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All rights reserved. >pher Bolla lers himself Those high-risk behaviors include alco­ hol and drug abuse, suicide, teen pregnancy, unsafe sex, and sex with multiple partners, as well as problems associated with depression, anxiety, and other mental health disorders. High-risk behavior is something fairly common among homeless youth, “[but] sexual and gender minority youth are at higher risk for all at-risk behaviors,” says SM YRC’s Ellis. “Adolescence is a really difficult time for any youth,” Lundberg says. “I f your emerg­ ing sense of gender orientation is such that it is alienating you from your peer group and society, and you’re being fed a message of non-acceptance, [and] o f self-loathing, you start to see really high-risk behavior. “There’s a lot o f internalized self ha­ tred that manifests itself in self-harming, self-cutting, [and] suicide idealization,” he continues. Ellis and others stop short o f saying the main reason homeless gay youth more read­ ily engage in high-risk behaviors is simply because they are gay. “I think when you’re homeless, you do a lot o f things to forget about why you’re homeless,” Kane says. But being a gay homeless youth is differ­ ent from simply being young and homeless. Gay youth not only face the challenges of being on the street, but also feel the added emotional weight o f exploring and deter­ mining their sexual and gender identities. Homelessness compounds the difficulty of those experiences. “When you’re homeless, you have to be constantly thinking about your survival needs,” Ellis says. “You can’t spend it figuring out your identity or what’s happening with your body.” But they find a way. “Am I a lesbian?”Sabrina asks. She wonders this often. “Am I bi? Do I feel comfortable be­ ing bio-female? It sounds like a soap opera.” Sitting on a couch watching cartoons at Janus Youth’s day center on a Wednesday afternoon, 24-year-old Christopher Bolland, who has been homeless on-and-off for seven * years, says he considers himself “bi-curi- ous”— not bisexual, but simply curious about same-sex relationships. “I try not to put a label on it, to tell you the truth,” he says. Bolland is lounging in a bright, airy room much like a living room. Windows along one wall reveal painted murals done in the past by homeless youth. Washing machines and dryers hum in one corner. Boxes o f tampons, razors, toothbrushes, hotel-issued looking soap and shampoo sit at the check-in desk. By the end o f the day, it will all be taken. Some youth sit at round tables at the far end o f the room eating lunch, while others chill out on a couch and watch The Princess Bride. Every Wednesday afternoon, Janus Youth opens as a day space for youth to drop in. Twenty people signed up that day to take the H IV survey. “We thought five would have been successful,” Lundberg shares. Many o f those 20 were motivated to take the survey not necessarily because they thought it was important, but because of the $10 gift card to Safeway or Fred Meyer they would receive for doing so. The five youth Just Out spoke to at Janus Youth all said they were not worried about being HIV-positive. “I pretty much practice abstinence,” says Jessie, 24. Jessie says he knows many gay homeless youth, and has not observed discrimina­ tion. As he folds his dried laundry into his backpack, he explains that homeless people are more tolerant than many think. “If you’re homeless, you’re pretty damn well used to other lifestyles,” he says. C A P ’s Kane expects to find a large num­ ber o f youth engaging in high-risk behaviors surrounding drug use, needle exchanging and unprotected sex. 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