C andid C amera Michael Whipple looks through a lens and sees a new life by Jonathan Kipp hen Michael Whipple was a teen-ager, he wanted to be­ come a pastor. He loved God and saw himself devoting his life to religion. But when he took a risk and came out to his church as a gay man, he was held down and exorcised. That incident left him disillusioned and angry. He was mad at God and would remain so for years. Whipple hid out. He drank heavily and was depressed. Then, his health began to fail; his viral load was up, and his T cell count was down. More than once, he thought his life might he near the end. But even more disappointing, Whipple explains, is that he hadn’t lived up to his own expectations. He had big dreams when he was younger. He thought about becoming a pilot or a politi­ cian; later, he quietly dreamed of working in tele­ vision or film. None of these dreams were to be. But one day, Whipple cleaned up. And in the clarity of his newfound sobriety, he took note of an advertisement he saw on television: A cable station was looking for volunteers. He made the call and soon started attending training classes. At that point, he was excited to be involved in video production; he had no idea his new undertaking would transform his life. But it did. Whipple began looking at the world quite differently. He knew his life could be short, and he quickly concluded that he wanted to give some­ thing back to his community in the time he had left. He knew he had loose ends that needed to be tied up. Little by little, Whipple became more involved at Tualatin Valley Community Access, a Portland cable station, taking classes and eventually becoming a producer volunteer. Looking through the lens of his video camera put him on a path he didn’t expect, one that would lead back to the place where the dream­ er’s life originally took a bad turn: the church. He got involved in First United Methodist Church, a reconciling congregation near down­ town Portland. It is open and affirming to all people regardless of gender, class, sexual orienta­ tion and ethnic background. Whipple started writing, producing and editing video projects for the church. Last March, he and 40 volunteers went on a mission to Oklahoma to o rebuild homes destroyed by an F-5 tornado. He j interviewed survivors and agencies involved in the Michael Whipple project and toured the path of damage that reconciling with God and his own spirituali­ stretched 40 miles long and one mile wide. The program, which aired in Portland and ty. And he began making peace with his homosexuality and set out to make things across the country, soon will be shown in Europe. Whipple received commendations for his work right with the gay community— a community he always had wanted to reach out to but including a plaque from Oklahoma’s governor. Working alongside a reconciling congre­ never could. Part of that reconciliation included pro­ gation, he said, somehow resulted in his own ducing a four-part video series, Spiritual Discot - eries, dealing with the spiritual lives of gays and lesbians. Most re­ cently, No on Mea­ sure 9: An Interfaith Ser­ vice for Equality, was shot and edited. More than 600 people at­ tended the service, dur­ ing which clergy and laypeople shared their concerns and fears about the Oregon C iti­ zens Alliance initiative. Whipple, 43, still has big dreams, but today they are of a differ­ ent variety. He hopes for the day when he and his partner of six years can have a marriage the church will reconfirm. He dreams of more and more churches signing on as reconcil­ ing congregations. 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