hbmiry 21.2001 nrnnïWRSïineuJs V oices % B obby C olor Continued from Page 1 F outher A nthony Davis: How do you identify yourself? Bobby Fouther: The label thing just really doesn’t function for me, because in the year 2003, there is so much that people need to get over about life and the way people are. Humans live on the planet; we’re all valid. A D : W hat was your coming-out process like in a lily-white Portland? BF: Having been a loner and an artist, it put me in my own world. Also, coming from parents who were artists, it was all valid for me that how you are and who you are is about you and how you accept yourself and not what anyone else thinks. So 1 never went through any processes because 1 was always allowed to he whoever I was. A D : Have you experienced racism in the community? BF: I’ve never been without the stigma of racism in my entire life. That has very little to do with the gay community. I do see things there that happen. For iastance bar music, dcxir policies—hut that’s not just in the gay clubs, it’s in every club. 1 traverse all communities so I’m not just sitting in one. N ic o l e A m a r is A nthony Davis: W hat do you feel are some of the issues that face queer women of color? N icole A m aris: 1 d o n ’t truly identify with th e lesbian com m unity in Portland, even though 1 consider myself as lesbian and queer. 1 d o n ’t feel like I’m really th a t connected to th at com m unity hy personal choice. I think it’s such a colorless community. It’s a diverse community, hut in my eyes it’s not just th at open to me. A D : N ot open how? N A : Inclusiveness. It’s a really harsh state­ ment, hut I think it’s true. A D : Do you feel like an outsider? N A : In a way yes, in a way no. I feel th at there is a com m unity here w ithin queer peo­ ple of color. T here is love, there is support, there is room for the outsiders w ithin that community. In th a t way I feel very lucky and blessed to have that. My harsh words is th at I d o n ’t feel Portland is open to supporting queer youth of color, bridging th a t gap and opening itself up to that. "I've never been without the stigma o f racism in m y entire life. Jhat has very little to do with the gay com m unity" — Bobby Fouther "I work with gay black youth, and I see what can happen when they get a m entor and they are able to see exam ples besides growing up to be the next drag queen" — John Garlington A D : W hat can be done to make the com­ m unity be more open to queers of color? N A : I would say practice what you preach. I feel like a lot of community and youth centers and other resources that strive to he open and inclusive of people of color are not reaching out in the right ways. It’s like they’re not finding the tcxds they need to make the inclusiveness hap­ pen. I think people have high dreams and strive for the right ideas and views and openness, hut I don’t think they can make it happen if they are not willing to step out of their comfort zone. D o you feel that calling yourself queer negates you as an African American man? SH: No. I think everything we do and everything we say are products of our environment. I think the gay community as a whole has been much more accepting of me as a person than the African American communi­ ty. So I tend to relate to a lot of ideas, beliefs, vocabulary from that community. It’s a communi­ ty that has supported me, so I tend to relate to it. I don’t think queer is a white term. Like I said, when I’m in the African Ameri- can community I identify as queer first. AD: Do you find homopho- |g bia to be preva­ il lent in the African Ameri­ can community? SH : Defi­ nitely. It’s some­ thing that is not talked. Some of the youth that I come in contact with will be part of Gay Straight Alliances at their high schools, hut they’re not eth ­ nically specific. T h at support needs to come from the com ­ munity. It’s not being offered. — Stephan Herrera I’ve seen several efforts in trying to create that support to the community only to be unsuccessful each time. In the African American community, a lot o f GBLT individuals aren't openly gay. There is a fear that if they come out they will not be supported." nity oftentimes I’m recognized because of the color of my skin, so I’m African American first. S tephan ■■>[ 13 H errera A nthony Davis: How do you do you iden­ tify yourself? Stephan H errera: A n African American queer activist. Queer and African American often interchange, so sometimes I’m African American first and sometimes I’m queer first. A D : W hen does it interchange? SH: It depends. Sometimes in the African American community I’m often rejected because I’m queer. So I’m queer first. In the gay commu­ AD: W hat are your thoughts on defining ourselves within a minority group? SH : I think it really depends on the individ­ ual and what they feel most comfortable with. I recently changed my identity from gay to queer. For me queer is more encompassing of the whole spectrum of sexuality, and it doesn’t limit me to just guys or females or transgendered persons. It encompass the whole community. AD: There are those who feel the words “queer” or “gay” are exclusively white labels. A D : W hat are some of the solutions that would help solve the issue of homophobia in the community? SH : Talking about it more. In the African A m erican community, a lot of GBLT individ­ uals aren’t openly gay. T here is a fear th a t if they come out they will no t be supported. A lot of the organizations th a t are doing the work are not being recognized and can ’t do it alone. in ANTHONY D avis is a Portland free-lance uniter.