"A need to make a difference" Steve Fulmer and the men and women of CHESS/PAL Project: by Pat Scott C atholic, Baptist, Presbyterian___There is another religion, not designated by pious garb o r com plicated rites, not backed by presidential adm inistration. It’s called sim ply Hum an Com passion, “ the need to make a difference” in the hum an condition. And it is in this m ost basic sense that Steve Fulm er and the m en and wom en o f CHESS/PAL Project are "religious.' CHESS/PAL Project was created to pro vide the dow n-to-earth, practical support and em otional buoying up needed in particular by persons living with AIDS: those with the disease, their families, loved ones, and friends. (CHESS) Community Health & Essential Support Services The “ C om m unity” is ours: lesbians and gay m en living in the Portland area, and their extended fam ilies. The “ Health” o f the clients and friends of CHESS/PAL is changed, challenged, life- threatened. They are persons touched by AIDS, ARC (AIDS Related Com plex), stroke, m alignant cancer, disabling accident The "Essential S upport Services” are as basic as transportation, housekeeping and shopping. Referral services — help in locat ing financial, m edical, legal and professional counseling assistance — are available. And em otional support is provided through CHESS/PAL Project as well: a shoulder, som eone w ho knows, som eone who cares, a friend. (PAL) Personal Active Listener A young m an is suddenly faced with hav ing AIDS, ARC, o r his test shows positive antibodies. Suddenly he is alm ost unbearably alone. W ho to tell? W ho to confide in? What lies ahead? The PAL Project volunteers are there to help, to listen. The spouse o f a man with AIDS has worked hard, has been supportive, loving: but the stress is wearing him down. D ifficulties esca late during an 8-m onth, 9-m onth, year, two- year period. A PAL Project volunteer is there again. Som eone who knows, who cares, who listens . . . a friend. In some cases, the only friend. A nd other basic supports are being developed through PAL P roject Food (The Casserole Brigade — to regularly furnish cas seroles and stocky soups to hom ebound clients) and Housing (The Housing Project — hoping to secure and manage low-cost rental housing units for those unable to find suitable shelter w ithin their means). A coordinator is needed, and m ore volunteers — and, o f course, money. (Can you help?) Steve Fulm er has been the force behind CHESS and the PAL P roject He adm its to being "a builder, a starter, an initiator." He's organized, efficient a m over and a shaker in a real sense. As he talks o f his w ork the words "K aposi’s sarcoma, Pneumocystis carinii pneum onia, opportunistic infections" are spoken as easily and fam iliarly as m onosyl lables. He knows his su b je ct which is AIDS, and his business. W hen pushed to clarify what it is that he does exactly, the answer sounds like a course in Public or Business A dm inistration and cause enough for a heart attack. “ I'm a principle com m unicator fo r the w ork; I chair the board; I prepare the agendas; I write large portion o f the external com m un i cations; I’m playing a principle role in a fund raising project we re doing February 28, P erform ing Artists fo r Life. I'm on the board o f that group; I’m the principle AIDS organi zation representative. 1 sit on the Citizens A d visory Board fo r County Hum an Services to make sure that AIDS gets its slice o f the social service pie. I’ve w ritten all four o f the m ajor grants subm itted. I did the lobbying and speaking fo r the $30,000 we ju st got through the Board o f C om m issioners___" B ut this listing o f agendas and contacts is not all that com prises CHESS/PAL, its volun teers, staff, or Steve Fulmer. C hester/E sther Brinker was one o f the first people in the Portland com m unity (and cer tainly the best know n) to contract AIDS. “ T h at’s what brought it hom e to me," rem em bers Fulm er, “ that people were dying w ithout any support from the gay com m un ity. N ot only were they not getting any support fro m the governm ent, but they weren’t even getting support from their friends.” This is when things began to move and shake. Largely under F ulm er’s instigation, pro ceeds fro m a concert by the Portland Gay M en’s C horus were offered to Cascade AIDS Project, exclusively to found a service organi zation. (CAP itself is involved solely in educa tio n and the prevention o f AIDS.) $2300 was raised "and the meetings began," Fulm er says. CHESS/PAL Project began services as a separate organization in June o f 1985. Since th a t tim e they have “ provided direct service to m ore than 300 persons, used m ore than 17,000 volunteer hours, supplied an addi tio nal 10,000 hours in volunteered adm inis trative support, m anaged m ore 200 fully ac tive volunteers, directed m ore than $ 150,000 in in-kind contributions, collected over $20,000 in public con trib utio ns" as well as produced brochures and newsletters, sub m itted grant proposals, and spoken before num erous organizations and individuals. Facts are cold. The people involved, how ever, are n o t Beneath the organized, efficient exterior; beneath the num bers and the statistics is the m otivation. "The pitch we re giving govern m ent agencies is that practical support can save them money: You can’t afford to not support us.’ But our volunteers and the people w ho’ve put in tens o f thousands o f planning hours to make this project function didn’t do it to save the dam ned governm ent a dim e. The m otivation for the people involved is strictly hum an com passion; providing people w ith affection, not rejection.” It’s not easy. Fulm er has seen friends die, is supportive o f others who are now living with the challenge o f AIDS. Hard w ork and stress are things Fulm er has lived with before but the grie f — the loss o f friends, handling "the anticipatory grie f o f m y friends still living with AIDS” — this is a terrible new lesson. He deals with it with the help o f his spouse, his friends, the courage and optim ism o f those living w ith AIDS. One foot in fro nt o f the other, F u lm e r and his associates keep on. “ It's what there is to do," he says pragm atically. Still, everyone can experience bum -out and F ulm er w ill step back soon, still keeping a hand in the P roject still being involved in the C horus, but retreating ju st a little. His friends d o n ’t th in k he can do it ju st be a regular guy w ithout all o f his calendar filled. Fulm er thinks otherwise. 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