VIETNAM Continued from Page 1 while there, ■'lie said. untl her experiences especially taught her the x nine of life. "1 feel Vietnam shaped my life It was kind of like it was a teacher, loo." Gunson said Shi' said she learned that human life is fragile and c art tie lost "in a heartbeat Gunson said she tries to live life to the fullest now When you get to the end iif the tun nel, you c an’t go hac k and redo parts of it." she said Hut getting to this point of ac: i opiatic e and finding the good in a had situation has not al ways been easy for Gunson She spent time in counseling and still must talk herself through difficult times, like when she has flaslthac ks The smell of outdoor cooking is a stimulus for flashbac ks, she said, and sometimes the weath or is, too ’ 1 he other morning when 1 went to get the paper. It was \er\ halms out It was a Viet nam morning, she said So she talked herself through the ''memory and analyzed why tie: day reminded her of V ietriam In I'llit). Gunson had gone 10 years without counseling, until she became sun idal iincl cjuit a good job At that time, post traumatii stress disorder vs.is just beginning to gain attention and there were not mans sup port groups lor veterans, she said ( Unison turned on the teles i sion one dav. a dav (aid or chestrated inv life." she said, to see another veteran 'discussing post traumatic stress disorder It vsas then she realized what her problem was She then joined a local vets support group and began speaking public Iv about her ex pcricnces because talking is therapeutic for her. she said In 1UH0. (unison was inter vieweci lor a JO JO TV program cm women in the military, hut found the interviewer to be in sensitive to women’s trauma S he interv iewer said, "f don t know whv vein let it bother yo.u because you weren't really there,” (unison said "I came unglued,'' she said and ev plained to the interviewer that she saw the people that were shot and dealt with the blood and guts of what happened (unison's mam experiences have shaped her view of a woman's role in war. and she admits <hc jomollnirs has mixed feeling about it As a mother of a fiyearold ir 1. (iunson said she does not tteliev e there should bo a worn mi s draft and she said she tie hoses there shouldn't be am more wars She said that in battle /.ones, there was no front line, so women who were sent to what were considered non iomti.it regions a< tually were in danger (luiison said if woltien go io war, they need to tie prepared to defend themselves and must not rely on men to protect them And, she said, women have the potential to lie a strong fighting ton e 'Have \ou heard, that joke ‘ she said What s 'meaner than all the males on both sides of the l.ulf war and < art also con !.| i n vs a te r lor t i \ e (lavs’ A vs. man vv it.h I’MS You’d have to get all of tin* vviiincll ail the same ( veins so tliev Would alt have premen strual syndrome at the same time, she -,,inl 'laughing, and Uieri you would have a verv formidable fort e FILM Continued from Page 1 war Slit’ said when slit" now Minis Vietnam veterans, she apologizes for what siir used to think of them. And the friendly gesture!, were extended to her one time, she said, when a set eran thanked her lor protesting the war. which he said helped tiring soldiers home A World War II veteran. John Saemann. said tie (ante to see the film at the Temple Iteth Is rael her ause he sympathizes with Vietnam veterans ' ' T h e v didn't ti a v e a Nintendo war like the Persian (iulf," he said. CALC spokesman, Irwin Noparstak, said the group showed the film to promote healing fur veterans The film was shown in 1HII/, fir said. Id i crowd of alxiut -too people Afterward, counselors were available to talk with veterans, he said Nopiirst.ik said he hop>-s many people will sei' the film bet ause it is a i bant e lor them to consider alternatives to the military. he said It's a subtle anti war film.' he said "I thought it would he nice to sfmvs an ordinary (char .icter) This is not Kambo And, Nopursliik said, it is im portant for people to realize fmw many veterans are affected by post traumatii stress disor tier Me said that by 1980, more Irwin Noparstak ihdn t.U.OOO Virln.im vclrr.uis had i ummiltinl sun i<)c nturr than arc hsled on the V iein it m U ,i 11 Memorl .11 1 it Washington. I) (' SI riitc^h your dollars by using coupons from thi; Orugon Daily Kmorald. » BEAT THE FRESHMAN 15" _—-—i __ Join the LARGEST Fitness Gym Chain in Eugene/Springfield BETTER ** BODIES • All levels of Aerobics • Wolf tanning beds OPEN 24 HOURS 726-5220 3270 GATEWAY Total Fitness 746-3533 3875 MAIN ST. 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