O R 97214 Wed - Sat 503.231.3922 JLandrysalon@qwestoffice.net VRBO.com/242312 GOLDWELLB Cl«»« »» •VUIIT«. CUM* ««'• Mon-Sat 1-6 (Thur 10-7), Sun 1-5 Closed on Wednesdays for the Winter Season 2025 SE Hawthorne *! (503) 230-7723 PUREOLOCV www.covntrycycle.com _____ « dowoi « (OiucMies Open Every Day 11-7 4220 SE Hawthorne Blvd. Portland OR 503 . 236.5005 Art • Antiques Curious Goods Ethnic • Native American Artifacts • Baskets • Photos On Thursday, May 27, the Senate Armed Services Committee and the House o f Rep­ resentatives voted to repeal “Don’t ask, don’t tell”— setting in motion what many hope is its long crawl toward eventual repeal. The nearly 17-year-old policy banning gay mem­ bers o f the armed forces from serving openly has left thousands o f army personnel without careers simply for being who they are. “I felt like I was pushed out by the policy,” says Portland resident Ira Zimmermann, 28. “When I was a kid I wanted to be a fighter pilot and that was it, there was no Plan B. Losing that put me in this situation where I really had no idea what I wanted to do with my life.” Zimmermann was an Air Force avion­ ics technician. He joined the United States Armed Services following the September 11 attacks, entering boot camp in 2002. But after acing the Vocational Aptitude Bat­ tery and receiving “very good” performance reports for the duration o f his enlistment, he left in 2006— a move he believes wasn’t entirely voluntary. At the time of his enlistment, the Penn­ sylvania native hadn’t come to terms with his sexuality. “I went [into] the military in part because I thought it would make me more butch, and then, if there was a chance that I was gay, then [the military] would fix that,” Zimmermann says. Once the reality o f his orientation set in, he found himself the subject of interrogation and at a loss for support. “Just being asked often why I didn’t have a girlfriend,” he explains, “or why didn’t I go home with a girl that was flirting with me, it definitely got to me, and I eventually just started to cut myself off more and more from my unit and from my military friends.” In an environment where a unit’s cohe­ siveness is crucial for completing tasks in potentially life-threatening situations, Zim- “W ere the ones who hove been missing from this movement. I mean, who con better advocate against this low than the people who have fallen victim to it?" -FORMER AIR FORCE SERVICEMAN IRA ZIMMERMANN OF VETERANS' EFFORTS TO LOBBY FOR DADT'S REPEAL mermann felt trapped in a situation in which “your only way o f dealing with it is to isolate yourself.” The U.S. Armed Services offer a wealth of support at various levels for personnel experi­ encing difficult times in their lives—with criti­ cal exceptions. According to Zimmermann, “Most of the people in their unit will pull together and support them, and help them get through whatever they’re going through, but because of the ‘Don’t ask, don’t tell’ policy, you can’t ask your unit to be there for you.” Zimmermann made the agonizing deci­ sion to leave the military after his enlistment was up. “I realized there was this huge area o f my life that I had to understand, and it was more important to me to be true to myself,” he says. He moved from his base at Davis-Mon- than in Tucson, Ariz. back to Portland in April 2006 (he had lived in Portland for a year prior to enlisting), enrolled at PSU to study history and took a job bartending at C C Slaughters. However, he still wrestled with his decision: “I felt like I let myself down and my country down and the military down.” While no longer enlisted and free from the pressures of “Don’t ask, don’t tell,” Zim- w w w . c e n tu ry 2 1 p e n in s u la .c o m 503 . 227.1212 Vancouver 360 . 694.1234 Property Management P E N IN S U L A REALTY RICHARD VOSS Principle Broker Owner r e a l t y r v @a ol com 503.804.9424 focuses on keeping your propertier full o f happy long-term looking great and making you i 5 0 3 .286.5826 6110 N Lombard St. Portland, OR