- 14 ▼ July 1. 1 0 8 3 ▼ jus« ou« Continued from previous page W e’re in the lobby again, and he’s asking whether it was all right, and how did it sound, did he make sense. I have to laugh, and I say, “Everyone sees you as being an angry young man, perhaps a dangerous young man, and you don’t seem either.” He says, “So much of it is a persona that I created in the column [in OutWeek] two years ago. It worked, it pushed buttons. You find this winning formula and you go with it. I think the media have used that to further demonize and distort me. With another writer they would ac­ knowledge this as a persona and in the interview would show the person for what they really are, but not me; they make like I’m that person in the column. Like the picture on the back of the book, which was also used in Time. I smiled a thousand times, and they used the attitude picture instead. I have my angry side, but,” he adds, eyes twin­ kling, “I also have moments when I’m actually calm and rational. I ’ve always had this sense of right and wrong. When I think I’m doing some­ thing wrong— and that’s what I thought about my own homosexuality— it is hard for me. In my writing I feel I haven ’ t been sensitive enough to or taken enough account of lesbians or people of color, for example. I’m asking people to be sensitive to homophobia, so I think people have the right to ask me to be sensitive to other issues of repression. But you have to know when to say, ‘Now wait a minute.’ People can be too PC. There are those who are obsessed or carry a chip on their shoulder that you can never possibly please. Then you have to say, ‘You’re being too much here, get outta here!’ ” Back in the car and on our way back to lunch at the Heathman, S ig n o rile su d ­ denly laughs and says, “I wonder if that’s how I got on the show? I ’m just speculating, but whoever was whispering in my ear [through the ear wire], a pro­ ducer or whoever, somewhere in that building, said at the end, ‘Thanks so much; I really appreciated that. ’ I remember once on Larry King a woman— never the person you’re actually talking to— said to me, the voice coming in, ‘Thanks so much! I’m a lesbian and I really appreciate that you came here. We need more people coming on TV to do this.’ In Washington, I did an interview on radio, and the woman at the end said to the guys, ‘Look, I’ll walk him down.’ And in the eleva­ tor she said, ‘I need to tell you “You have to look at outing in the context of the times. What we have right now is this enormous tension on gay issues. More people are coming out than ever before. world— be able to live by the same c ir c u m s c r ib e d rules as the private citizen? Given the influence of poli­ tician s, H o lly ­ by Grant Michael Menzies wood producers and media czars ichelangelo Signorile, at the end over the mindset of his book Queer in America, of a nation, should offers a “Queer Manifesto” in the clo seted which he says, “We have come among them en­ to an exciting, critical juncture, joy the benefits of one for which we have all worked hard. But we are cushy imprison­ fractured, split into a million factions. It is essen­ ment when their tial that we put our differences aside, at least for endorsem ent of this crucial moment in our history.... Our diver­ the closet’s de­ sity is in fact our greatest weapon.” struction, and/or Signorile, normally known— and feared—for admission of their his caustic approach to the issue of outing the own queerness, closeted, is here pulling punches with his request m ight not only that differences be surmounted among the gay dismantle that un­ and lesbian community “at least for this crucial lovely institution moment in our history.” We are seeing a quieter, itself but open the more sober side to a writer whose block-letter, minds of those gays and straights whose self­ mad-as-hell paper persona seemed to be all there oppression makes the closet what it is? Chances was to know. Queer in America tells Michelangelo are, if you’re invested to an appreciable degree in Signorile’s own story from his unhappy Brooklyn the closet, you will not agree with his answers. school days to his in-your-face journalistic cru­ As the journalist who outed Pete Williams and sade to break open the “three power structures in Malcolm Forbes, as well as having abraded the America, closeted societies that are uniquely in­ protective layers of others in their same unenvi­ terrelated and dependent upon each o th er.. . the able predicament, Signorile has earned as many Trinity of the Closet:” the media industry cen­ plaudits as remonstrances by saying No, you tered in New York; the political system centered don't have to vote for closeted politicians who in Washington; and the entertainment industry enact from their hiding-places legislation detri­ centered in Hollywood. He’s made war upon mental to queers who have no marble columns to unbelievers within the pages of The Advocate, hide behind, nor do you, in Signorile’s estimation, OutWeek, The Village Voice and other forums, have to let them get away with it. And Yes, he and he has also made many enemies, not least says, you do and must stand up and speak your among those in the gay and lesbian community name, whether you ’re a constituent or a legislator, who would rather preserve the status quo and movie-goer or movie maker, news-watcher or make like trees in the forest. newspaper owner. Private citizens, naturally, have the right to So what is this book all about? It’s not just their privacy; indeed, all citizens have this right." about fighting back after the years of name­ But Signorile asks some pertinent questions: calling and beating and hatred. Nor is it about Should public figures, whose influence extends trying to destroy the lives o f those who’ve made over a greater range of society’s varied topogra­ such comfortable houses of cards. It’s simply phy than that of the private citizen— thanks to the about hypocrisy and how palatable it can become media, the political structure or the entertainment when served up with power. Power is supposed to Queer USA Swimming to shore M something. I’m queer in America, too. Her organization's very homophobic—she could not come out. I