t 8 ▼ O cto b e r 17, 1 9 9 7 T ju st o u t W HO AM I? In the Gospel accounts Jesus asks his disciples, "Who do peo­ ple say that I am?" They respond that many see him as a prophet. He then asks them, "But what about you? Who do you say that I am?" To which Peter replies, "You are the Christ." It isn't clear exactly when or how Jesus came to fully understand who he was, but from the time of his baptism in the Jordan until his death on the cross he lived out a clear and unfaltering vision of his mis­ sion. Unperturbed that his ministry threatened the underpinnings of the dominant religious authorities, he stood relentlessly and fearlessly against those opposed to him. Ultimately he faced certain death by dar­ ing to face them in Jerusalem, the very center of their power. The only thing we know with certainty is that he prayed frequently and believed himself in an intimate and essential relationship with God whom he called Father. Even those who deny the divinity of Jesus admire the authentic­ ity of his life and the inherent truth of his teaching. Many of us long for the same clarity of purpose in our lives but are unable to achieve it in spite of diligent effort. We would do well to ask the same question as Jesus: "Who do people say that I am?" Am I who the religious extrem­ ists say that I am? Or the pornographers? Or my friends and my family? Do I know my own self? Can we really hope to discover who we are unless, like Jesus, we are intimate with the very source of our being? As gay men we are born into a world that misunderstands and often hates us. Unwittingly we adopt some aspects of this distorted view and few of us ever totally free ourselves of the disastrous conse­ quences. For centuries we have been persecuted and repressed. Now we dare to live openly, but are we living lives that bring blessing to our­ selves and others? 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Apuzzo served the past year as assistant deputy assistant secretary for the Department of Labor. Apuzzo’s new position does not require Sen­ ate confirmation. tion of workplace bias in cities across the United States and in a variety of occupations. By combining the results of several surveys with testimony from academic, legal and medical professionals, the report details the types of dis­ crimination experienced by gay men, lesbians, bisexuals and transgendered people in the work­ place. It also describes the public policy implications of such discrimination, its effect on morale and productivity, as well as the negative impact it has on the earnings of sexual minorities. To obtain a copy of the report, contact the I-GLSS Research Office, PO Box 2603, Amherst, MA 01004-2603. I-GLSS is a nonprofit think tank working to inform public policy debates on issues of concern to gay, lesbian, bisexual and transgendered people. Forget the mask, who was that bearded man? A federal task force is trying to identify a bearded man seen at a lesbian nightclub before a bomb exploded there in February. A pastoral letter released Oct. 1 by the U.S. According to The Associated Press, agents Catholic Conference encouraging families to ac­ maintain the man is wanted as a witness and not cept their gay loved ones and reaffirming the as a suspect, and he may be the same person seen basic human rights of gay people was welcomed near an abortion clinic bombed five weeks earlier. by the Human Rights Campaign. The task force is investigating the nightclub “This is another milestone on America’s jour­ and abortion clinic bombings in addition to the ney toward common ground where faith, family July 1996 bombing at Centennial Olympic Park and fairness go together,” says HRC Executive that killed one person and injured more than 100 Director Elizabeth Birch. during the Atlanta Games. A dozen people were The letter, entitled “Always Our Children: A injured in the other two bombings. Pastoral Message to Parents of Homosexual Chil- In June, the task force released two computer­ generated sketches: one of a hood-wearing man with a dark complexion and another of a man with I ■ a full gray beard, both of whom were seen in the WmW abortion clinic’s parking lot before the Jan. 16 bombing there. The new sketch also shows a man with a full gray beard. It was based on descrip­ tions from witnesses at the nightclub, ATF spokes­ man Bill King told the AP on Oct. 2. Investigators have said they are almost sure the two latest bombings are linked and are in­ ’**«*»* uBCS-fcv. creasingly confident the same person or group is ft# responsible for the Olympic explosion. dren and Suggestions for Pastoral Ministers,” reaffirms an earlier call for all Christians to work to end discrimination against gay people; recog­ nizes the mounting evidence that a person’s sexual Galeria de la Raza in San Francisco’s Mission orientation is not a matter of choice; and encour­ district was vandalized twice in a three-week ages families to be accepting and supportive of their gay loved ones even as they are working through areas of confusion and disagreement. Birch noted HRC’s disagreement with some aspects of the letter—most notably its unrealistic call for celibacy; she said that gay people should be able to live full and complete lives. But she emphasized that the letter’s overall message en­ couraging honest dialogue within families repre­ sents a faith-based approach to the issues that urgently needs to be heard. Kerry Lobel, executive director of the Na­ period in September, apparently due to a new tional Gay and Lesbian Task Force, adds, “I hope installation by Los Angeles artist Alex Donis, this open discussion within the Catholic Church reports the San Francisco Exam iner. The exhibit will ease the pain of young people coming to grips depicts same-sex kisses involving religious lead­ with their sexual orientation. I reject the notion, ers, Latino/a community heroes and pop icons. however, that our behavior is immoral. We call on Gallery officials believe the images, which the Church to end its mixed message and recog­ include intimate moments between Madonna and nize and affirm the loving relationships we have Mother Theresa, Cesar Chavez and Che Guevara, which cannot be separated from sexual expres­ and John F. Kennedy and Fidel Castro, prompted sion.” someone to throw rocks and a wooden traffic barrier through the windows, destroying two pieces of art worth $5,000 each. Local police are unable to classify the attacks on the gallery as hate crimes because they cannot be certain that homophobia was the motivating A new report, released in September by the factor, according to Sgt. Pablo Ossio. Institute for Gay and Lesbian Strategic Studies, Donis told reporters he had gotten into shout­ says sexual minorities encounter discrimination ing matches with some gallery patrons over the in the workplace. content of the exhibit, which has proved to be one “Vulnerability in the Workplace: Evidence of of the most popular in the gallery’s 27-year his­ Anti-Gay Discrimination” includes documenta­ tory. Gay groups applaud action Exhibit target of vandalism Setting the record not-straight