2 ▼ January O, 1009 ▼ ju st out just out IN M EM ORY since 1 9 8 3 contents PUBUSHER AND EDITOR Rende LaChance E D ITO R - A T-L A R G E A riel Waterwoman VOL 12 NO. 5 JANUARY 6,1995 Inga Sorensen G oodbye , M y F riend CALENDAR EDITOR My heart is both heavy from your loss and lightened fo r having known you REPORTER Jann Gilbert T PHOTOGRAPHER by Renée La C h an ce Linda Kliewer ADVERTISING DIRECTOR Meg Grace FEATURE Saying goodbye to Barbara Although she leaves office Jan. 9, Roberts’ legacy will live on (pp. 17-19) ADVERTISING REPS E. Ann Hinds Jewel Robinson DEPARTMENTS CREATIVE DIRECTOR World news E. Ann Hinds GRAPHIC DESIGN Egypt deports HIV-positive soccer player Rupert Kinnard (p. 4 )' COPY EDITOR National news Kelly M. Bryan Big changes at NGLTF— including a new chief; CDC revamps HIV program TYPESETTER Jann Gilbert (pp. 5-11) DISTRIBUTION Ambling Bear Local news OFFICE MANAGER Aaron Bong A Portland firefighter is convicted of “intimidating ” an open lesbian lawmaker CONTRIBUTORS (pp. 12-15) Aaron Bong Kelly M. Bryan Howard N. Dana Tom di Maria Jann Gilbert Christopher Kamera Al Kielwasser Rupert Kinnard Lee Lynch Andy Mangels Bob Roehr Richard Shumate Rex Wockner Ju st out is published on the first and th ird F riday of each m onth. Copyright 01995 by Ju st o u t No part of Ju st out may be reproduced without written per mission from the publisher. The submission of written and graphic m aterials is welcomed. Written material should be typed and double-spaced. Ju s t reserves the right to edit for grammar. iunctuation, style, liability concerns and ength. We will reject or edit articles or advertisem ents that are offensive, demeaning or mav ay result in legal action, jits the Associated Press Ju s t OUt consults S n le Book and Libel Manual on editorial decisions. Letters to the editor should be limited to two double-spaced typed pages Deadline for submissions to the editorial department and for the Calendar is the Thursday before the first and third Friday for the next issue. Views expressed in letters to the editor, columns and features are not necessarily those of the publisher. The display advertising deadline is the Monday after the first ana third Friday for the next issue. Classified ads must be received at the office of Ju st su t by the Monday after the first and third Friday for the next issue, along with payment. Ads will not be taken over the telephone. Ad policy. No sexually exploitive advertising will be accepted. Compensation for errors in, or cancellation of, advertising will he made with credit toward future advertising. Subscriptions to Ju st out ire available for $17.50 for 12 issues. First Class (in an envelope) is $30 for 12 issues. A copy ol Ju st out is available for $1 and/or advertising rates are available on request. The mailing address and telephone number for Ju st out are PO Box 14400. Portland. OR 97214-0400. (503) 236-1252 Our fax number is 236-1257 COLUMNS Queer thing H ere’s hoping the New Year gets less interesting (p. 31) Amazon trail The historic right to vote is being abused (p. 32) ARTS Cinema f Altman bares all; a look back at the year in film (pp. 24-25) Visual arts The royal art o f Benin “Happiness sits at my feet like the sweet swamp mud adding frosting to the bullfrog’s dinner. ” —Ariel Waterwoman, 1988 (p. 26) Dance Bill T. Jones’ dance o f life sat and sat, waiting for her gurney to com e off the elevator from the recovery room o f Good Samaritan Hospital. I planned to follow her to her room and help her get settled after a long and arduous surgery, the second in two months. Instead the good Dr. Angela Kalisiak found me and said, “Ariel ’ s taken a bad turn in the recovery room— you need to make a decision.” Let her go or force her to stay. Ariel had been bravely and courageously battling I colon cancer since October 1993. This was her fourth surgery. During the course of the disease, she over came partial paralysis due to a brain tumor, radiation sickness, chemotherapy, three surgeries, fatigue, and changes to her body that broke her heart. She was always optimistic and headstrong in her pursuit of optimum health. She continually amazed the doctors with her will to survive and her ability to triumph over insurmountable medical odds. This day, her poor cancer-worn little body could fight no more, and it was (p. 27) Media Michael Stipe plays hard to get (pp. 28-29) Aural gratification It’s the new groove order (p. 30)