October 6 , 2000 COMMENTARY by » M a r t y D avis The IN publication for the OUT population F ounded 1983 • J ay B rown and R enée L a C hance A rt D irector • R upert K innard V oi. 17 N o . 23 O c t o b e r 6, 2 0 0 0 FEATURE PHO ENIX R IS IN E , 1 8 7 9 2 0 0 0 : A last goodbye and a final look back P 24 NEWS NO RTHW EST • Deaf student from Portland murdered on D.C. campus; HIV reporting proposal comes under fire; Saltzman connects with community pp 6-17 NA TIO NA L • Roanoke recovers from shooting; recovering homosexual falls off the wagon pp 19-21 W ORLD • Lesbians get loose on Lesbos pp 22-23 ENTERTAINM ENT & CULTURE CULTURE . Ride 'em cowboy p 34 THEATER • Making it all up p 35 M U S IC • Jazzy lady p 37 ROOKS • Village Elders looks at aging pp 38-39 F IL M * LG B T festival unreels p 41 BOOKS • Edmund White talks P 43 D IV E R S IO N S • Pick a No on 9 activity or a new Mr. Eagle PDX pp 44-45 Ain't no mountain high enough Eastern Oregon summit meeting provides clarity amid carnage I remain firm in the conviction that Just Out must bring clearly to t 9,700 feet, the Steens Mountains tower majestically over the community all sides of a story. It then becomes the task of indi­ the valleys, deserts and lakes of eastern Oregon. Earlier this week, 1 stood on that summit and viewed with perfect clar­ vidual readers to arrive at their own conclusions once presented with clear, concise and factual background information. ity the world below, around and above me. Just as on that mountaintop where all sides can be seen, there will With a relatively gentle wind blowing on a beautiful­ always be two or more versions to every dispute or conflict in our com­ ly warm autumn afternoon, the world appears in clear perspective and munity. Presenting both sides does not imply partiality to one side or the order. In one direction lie the lakes and marshes, in another the canyons and Aspen-covered rolling hills, while directly below the other. Keeping people happy is not the goal; presenting information is. It summit— merely a careless step away— lies the Alvord desert is a fool’s goal to try to please everyone. It is a most worthy floor. goal to strive for accuracy and clarity. There is no question as to what is what and what Although I saw no A trip to a mountaintop in eastern Oregon presents is where. The view is perfect, the vision is more than great hiking experiences. It brings expo­ visible support for unmarred. sure to towns, people and ways of life that aren’t From here one can see all sides, all angles, Measure 9 , 1 also saw no quite the same as many of us are used to. all perspectives. All is clear and certain. The Although I saw no visible support for only shadow to mar the perfection of this signs o f opposition, no lawn Measure 9, I also saw no signs of opposition, landscape is the knowledge that 1 can’t bring signs, no buttons, no billboards. no lawn signs, no buttons, no billboards. this clarity of vision and view back home Proving to be more significant than elec­ with me. Proving to be m ore significant tions, however, was the fact that my journey This clarity of perspective that can be to the other side coincided with the opening than elections, however, was the found on mountaintops proves to be ever so weekend of hunting season. Oh, say it ain’t so! elusive when returning to the realities of day-to- fact that m y journey to the other Thusly, any thoughts I might have had day life at the foot of the mountain. From the about evangelical ballot measure campaigning side coincided with the opening narrow ridge at the summit, I easily could see the view from both sides. weekend From where I live daily, the perspective becomes clouded and clarity becomes shrouded in the haze and maze of daily communications, tasks and endeavors. Efforts to focus clearly and concisely on matters at hand are not always mountaintop experiences. So here I sit, nary a mountain in sight, x <•> CP pondering the tasks before me, wondering w... V . how to best obtain and share clarity of thought with others. I think of the recent disputes between former and present members of the Pride Northwest board, and I ponder the difficulty of trying to see clearly and present objectively both sides of the story in a nonadversarial and impartial manner. o f hunting season . " olt ! t i ^ 1 " everY° for "e armed when and desperately looking something to shoot. I promise I’ll send extra money to the campaign to make up for my cowardice, but approach­ ing groups of people happily skinning deer and filling body bags and asking their opinion on homosexuality just didn’t appear to be the bright thing to do. Fall brings great outdoor adventures as well as a tremendous indoor adventure: our 2000 general election mail-in ballots. In the Oct. 20 issue of Just Out, you’ll find our candidate and ballot measure endorsement lists. Register to vote, then study to become an educated voter. Your vote is important; use it wisely. i n // 4 M U S IC . He’s mental for Yentl p 46 COLUMNS M S . 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Kathy Oliver, Outside-In director, said the state, had been funneling m oney to the counties to purchase and distribute the free condom s. • triangle productions! opened the final play in its A ID S trilogy: M artin S h e rm a n ’s Bent. This show dealt with a little-known historical fact of W orld W a r II and the N a zis ’ treatm en t o f m en in th e G erm an concentration cam ps. • The U .S . H o u se o f R e p re s e n ta tiv e s v o te d to cut funding for “The D in n er P arty,'' an installation by fem inist artist Judy C h icag o . T h e m o ve o u t­ raged activists from the N atio n al G a y and Lesbian Task Force, w hich w a s w aging a battle against censorship. • Charism atic heartthrob o f the a cappella group the Flirtations, lead dancer with the Rachel Lam pert D an ce C o m p an y and organizational whiz kid o f the G a y M e n ’s Health Crisis, Terryl Joseph “T .J .“ M y e rs died peacefully o f A ID S com plications Aug. 28. • David H. Souter, the man nom inated by President G eorge Bush to replace A ssociate Justice W illiam J. Brennan on the U .S . S uprem e C ourt, faced criti­ cism for thinking gays should be prohibited from adopting children or serving as fo ster parents. • R ath er than allow a Parents and Friends of Lesbians and G ays chapter to adopt a freew ay sec­ tion, the S t. Louis highway departm ent considered trashing the w hole program . The agency, which did­ n 't w ant to allow the w ords "gay" and "lesbian” to be placed on a highway sign, likened the group to the Ku Klux Klan during a m eeting. O n e com m is­ sioner said if P FLA G w e re allow ed to have its name on a sign, the highway departm ent would have to provide a sign for the Nazis. • C ascade A ID S Project's “From All W alks o f Life" collected pledges totaling $ 1 3 0 ,0 0 0 . M ichael Kegley was the winner in the individual category for the second year in a row, with $ 7 ,7 0 0 in pledges. 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