lust entertainment Women and AIDS to tell my story and in my own small way help tear down the wall o f taboos regarding AIDS. Editors Rieder and Ruppelt shed light on AIDS-affected women who must battle not only the disease but the racism, sexism, homophobia and poverty that keep them invisible user, health educator, hotline worker, policy maker. They are all here, speaking in honest, AIDS: The Women. Edited by Ines Rieder unflinching voices about the pain, love, and and Patricia Ruppelt. Cleis Press. 1988. 251 insight AIDS has brought to their lives. pages. $9.95. There is Dyana Basist. who speaks the despair others have felt when she writes about a friend who has died of AIDS: “ All sounds are uch of what is written about AIDS has the sudden/everything is happening for the first quality of a snapshot taken on the run. a picture barely able to keep up with constantly time/nothing is enough.” And there is Elisabeth, shifting information, changing faces, mounting a 29-year-old Berliner who writes that, through her HIV infection. “ I have come to a deeper and fuller understanding of life, and I will continue on this track.” The editors, both former editors of Con­ nexions. the international women’s quarterly, numbers. AIDS: The Women, a new antho­ have stretched to include disparate voices in this logy published by Cleis Press, has the opposite book. There are women from the United States, effect. It slowly pans through the personal Western Europe. Zimbabwe, the Philippines; stories of 41 women affected in some way by there are women who speak with anger, frustra­ AIDS, bringing each one into close focus, yet tion. hope, wistfulness, alienation, trust. There leaving the reader with a broad sense of how are residents of welfare hotels and there are AIDS is changing the lives of women university researchers. There are no easy stereo­ everywhere. types in this book, and no simple answers. To read this book straight through is to induce The bulk of AIDS research and writing has the exhaustion faced by anyone dealing directly focused on men. In publishing this book, editors with AIDS. Just when you think you cannot Rieder and Ruppelt shed light on AIDS-affected absorb any more information, handle any more women who must battle not only the disease but emotion, you turn the page.. . and there she is, the racism, sexism, homphobia. and poverty the woman who is seropositive, the mother or that keep them invisible. sister or lover of someone who is dying, the There is Jennifer Brown, who writes of her doctor or social worker, prostitute. IV drug terror and fury at the hospital workers who led B V A N N D E E H O C H M A N M Stephanie Torres, Faith McDevitt, Kathay Duff, Mary Miles. Chense Millhouse international Lecturer and Best Setiing author of: I Lon My Body AIDS: A Positive Approach You Can Heal Your Ufa la nXvm copes la prsit tunpatm m leu tanguam Recently featured on the Oprah Winfrey Show and the Phil Donahue Show. Presented by. The Civic Auditorium SW 3rd Avenue and Market Street. Portland. Oregon May 18 th 7-.30 pm A il Seats Reserved: $ 14 . 50 , $ 12 . 50 . $ 9.50 Tickets aveiiabie at: Civic Auditorium box office Living Enrichment Center and Stiles for Relaxation, tor information, call (503) 292-2050 LIVING ENRICHMENT CENTER 9372 SW Beaverton-Hillsdale Hwy, Beaverton. OR 97005 jusI iful ▼ 20 ▼ April 1 Ho w do you tell the people whom you are closest to that you have AIDS? How do you tell your mother o f ninety-two that her one and only child is ill with the most feared illness of our time? Your daughter at the other end o f the country? Your son and his family? . . . No. gentlemen. I will not live anony­ mously. On the contrary. I feel an obligation PHOTO BY SALLIE Louise Hay Louise explains how our beliefs and ideas about oursehtes and others impact our physical and emo honat health The evening w ill include Louise s presen tahon and lure music her lover. Joan, immobilizing doses of Com­ pazine. There is JH. living in a $400 per month hotel room with her eight-year-old daughter, struggling to pay expenses with AFDC income of $460 per month. There is Lynn Hampton, an outreach worker in Atlanta, who tries to talk long-term AIDS prevention to a cocaine- addicted prostitute who responds that she'll be lucky to be alive next week, the hell with five years from now. There is Kate Scannell, who learns that her physician's bag of tricks isn't enough for some AIDS patients. And there is Use Groth, a Danish woman whose eloquent essay must speak for others: The essays, composed from interviews or the contributors' own written words, are not heroic, but they inspire awe: they are not sentimental, but they provoke tears. They raise a spectrum of sticky issues about AIDS — of confidentiality and privacy, inadequate medical care, attitudes about sexuality and death, homophobia and classism — but they are not abstract or academic. Instead, these dilemmas come forth in the voices of real women talking about their very real lives. The editors allow their contributors to speak for themselves, adding only a brief overview of AIDS statistics and short introductions before each section. Each essay, then, touches the reader directly. And that contact is crucial, be­ cause it challenges one of the most insidious effects of AIDS. For many people, AIDS has become a reason to retreat into private worlds, shore up an illusion o f personal safety, to increase our isolation and further our prejudice, to build walls between ourselves and those who are “ different.” This book refuses to allow those fences. In it, the experience of the drug-addicted prostitute has as much to teach as the work of the govern­ ment researcher. We may not know these women, or anyone like them, but surely we can identify with their grief, their struggle, their hope, and match it to our own. We are not so different — all human, after all. And in com­ municating that simple message, AIDS: The Women, accomplishes something important. Because the way we must grapple with AIDS, or with any global, complex issues, demands first that we see clearly how it affects the human being in each of us. * PWTC presents evening of one-acts Kathay says the company is excited to be producing Tennessee Williams' work along­ side the works of contemporary women playwrights. This theatrical sampler evening will range ortland Women’sTheat. eC'ompany's new from the Broadway dressing room of Claudia production has the title Just Between Us, Allen's Movie Queens to Williams' dilapidated but this is not just one play — it's five one-acts road house in Condemned. Beauty Standards with the common theme of relationships. This (unfortunately) has not become outdated since it format is a departure from PWTC's usual fare, was last produced in Portland a few years ago. It and will provide an opportunity for us to see the is a humorous look at the standards of youth and range and scope of the company’s actors. beauty that society has created and that we as The plays are: After All We’ve Been women both embrace and are victimized by. Through, by Leslea Newman; Beauty Walt War Wrong is D uff s recreation of the Standards by Sandra de Helen and Kate Sleeping Beauty tale. Kasten; Movie Queens by Claudia Allen; This Just Between Us promises to be a lively and Property Is Condemned by Tennessee fun ». » uiiiik *>ut. Die plays open April 14 and Williams; and Walt Was Wrong by PWTC's run through May 21 (see Calendar for details). Artistic Director. Kathay Duff. — Sandra de Helen P