THE STUDENT HEALTH CENTER NEWSLETTER BAD “CONNECTION?” “I know you believe you understand what you think I said, but I’m not sure you realize that what you heard is not really what I meant." Communication is essentia! to an intimate rela tionship. Let’s start then with "intimacy.” Accor ding to most dictionaries, intimate means: "characterized by pronounced closeness of friendship or association: deeply personal." So in timacy only vaguely hints physical relations with another, and closeness of friendship, well, that re quires communication. where both players lose. Game playing begins when you bait another by asking loaded questions or playing “Poor Pitiful Pearl”, the victim of neglect or wrong-doing. If you “win" the game, you successfully dump guilt and resent on your opponent and master the skill of manipulation. Leave the games in the play pen, please, and read on! communication is a paradigm or nits and misses. Often communication is better called miscommunication, misinterpretation or missing all together! There are a few short circuits at work here in crossing communication wires: assuming we can adequately read one’s mind and assuming another can read our minds; fear of becoming vulnerable and the big “P” word: pride. Do you identify with any of these? If so, read on! Monologue is a speech given in a play or movie where a character explains an essential portion of the plot. Between friends or lovers, monologue means I talk AT you, you talk AT me and neither is heard so we either talk louder or quit talking. Dialogue is different. Dialogue is a communica tion of presence and non-judgmental listen ing — talking TO someone. Dialogue includes those "secret” things that are difficult to share — feelings. By expressing your feelings you add honesty and presence to your words. By non judgmental listening, you allow another to share theirs and if the signals are vague you ask ques tions, hold the judgment please. Game playing is deceitful communicatio Assertiveness is a skill vital to opening com munication lines. The problem with assertiveness is it is often confused with aggression. The first is true and firm, the second is hostile. To be asser tive means to gain ownership of your rights as a human being: to feel and to think and to let these be known. Being assertive means taking the risk to unravel a few of your psychological layers and let another see what is inside. This also means saying no when you mean no and saying yes when you mean yes. Being assertive means sopneone may disagree with you or you may experience some pain in allowing yourself to be vulnerable. It also clears a path for intimacy where you won't continually scramble to keep your facade intact. Communication is a skill, perhaps even an art and because of that, it takes practice. The starting point is looking inward and reacquainting yourself with "yourself”: your feelings, values and beliefs. The reward of true communication is setting aside defense mechanisms and cover-ups to share the profound closeness of friendship, honesty and as a friend or lover — intimacy. _^ By Beth Gaiser INSIDE: DATE RAPE Contraceptaphobia The fear of protection? More on Aids Sexual Wellness NEED SOME HEALTH INFOR MATION FOR THAT PAPER YOU ARE WRITING???? Come by the Health Education Center, Mon day through Friday bet ween 9 am and 2:30 pm. You'll find a variety ol books and audio casset tes to check out, plus educational pamphlets and handouts on many different health topics — free! DID YOU KNOW... that 43 million people in the U S. stopped smoking in the last 25 years? Make It 43 million and one by joining the Fresh Start smoking cessation classes at the Student Health Center. For more Information, call the Health Educa tion Center at 666-4456 M-F 9-2:30. SEXUAL HEALTH MEANS... Knowing how to do a breast self-exam or testicular self exam...going in for your annual check-ups with your health care practi tioner, making responsi ble choices and en couraging others to as well. To meet with a cam pus health expert, call the Student Health Center at x4441 or x4456. WHAT IF I AM AFRAID... that I'll lose him/her if I don't have sex ... that I'm pregnant or that my part ner Is pregnant... that I have something wrong with me.. don't let fear stop you. Call 686-4441 to set up an appointment at the Student Health Center.