Smith continued from page 9 rampant about what had hap pened, such as blaming it on an eating disorder. “Right after I collapsed, every body wanted some reason for what happened,” Hamilton said. “It was my fault for just coming up with the quick answer and saying I was dehydrated because that was far from the truth.” Rather, despite being ailed by a broken bone in her buttocks and a tight hamstring at the time, she had collapsed because of something much more psychological than physical. “I had a panic attack,” she said. “My body pretty much shut down. I panicked because I felt like I had to win. I had lost total perspective, thinking that everybody thought I should win this race, and if I didn’t win, it was the end of the world.” Last summer was the seventh straight Olympics that Dr. Pengelly had been associated with. As the me dia coverage has grown through the years, Pengelly has seen athletes try to cover up their mental anguish for the fear of it being uncovered. “It leads to a greater insistence to hide it so it won’t be exposed in the microscope of the media,” Pengelly said. “The experience of panic is trig gered by perceptions of how we per ceive the world. Athletes live in a macho culture of thinking they shouldn’t be feeling this way, but that’s nonsense. “It only leads to people walking around with even more of a harsh isolation.” Hamilton was in that isolation last summer, only she didn’t know it. Af ter her Olympic experience, she was confused and felt lost. It wasn’t until her father suggest ed it might help to seek therapy that the thought of doing so even crossed her mind. And then, it was only after she began to let some of these feelings out to someone that she began to feel better. “I went to a sports psychologist and did intense therapy for three months,” said Hamilton, a nine-time NCAA Champion while at Wiscon sin. “The therapy has really helped to take off all the pressure that I was feeling. Because, believe me, I had a lot of pressure ... too much pressure for one little person to carry.” In fact, the first sign of Hamilton’s panic attack from last summer oc curred at June’s Pre Classic at Hay ward Field. In the most thrilling race of the day, Hamilton was edged out by Romanian Gabriela Szabo by a mere .06 seconds. Just after Hamil ton finished, she collapsed onto the track in what she now terms a “mini-panic.” Fast-forward back to the present day, and Hamilton sounds refreshed. She is genuinely excited to open her season in the Pre Classic even though she says she’s only 75 per cent physically healthy. Mentally, though, she may be near 100 percent. “I’ve since gained perspective and knowledge and have a new drive,” Hamilton said. “I run for myself. I don’t run for the world anymore, and I don’t run to please everyone else. “[The mental expectations] can to tally wipe you out. It’s just like hav ing any kind of stress; your body can’t react normally.” Which is why the next time you see a highlight of Ankiel struggling to throw a strike, the act of laughter should be discarded and replaced with... Compassion. Jeff Smith is the Emerald's sports editor. He can be reached at Smittside@aol.com. 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Ankiei hit the screen eight times, walked six of eight batters and threw five wild pitches Thursday night, lasting just two-thirds of an inning for Triple-A Memphis against Nashville. The beleaguered St. Louis Cardi nals pitcher, making his third start since he was sent down, bounced his first warmup pitch, and it did n’t get any better in the game. “For whatever reason, I get too fast, and it just didn’t work out,” Ankiel said. Associated Press • Men continued from page 9 be the discus. Lithuanian gold medalist Virgilijus Alekna leads the entries with a personal best toss of 242 feet, four inches. Bronze medalist John Godina leads the American entrants with a per sonal best 229-4. Ben Plucknett’s meet record of 234-0 has stood for 18 years, but it is in danger of being surpassed by Alekna. Another meet record in danger is Johnny Gray’s 800 time of 1:44. Three athletes will come to Hay ward with personal bests faster than 1:44, led by Russian Yuriy Bozakovskiy, who recently turned 20 years old. Two-time Pre cham pion Khadevis Robinson and William Chirchir come in with personal bests of 1:43. Richard Kennah and Osmar Dos Santos are other contenders. The 5,000 meters will be filled with battles among the 25 entrants. Former American record-holder Bob Kennedy will face off against former UCLA standout Mebrathom Keflezighi, who recently broke the 10,000-meter American record. A large contingent of Kenyans will.race in the Pre 5,000, led by meet record-holder Luke Kipkos gei. Former Oregon runners Nick Rogers and Karl Keska will also compete. Some of their old Pacific 10 Conference competition will also race. Arizona grad Abdi Abdi rahman and Stanford twins Brad and Brent Hauser are entered. The winner of the 5,000 meters will be presented with the Pre fontaine Trophy in honor of the late Oregon great Steve Pre fontaine. The meet begins at 11:45 a.m. Sunday and lasts until 2 p.m. Women continued from page 9 with the pole vault and high jump competitions. Draglia is the highlighted per former in the pole vault, but she will be joined by the Ukraine’s Anzehela Balakhonova, ranked second in the world, and America’s No. 2-ranked pole vaulter, Kellie Suttle. The high jump competition fea tures the world’s best jumper, Swe den’s Kajsa Bergqvist, and Ameri ca’s top leaper, Amy Acuff. At 12:20 p.m., fans can turn their attention to the track for the 1,500 meter race. Last year’s most dramatic finish, the 1,500 features Favor Hamilton and Poland’s Lidia Chojec ka. Last year, Favor Hamilton went down to the wire with Romanian Gabriela Szabo, and the American lost by a mere .06 seconds. Shortly after the 1,500, Devers will take on a tough field in the 100 hurdles. The event’s field includes the world’s fourth-, fifth- and sixth ranked hurdlers. At 12:53 p.m., the meet’s biggest star will shine for the Hayward Field crowd. Marion Jones, who came close to winning an unprecedented five gold medals at last summer’s Olympics, will race in the Pre 200 meters. The 200 was one of four gold medals that Jones won in Sydney. The action doesn’t end there. At 1:10 p.m., Runyan will face stiff com petition in the 3,000 meters. At 1:30 p.m., Eugene native Maria Mutola, who won gold in the 800 in Sydney last summer, will race in that event. More than just big-name track stars and tough-as-nails fields, the Prefontaine Classic legitimizes Eu gene as Tracktown, U.S.A. Many track fans from around the country will descend on Eugene to see the meet. The Prefontaine Classic is such a big-time event, it’s hard to describe it with just a few words. “It’s going to be cool,” Malone said. 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