felt really bad for her. We hugged. It was very nice.” He looks at passing Portland with less apprehension than before. ‘This seems to happen a lot. They’re doing what they can. They got me on the show. They’re using whatever pow er they have to further gay visibility in the best way » they can.” Q uiet m u­ sic, clicking of fork to plate underscoring low conversing voices, and more soaring hardwood: the Heathman tea room. W e’re having white wine. “Does the process of outing sometimes back­ fire?" I ask Signorile. “Can it make the fortress even more impregnable?” “I don’t think so,” he says. “You have to look at outing in the context o f the times. What we have right now is this enormous ten­ sion on gay issues. More people are a UEER bring freedom , but when you’re closeted, in order to enjoy it, you’ve made your life a police state. And the pure freedom which ought to be the goal of every individual is traded o ff for som ething u lti­ mately transitory, co u n te rp ro d u c ­ tive and sad. Only now— largely due to the outing m o v e­ m ent— has that alleged playland of liberality, Hol­ lywood, opened up to the potential behind gay and lesbian subject matter for films and television, after years of lives half-lived or, in many cases, destroyed by the relentless requirement to be like all those wonder­ ful straight peopleout there in the dark. Signorile’s virtual harassment (as he himself admits) of multimillionaire record-producer David Geffen, who went from being "Cher’s boyfriend” to the openly gay man and supporter of gay rights that he is, demonstrates both the positive power of outing and the weakness of the walls of Hollywood’s closet As Signorile points out, the health of the media, living as it does off what it gets from both Washington and Hollywood, might show change from the improved diet he proposes: not the eating of crow per se, but by transferring to a simpler economy where truth is the only currency people can deal in. Signorile’s weak point is in his shifting style while approaching a subject that demands com­ plete consistency. At times the book reads like so many news briefs taped together. Then when it flows, he’s taking you in a kayak down the Colo­ rado River; it, and he, is fun, incisive, articulate, angry. Sometimes he seems uncertain of the status of the United States’ enforced closeting. At IN A m e r ic a S ex , thè M edia , AND THE C losets of P o w er . M ichelangelo S ignorile coming out than ever before. The closet is break­ ing down all over the place: in the workplace, in people’s homes. The rules of concealment are breaking down also. People at this point are realizing that it’s futile to even try to go deeper into the closet, if that’s possible. Private individu­ als might have that option— they could move to some far-off place, or whatever. But people who are pursuing public careers and public lives see all this breakirg down, and they have to come to terms with it. Going deeper is not an option for them. Remember, people in public careers are ambitious and smart. They were never deeply into any closet. They just had everyone around them ‘ colluding and putting a veneer on their lives. The closet was once an option. It is no longer that option.” ‘‘W e’ve discussed the American take on clos­ eting,” I remark. “Europe, for example, is differ­ ent, but is it all that different?” “The whole issue of outing, and of the closet, plays out in every country and culture in a differ­ ent way. In the other Western countries outing movements have developed. There’s been a movement in England of gay journalists and ac­ tivists who’ve outed; there are movements in France, Germany, Australia. It all depends on what homosexuality means to each culture. Take Italy, for example. It’s a whole different ideol­ ogy; I mean, everyone's bisexual.” We laugh; is it the wine or is it the truth? “ You’d be outing Continued on next page the beginning he sizes it up as being the result of a “carefully orchestrated” plan, which a little later has metamorphosed into a consequence of uncon­ scious tendencies “ingrained. . .in our culture.” Fact is, both are operating at full tilt. It is, after all, the “American” way to take something good and make it better. In this case, society excels at taking something bad— intolerance— and making it worse. For those who fought the Oregon Citizens Alliance in 1992, Signorile’s final chapter, “The Oregon Nightmare,” detailing the bravery of those who battled it and the hatred of its instigators, takes the breath away. In the tired joy of having (narrowly) defeated Lon Mabon and crew, it is easy to forget what was almost lost. It is some­ times easy to forget what was salvaged. Signorile’s interviews with members o f Portland’s “Hill Crowd” may be somewhat generalized, or the information insufficient to brand the Crowd pro­ closet and anti-Semitic en masse, but from these few grains o f sand it may be possible to infer the beachhead. His suggested strategy for dealing with the OCA entailed mounting a visibility cam­ paign for the lesbian and gay communities, get­ ting voters educated about gays (so that, for the isolated and/or the ignorant among us, not all things that go bump in the night are gays and lesbians up to no good) and fighting Mabon with his own weapons. Signorile ran up against No on 9 ’ s conceptual approach of appealing to the larger, more abstract notion of basic rights as a whole being threatened by this one barbarous foot in the door. As we all know from old cowboy movies, this town ain’t big enough for the two of us, or in this case, shared priorities. What emerges is that no one particular avenue ha$ to be adhered to with all the zeal of a religion. All avenues are invalu­ able to the ongoing effort to do more than keep the lesbian and gay communities’ heads above water. We need to get past the rocks and swim ashore. The best way, as Signorile asserts, is to educate, clear the fog and defuse the falsehood with truth. Michelangelo Signorile wants the hypocrisy to come to an end. He wants the oppressed to cease siding with their oppressors. If his cries sometimes seem strident and fierce, just remember the wilderness in which we all have to live.